I can understand your mood. As a senior, I am also happy to share some of my own experiences, which may be of some help to you.

It is said that when studying during the holidays, time is guaranteed, but there is more time during the summer vacation. There is no pressure to go to school, and there is relative freedom. It is difficult for us to grasp the time and control ourselves! So I suggest you be fully mentally prepared and remember only the original intention and belief! (If possible, you can find someone to supervise you at any time)

The most important point is to make a detailed summer review schedule based on your actual situation! The review time arrangement should include the most basic contents such as study time arrangement, rest time arrangement, and entertainment time arrangement. And it must be strictly implemented (if you want to gain something, you must make real efforts. This is an indisputable fact)

The last suggestion is not to forget to find a teacher for yourself! I understand a little bit about your current situation from your description. I think your foundation is not very good. It will take a lot of effort to make up for it through review during the short two-month summer vacation. Although you No one doubts your intelligence. Because you have to review too many subjects and knowledge points, I don’t think it will be very efficient if you just rely on reading books and doing questions on your own. There are teachers who can give you guidance, especially the key points and difficulties, and please believe that they will help you unreservedly without asking for anything in return, which will save you many detours ---

Here I also want to tell you something: Teachers will not care about or care about you who did not like to study. Maybe they don’t know you at all. In the eyes of teachers, there are only students who are hard-working, studious and enterprising - ----Ask your teacher humbly and accept the teacher's suggestions sincerely. If you can persevere, you will have a lot of discoveries and emotions, which will be a wealth that will benefit you throughout your life--

It’s best to give you an inspirational quote that has always inspired me:

Those who are determined will eventually achieve success. You can retreat from Wu

Do what you want!