I want a life of redemption. I was caught off guard, my soul was shaky, and my faith was in jeopardy. Impetuous around, lonely inside. Living is meaningless, and dying is afraid of waiting for the trial. Lies make up life, making life fragmented, and frequent need to change faces can't always run through. I am just a mist in the sky, too light, which will be blown around by the wind; If it is too heavy, it will melt into water droplets and fall into the soil. The beauty of the world, such as love, affection and friendship, I have never really owned it. And I have never experienced the pain that people can realize in the world. I haven't had a solid spiritual value system in recent years, and the practice of eating, drinking and having fun is accompanied by a negative confrontation with life. But after all, like anesthesia, it will hit a terrible pain. After a hangover, the limbs are weak and the brain is heavy. I have to leave my brain in the void day and night to do animal stress reaction, completely losing people's subjective initiative. I'm confused. Am I questioning everything because I don't have it, or am I questioning everything so I can't have it?

It is not good to have relations with Zhong Wuyan but not with Xia Yingchun. But it's not good to be so strange and polite as you. My subjective initiative seems to be out of proportion to your ability to pretend to be a grandson, which will only pull the relationship further.

The weather can affect the mood to some extent, but people are subjective and can do some interesting things to adjust their mood.

When I found it was futile to do anything else, I didn't know whether it was time that killed my mood or the process of separation and integration between people. No matter how strong the subjective initiative is, it can't break the silence caused by barriers. There are many people passing by. Thank you, you are one of them.

Personal initiative, well, I walked a few streets, cried a lot, blew cold air, ate spicy strips when my mouth was rotten, made sentences and complained a lot. Finally, I must be an invincible and willful child again.

It is very personal to like this thing. If this color is strong, then your subjective initiative will be stronger.

Of course, people should not easily surrender to the difficult environment, nor can they deny the role of subjective initiative. But it is more important to further understand how the environment binds people and how to make them mistakenly think that everything is their own choice, so as to get rid of narrowness, pursue fairness and achieve self-struggle more actively.