"If you knew me before, you would forgive me now." We don't know whether Hu Lancheng said this to Zhang Ailing or not, but in any case, Zhang Ailing is trying to convince herself through Fan Liuyuan's mouth to find a reason to die.
The love of the whole city is the love between Hu Lancheng and Zhang Ailing, and it is all forced by Fan Liuyuan and Bai Liusu. The years have always been quiet and beautiful, but they can't resist the erosion of time. This game is inherently unequal. "By killing you, I am the tail of the story. By killing me, your story is still very long." But she is willing to meet someone who is on the tip of her heart. At the beginning, he was single-minded, being with her every day and being her unique husband. She cherished him so much that the betrayal later seemed so unforgettable. The smoke lit on the lips is flickering; The scar burned on the arm, I hate it. After all, it was negative, leaving her, a betrayed heather, proudly in the wilderness.
When Zhang Ailing first met Hu Lancheng, she was still a shy woman who didn't know about love. Although she was fully aware of the cold world, she cowered like a wounded animal, and Hu Lancheng was already an old hand in the romantic field. She would never let any strange man into her room, so he handed a name card through a door, from the initial admiration to the desire to meet each other. People say that "the more playboy a man is, the more he will deceive people". Hu Lancheng is such a man. When they first met, they walked side by side in the alley and said nonsense, "How can you be so tall?" Only one sentence made her blush; Just a word, let her go down to the dust, so happy that flowers will bloom from the dust.
He praised her as "a person who shines on the water in the Republic of China", and his charm added a little bit. Talking about literature with a talented person will naturally lead to love, which is exactly in line with Zhang Ailing's imagination of "a talented person and a beautiful woman". She praised him as a "classical talented person" and was a person who brought her joy and brightness. Then, there was a paper marriage certificate later, "Hu Lancheng and Zhang Ailing signed a lifelong contract and got married. May the years be quiet and the world be stable. " . The former sentence was written by Zhang Ailing, and the latter sentence was added by Hu Lancheng herself.
But no matter how amazing the bridge is, it will eventually be a cliche. The so-called love affair is just a temporary stop when the prodigal son arrives at a stop. When leaving, Zhang Ailing said to Hu Lancheng, "At that time, when you changed your name, you could call it Zhang Qian or Zhang Zhao, and I held you in the corner of the world to recruit you." I love a person the most, but the most heartless betrayal is also the original promise, and now it is empty: when I learned that Hu was in Wenzhou, her heart was pleasantly surprised. She went thousands of miles to find him, and he was not Zhang Qian or Zhang Zhao as before, but Zhang Jiayi who had a beautiful woman beside him. That afternoon, the three of them gathered in a family yard to negotiate. Zhang Ailing said, "There are people who really look so similar in this world" and "they are really beautiful women". She even lost the courage to reprimand and fled. Later, on the drizzling dock, she went by boat and cried a lot. When she figured it out, she decided to make a clean break and never see you again in this life.
at this point, the love of the whole city has finally ended.
Zhang Ailing won't be coy. She should score three points in everything. But love is not like this. I can't wait to dig my heart out. She tolerated Hu's betrayal again and again until she was hurt to pieces; Stubbornly write down the story between them, just to leave a happy ending for this story. At the age of eighteen, she wrote in Dream of Genius: "Life is a gorgeous robe, but it is full of coquettes". After all, her love with Hu was really as expected, and was gnawed by insects.