English: I can't stand all this. Everything is bad for me. I'm exhausted and unable to struggle. I can't go on any longer. This is the only way out. I don't deserve to be loved. I'm a failure. I'm really sorry, but this is my only way out.

translation 2: I can't help it. Everything is terrible. I'm exhausted, and I can't support it anymore. This is the only way out. I don't deserve your love. I'm a loser. I'm really sorry, but this is my only way out.

original: canthelp it. things have been bad with me. I am tired of fighting. Cantcarry on any longer. This is the only way out. I am unworthy of your lov. e. I am a failure. I am truly sorry, but this is the only way out for me。