Gathering and separation

The autumn season always seems to bring people endless melancholy and Xiao Sa’s coldness, and the pen that is used to wandering in the words, He also poured out his sadness without hesitation. So, autumn was covered with a thin veil, and inside the veil were flowing tears and endless suffering.

Listening to the wind is melancholy, watching the rain is melancholy, and the leaves dancing in the autumn wind are even more sad and sad at dusk.

At this time, in this season, gathering with you, my heart, no matter how tight it is, cannot withstand the cold of autumn. I wonder, winter hasn't come yet, but why do I already feel the biting coldness, the heartbreaking cold?

How many times, in dreams, you came floating in, without words or movements, you stood quietly, just like when we first met. Your voice and smile have long been engraved in my heart. In the dream, you are graceful and smiling. I know that your appearance will not age with time, you are still so young and beautiful. But when I look at your eyes, they are full of tears, and I can’t see your face clearly. Do I miss you too much? Or do you miss me too much? So, on a day like this, you come here?

Classmates’ gatherings are full of laughter and passionate hugs. The whole room was filled with joy as they exchanged greetings, shook hands and reminisced about old times. Taking photos, exchanging messages, endless thoughts, and leaving a room full of laughter and harmony.

But I can really feel your presence. I know that you are here too, because in the dream that day, I had already told you about the class reunion. At this time, your breath made me look back without hesitation, searching eagerly, but I could clearly see only the empty hall and no trace of you.

It’s been nearly 20 years, and I still can’t forget it, and I still can’t believe the distorted scene yesterday.

Is it true, really that you have gone far away and gone to the other side where the flowers bloom? Are you no longer nostalgic for the beauty we once had, and are you no longer willing to come back and be with us?

Do you remember? Do you remember our first acquaintance?

In the autumn of that year, we met for the first time. You, who was shy, asked me gently at the door of the dormitory, if this is your bunk? Seeing your timid eyes, I felt love and pity in my heart, and I became your sister without hesitation.

Your attachment to me and your trust in me made us the best couple very quickly. We were inseparable and accompanied each other. My classmates jokingly call you my tail and I am your shadow.

And today, the class reunion, my tail, what about you? Where are you?

Do you remember? Remember the red maple leaves all over the mountain?

We climb mountains together, you pull me and I pull you, our cheerful footsteps are accompanied by your singing, all the way forward. Suddenly, the fiery red in front of us surprised you and me. It turns out that this is the maple leaf that symbolizes friendship? Scramblingly, we ran to a maple tree and carefully selected the heart-shaped red leaves. Give me what you picked, and I will give you what I picked. Back in the dormitory, we so carefully put the maple leaves in the book we both liked, and we met 10 years later to exchange each other's collection of maple leaves. Because we all believe that as long as the maple leaves are there, our friendship will last forever like the red maple leaves.

Today, the maple leaf is still lying quietly in my book, but you, I don’t know where to find it!

Do you remember? Remember that set of books from those nights?

Because of the cold weather, we combined the bunk beds into one bunk bed. Under the warm quilt, we could talk endlessly. You secretly told me the deepest secrets in your heart, the set of books he gave you, told me that you liked him, and that he didn't know the little secrets in your heart. I will never forget the shy look in your eyes at that moment and the expectation in my heart that I couldn't hide. You gave me the book called "Gone with the Wind", and I benefited a lot from it. It made me remember Scarlett Hao's classic saying, which prevented me from insomnia during the most difficult time in my life.

Now, your soft voice is still vaguely floating in my ears, but you and I are no longer together.

When it’s time to let go, it’s time to let go. I understand this truth, but it seems that you and I have nothing to do with letting go.

Why, in such a happy gathering, my heart is filled with your presence everywhere? Is your unchanged voice echoing in my ears?

The night fog enveloped the entire sky, and it was time to say goodbye.

Reluctantly meeting up with classmates, and the next time we get together, we hug and wave goodbye.

The moment I turned around and got in the car, my eyes suddenly saw your eyes, your reluctant look. Is it really you? I rubbed my eyes, trying to see clearly, but in front of me, you were empty. I know, that is my heart, the knot in my heart.

It is late autumn, the wind is blowing, and it feels cold. Will it be cold where you are? Remember to wear more clothes and take care!

There is always a time when we get together, but I understand that in this life, you and I have been together forever, but we will never leave. That is our fate, that is our unchanging appointment in this life!