"Nothing is over! It's not as simple as pressing a switch! Vietnam War is not mine. You asked me to go to war, not me! I took the necessary measures to win, but someone added complications to prevent us from winning! I met angry people at the airport when I returned home, accusing me of being a baby killer and so on! What are they? To protest against me? Unless they used to be me, have been to Vietnam and know what they are cursing! For you, it's over. For me, civilian life is nothing! We have honor on the battlefield, everyone covers each other, and there is nothing back here! In Vietnam, I can build gunboats and drive tanks. I'm in charge of equipment worth millions! I can't even find a parking job here! ! ! Shit, my God! Where did everyone go? I have a friend, Danfoss, and I have these good brothers, man. In Vietnam, we lived alone and came back here with nothing. Remember Danfoss? He wore a black headscarf, and I got one of his crayons, which said,' If anyone finds it, send it to Las Vegas', because we often talk about it, and there is a 58-year-old red Chevrolet sports car. He always mentioned the car and said that he would drive until the wheel fell off. In Saigon, a child came up with a shoeshine box and said, "Wipe your boots!" " I said no, Joey said he wanted to wipe it, and I'll get the beer. There is a fuse in the box. The child opened the box and blew Joey's body everywhere. I'm covered in pieces. I tried to tear off the dismembered body, and my friend's fragments covered me all over! The blood is mixed with others, I want to put it back! I want to put him back! But always fail! I asked for help, but no one helped! I heard Joey say I was going home. I'm going home. He kept calling my name and said I was going home. Johnny, I drive a Chevrolet sports car. I said no, I can't find your leg, I can't find your leg. I can't forget it. I've been thinking about it every day for seven years. Sometimes I wake up and I don't know where I am. I don't talk to anyone. Sometimes a day, sometimes a week, I can't forget ... "