I was born in an ordinary family since I was a child. My parents have never received higher education, and I live in a beautiful moment, but I can't abandon old ideas. The thought of standing still sealed me at home and separated me from the outside world. As an adult, I didn't even know how big my county was. Growing up complaining, I kept silent and entertained myself for a long time. I don't like reading or studying, and I have spent more than 2 years relying on my memory and cleverness. It was not until I was frustrated everywhere after I got married that I realized that people should work harder, cherish time and not waste it. Do you say that there have been no noble people for more than twenty years? I'm afraid there was. I didn't recognize it myself. Looking back, too many people gave directions, but I didn't catch any.
In 218, I had my own child. It's a little bit of a turning point in my mind. Under the pressure of economy, I began to study hard. After a long time of not studying, I found that my memory became poor. I didn't have the courage to fail. I didn't want my children to live in my childhood environment. What a sad thing. So I got up early and was greedy for the dark, and I was simple and rude for three months. I passed the exam as I wished. Even if there is a power failure, I will still study hard with the desk lamp on. Someone advised me not to work so hard. Your books are all rotten. I know it is not difficult to pass the exam, but I am afraid of losing. I can't afford to lose. It is just a turning point for me.
After more than 2 years of deep-rooted thinking, a little suppression of life will not make me return to my ideal state immediately. The process of growing up is long, and the pressure is still great. I started to play mobile games for five or six hours every day. Now it's really extravagant to think about it. I play more seriously than before. I am a nurturing game, and I enjoy playing it every day. I use word to record my experience and study my strategy, and Excel to calculate the data, so as to maximize the utilization of resources. Compared with RMB players, you can only take the civilian route. Now it seems like a frog at the bottom of a well, complacent, unable to extricate himself from his own world, and fighting against a poor life with the satisfaction brought by virtuality. In order to play better, I began to go to better teams to get more resources. In a year's time, I was self-indulgent and took the game as my life. The crowd in the game are mostly young people, and everyone is very playful. In order to play better, I began to hold my thigh slowly. This thigh is my real noble.
In 219, the year-end bonus was pitiful, but it was more than the previous year. Think that I spent the whole year in games, saying that I am single is not an exaggeration, and the year-end bonus can be increased. What am I trying to do? My game friend Feng Daren, at first I discussed the game strategy with him, and slowly began to talk about life and get to know this person step by step. Mr. Feng graduated from Wudaokou Men's Vocational and Technical College. He has a good academic background and is full of talents. Every time you chat, you can understand what is polite, just methodical and comprehensive. Similarly, playing games can accurately find out where the gap with other players is, trace the source to the point, be resolute and vigorous, talk about work and think freely, and are talents in many fields. You praise him concretely, but you are still modest and prudent. If you do something wrong in the game, you will be tolerant of others. Hearing things that have never been touched, learning and studying seriously are basically impeccable and omnipotent in my eyes. I began to brag about how powerful my netizens were. Later, I chatted deeply, talking about life, ideals, history, humanities, geographical features, current affairs and politics, philosophy, science and economics, and there seemed to be nothing I didn't understand. Know life, know life, and have life. Those who are near ink are black, and those who are near red are red. Choose character and cultural quality when making friends. I seem to have found a life mentor, sneaking into the night with the wind, moistening things silently.
In 22, I continued to do textual research. The harder I worked, the luckier I was. I passed the vocational qualification examination. I didn't play games or have an entertainment life in the past six months, because I still couldn't afford to lose. I wanted to be better myself and a better life. After I passed, I played the game again. It was better to learn from him than to play the game. I began to ask him, this game is so time-consuming. How can a successful person get so much time? He told me that there is only half an hour to an hour of game time every day. Awakening, time management shows a person's self-discipline, and Bibi knows the gap. He told me that the game is a small society and a big social game. The company that manages thousands of people still has the energy to have fun, but I manage my own game account so badly.
I said that I had a bad temper and was too grumpy. He showed me the Biography of Zeng Guofan, Zeng Guofan, whose qualifications were mediocre and "still clumsy", and the pain of seven imperial examinations. Liang Qichao said: "Wen Zhenggu is not superior and peerless, and he is called the most clumsy among all the sages." "Learn to be a saint", quit smoking in 3 days, and it took 3 years to quit the more difficult problems. Repeated tempering, temperament and personality are gradually changing, with perseverance, generosity, kindness and sincerity, and the quality is becoming more and more pure. The higher you stand, the farther you look.
I have told many famous people, such as Huo Zhenting, Ma Yun, Ren Zhengfei, Zhu Lingling, Liu Qiangdong, etc., about the old house and quadrangle in Houhai, about the history of the last emperor, about the blockchain, high-tech VR, the 5G era, and so on. I can't understand all kinds of allusions and famous sayings at all. Out of courtesy, I can only extract and share the essence of the article and search some poems online. I said, Although it was very frustrating, it stimulated my interest in learning, and I began to make up lessons for myself.
in 221, I began to research again, and things with standards became very simple, so long as you study hard, you can succeed. My work level has also begun to gradually improve. Leisure is no longer a game, but more about enriching myself by buying a lot of books and reading a lot seriously. Zeng Guofan is "clumsy" and I am really clumsy. Others will read it for a while, but I want to read it for a long time.
When it comes to income, he will recommend me to do a lot of things, live broadcast, WeChat official account, and others will pass as soon as they listen to it with a smile. I think it is practical, because he has told many stories of successful people, and it is practical in all walks of life. I think he just has limited time and energy, otherwise he will be a top talent in any industry. Will encourage me, talk about Bo Huang, Li Jiaqi, Alibaba, real estate companies, consulting companies, corporate culture, too much. I know I've been awakened, and I feel like someone who shows me hope.
So I won't flinch easily in the face of any difficulties, but I will only move towards them. Suddenly I find that there is no one to rely on, and I don't want to commit suicide slowly. I have to save myself, be my own backer and become my own noble.