No one is happy to be criticized and reprimanded by others, but I see animal nature more terrible than lions, crocodiles and dragons from people's angry scowls. Usually they hide these natures, but once they find the opportunity, they will suddenly flick their tails and kill the gadfly on their stomachs like those tame cows on the grassland.
Repeat the same thing every day and follow the same routine as yesterday. If we can avoid the joy of violence, there will naturally be no great sadness to visit.
That's why I can neither resist nor defend myself. Once someone speaks ill of me. I feel that I have misunderstood the meaning of others, and I can only bear that kind of blow silently, but I have a kind of almost frantic fear in my heart.
When getting along with others, I am always afraid and have no confidence in my words and deeds as a person. I hid my loneliness in my heart, tried my best to hide my inner melancholy and sensitivity with an innocent and optimistic appearance, and gradually became a freak who loves to play.
I heard that the first sentence after waking up was "I want to go home". Even I don't know which home I want. I just mumbled and kept crying.
7. Happiness is glittering gold sand that sinks into the river bank of sorrow. That's the feeling. After experiencing the limit of sadness, my mood is incredibly dim and bright. Quiet autumn morning. Covered with soft sunshine, autumn courtyard. I put down my knitting and looked at the sparkling chest-high sea.
8. When it comes to fascination, or infatuation, I always feel vulgar, shameless and fool others. On serious occasions for many years, as long as such words appear, the melancholy Galand will suddenly collapse and become dull and vulgar. Strange to say, if the vernacular of "infatuation pain" is replaced by the written language of "fear of being loved", the melancholy Galand seems unaffected.
9. As a human being, I have always been afraid and have no confidence in my words and deeds. I can only secretly lock my frustration in a corner of my heart, hide my depression and nervousness, pretend to be an innocent and cheerful person, and gradually transform myself into a freak who plays the fool.
10. People who are too afraid of people are more eager to see more terrible monsters with their own eyes; The more neurotic people who are easily timid about things, the more eager for the storm to come more violently. ...
Ah, these painters were so frightened by the monster's injury that they finally believed in the phantom and vividly witnessed the monster's position in nature during the day.
Moreover, they didn't use "funny jokes" to hide their fears, but expressed what they saw intact.
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