Guangping:

I received a letter today. I'm afraid I can't answer some questions. Let's write them down and read them.

As for the style of study, I think if it is related to the political state and social situation, it can be better in mountainous areas than in cities, as long as the personnel are good. However, if politics is dark, good people can't be clerks. At school, students just seldom hear some disgusting news. It is only a matter of time before they leave school and get in touch with society, but they still have to suffer hardships and degenerate. So, I mean, in the city, it is better to fall early and suffer quickly. Otherwise, if you suddenly come to a troublesome place from a quiet place, you will be surprised and suffer unexpected pain, and the total amount of pain is slightly the same as those in the city.

This has always been the case in schools, but a decade or two ago, those good-looking people seemed to be less competitive because not many people were qualified to run schools. Now there are many, fierce competition, and bad temper is completely revealed. Noble education is only a superficial article. In fact, just like other fields, people's temperament is not easy to change, and entering college for a few years has little effect. Moreover, in such an environment, just like a person's blood is bad, a part of his body can never protect his health alone, and the education sector will not be particularly noble in such a Republic.

So the school is not very smart, but it has a long history. The magic of money is great, and China is always good at using money to seduce spells, so it naturally becomes this phenomenon. It is said that this happens in middle schools now, except those who may be too young to feel financial difficulties or need to spend money. As for the introduction of girls' schools, that is a recent thing, probably because women have consciously realized the necessity of economic independence. Therefore, there are only two ways to achieve this independence. One is to work hard, and the other is to play tricks. The former method is very laborious, so I fell into the latter method, which is to wake up and fall asleep. However, this is not only for women, but also for men. The difference is that in addition to taking, there is also robbing.

In fact, I will become a Buddha on the spot there, and there are many cigarettes, but I have never seen bliss in narcotics and smoke. If I really have the ability to guide young people-whether the guidance is wrong or not-I will never hide. Unfortunately, I don't even have a compass myself and ask questions indiscriminately. If I break into a deep pit, I will be responsible for myself and lead others. That's why I'm afraid to talk empty words on the platform. I remember a novel attacking the priest. It was about a country woman who complained to the priest about the hardships of life and asked him for help. After listening, the priest replied: "Bear with it. God made you suffer before you died, and you will be blessed after you die. " In fact, ancient and modern sages, philosophers and scholars have said, how can it be better than this? Isn't their so-called "future" what the priest calls "after death"? That's all I know. I don't believe it, but I have no better explanation. ……

I think pain is always accompanied by life, but there is also a time to leave, that is, when you are asleep. When you wake up, you should avoid some pain. China's old methods are "pride" and "cynicism". I think I have this problem, which is not good. Bitter tea with "sugar" is as bitter as ever, but it is better than without "sugar", but this kind of sugar is hard to find. I don't know where it is, so I have to hand in a blank sheet of paper.

..... I'll tell you how I got along in this world for your reference-

First, in the long journey of "life", the two most easily encountered difficulties. One is the "wrong road". According to legend, Mr Mo Zhai came back in tears. But I don't cry or answer. I took the wrong end of the road, resting or sleeping, so I chose a seemingly feasible road. If I meet an honest man, I may take his food to satisfy my hunger, but I won't ask for directions because I know he doesn't know. If I meet a tiger, I will climb the tree and wait until it is hungry. If it doesn't go, I'll starve to death in the tree myself, tie it up with a belt first, and never give it a dead body to eat again. But what if there are no trees? Then, there is no choice but to invite it to dinner, but you might as well bite it. The second is "the end of the road." I heard that Mr. Ruan Ji also came back crying, but I still stepped in and walked among thorns like a wrong way, but I didn't meet a place full of thorns. I don't know if the world has no end, or if I'm lucky not to meet it.

Second, I don't support social struggle. I don't advise others to sacrifice or anything. During the European War, "trench warfare" was the most serious. Soldiers crouch in the trenches, sometimes smoking, singing, playing cards, drinking and holding art exhibitions in the trenches, but sometimes they suddenly shoot at the enemy. China stabbed in the back, and the brave man who stood up easily died. This tactic is necessary. However, I am afraid that sometimes I will be forced to hand-to-hand combat. At this time, there is no way to hand-to-hand combat.

To sum up, my own way to deal with depression is to make trouble with pain, take hooliganism as victory, sing a song of triumph, for fun, or just sugar. But in the final analysis, it comes down to "no way", really no way!

Above all, I have finished my own way, that's all, and I am close to the game, unlike walking on the right track of life step by step (life may be on the right track, but I don't know). I believe that writing it out may be of no use to you, but that's all I can write.

Lu Xun March 1 1