Because of my social fear, which started in my second and third year of high school, I often thought about Zi Sha, and I tried taking medicine and therapy. In the end, I failed the college entrance examination and only enrolled in a rubbish major with a second degree.

Now that I am thirty years old, my condition has become very mild due to years of self-treatment. However, due to the neglect of high school, poor academic qualifications, and unsatisfactory work, it is difficult to explain.

I sometimes wonder, if I gritted my teeth in high school and studied hard to get into a good university and a good major despite the extreme pain of social fear, what would my life and career be like? Who will my wife be? Am I already very wealthy and don’t have to worry about unemployment in middle age?

Why did I encounter this disease? Even if I took it as a test I couldn't bear it because it was so painful. But why me? And it happens to be at an important juncture in life! Social fear is not a test, it is destruction! It chooses an unfortunate person, does all kinds of evil in his brain, destroys his life, and fears that he is a devil.

However, it will eventually reduce and recover over time. At this time, as you get older and farther away from the college entrance examination, the possibility of turning over becomes smaller and smaller.

You are only in your teens or 20s. If I were you, you would choose to find a good repetition class to repeat your studies. The college entrance examination is a door that will slowly close over time. When you reach my age, you will no longer suffer from social fear. You will always blame yourself for choosing to fail in the face of social fear.

This is advice to you from someone who has experienced it. Although social fear is extremely painful, it will eventually recover, maybe five or ten years, but at this time there will be no more opportunities! ! I advise you to think twice!