Hope-love
Last Sunday, as usual, I took the shuttle bus home to rest. When I get home, I always see a big table of food. In the kitchen, there will be a fragrant smell. Don't worry. This must be my mother's lunch this morning. When my mother saw me coming back, she quickly pulled me into a chair and told me to eat. I looked up and saw many wrinkles on my mother's face and several silver lines on her head. Suddenly, with thousands of silver needles stuck in my chest, blood gradually flowed out, as if there was no organic matter in the blood, and I felt very empty. Unconsciously, I grew up and my mother was old. At this time, I have nothing to say. I ate my mother's meal silently all morning, for fear of spilling my mother's heart and blood on the table.
After dinner, I lay quietly in bed, thinking about emptiness. Like a fire on my body, the first thing that disappears is the surface, then the point, and finally the line. It is so empty that it confirms a famous saying of galt. Still like a hollow wood inside and outside. Like a piece of dry bread, it was blown down by a gust of wind in an unknown corner. I found myself so useless that I didn't repay my parents well.
Gradually, the sky darkened, and it was already half past five in a blink of an eye. My mother put what I wanted into a big cloth bag and handed it to me with trembling hands. I walked slowly to the stairwell, and I couldn't help looking at my mother standing on a high place. I felt so old, as if I were confronting time. Two exaggerated tears flowed out of my eyes, and I seemed to understand that everything my mother did was to hope that I would grow up and be successful. Looking at her eyes seems to see her anxiety about her child's success. When I left, I said weakly, "Mom, take care and I will try my best!"! I will not live up to your expectations of me. "
Ignite hope with love
Before I met Zhu Jiahui, I only saw those children who dropped out of school because of poverty on TV. Most of them are sallow and emaciated, eating hard corn ... I always thought that those children lived in the hinterland, and those children in Jiangnan water towns grew up happily under their parents' wings like me. But since I met Zhu Jiahui, I realized that there are actually many out-of-school children around me.
I met Zhu Jiahui through the "Spring Bud Project" initiated by Tongxiang Women's Federation three years ago. From the introduction, I know that Zhu Jiahui's father had two-thirds of his stomach removed because of stomach trouble. For a while, he lost his ability to work, so her mother left home. Her grandmother was bedridden after a fall, and her family conditions were very difficult. She almost dropped out of school.
Although I was psychologically prepared, I was surprised when I first came to Zhu Jiahui's house. I saw that her grandparents and grandchildren lived in an old bungalow for three generations, which was in sharp contrast with the tall and brand-new buildings of the surrounding villagers. An old square table and two shabby beds are all their possessions. After finishing school, Zhu Jiahui had to help raise silkworms and release ducks at home ... She shouldered the heavy responsibility of the family at an early age and realized the hardships of life too early. Perhaps it is the lack of maternal love or the pressure of life. I think Zhu Jiahui is more mature than his peers, and there is a melancholy on his face that he should not have at that age. My parents and I brought them some school supplies and daily necessities. Zhu Jiahui and his father were so excited that even her grandmother said in tears, "Thank you, thank you!"
After that, the annual "six. On the first festival and the Spring Festival, we will go to Zhu Jiahui's home. My mother said that although our financial aid can't completely change her family's living conditions, we can give them confidence in life and bring them warmth and care. Slowly, I found a pure smile on Zhu Jiahui's face, and her grandmother could walk with crutches. I always think it's because their whole family has rekindled the hope of life, which is exactly what my parents and I want!
This year, with the encouragement and support of my mother, I sponsored another "Spring Bud Girl". My mother also constantly encouraged me to publicize and introduce the "Spring Bud Plan" at school and mobilize my classmates to donate and pair up for the "Spring Bud Girl". I was invited to introduce the "Spring Bud Plan" to a class in our school and help a classmate in their class pair up with the "Spring Bud Girl". In the future, I will publicize and introduce the "Spring Bud Plan" to more students and adults, so that more "Spring Bud Girls" can have the same learning opportunities as me, and more "Spring Bud Girls" can feel the care of the big family!
Love is a miracle, love is hope.
There is a lovely girl and a strong girl. She was plagued by illness and cared for by death, but she was optimistic and calm. Her name is Yi. She has chronic myeloid leukemia. The only way to save her is allogeneic bone marrow hematopoietic stem cell transplantation. People who need the same HLA typing between patients are like a millet in the sea, and the treatment cost is very high, ranging from 200,000 to 500,000 yuan.
We got the news by chance. Facing the sad smile hidden in the eyes of peers and the fearless struggle of girls in the face of death, we decided to lend a helping hand.
2006 1 From October 30th to February 30th, a large-scale fund-raising activity "Love is a miracle, love is hope" was jointly organized by Class 0526 of our Law Department and Guangxi Folk Association 165438+65438,1. We set up a 20-meter-long booth in the square in front of the canteen, and hung two 15-meter-long banners and two big posters.
From 1 1: 00 to 12: 50, from preparation to aftermath, it was cold in the twelfth month, but the students were full of energy and doing their work in an orderly way. Because they have a love in their hearts and an expectation for Yi.
Watching people come and go, crowded with people who come to raise money or leave blessings; Looking at the students' hands and faces flushed with cold; Looking at the banner of "Love is a miracle, love is hope" rolling in the cold wind, everyone has a warm current in his heart. All those who witnessed this love activity at MINUS 17 degrees Celsius will always remember this day.
There are many caring people in the fund-raising activities, and each of them has caused a long ripple in the hearts of our staff-there are caring people who generously donated 100 yuan, foreigners named "Xindi", teachers of Zhao, secretary of the Youth League Committee of our department, and many good people who silently contributed their meager strength.
Here, on behalf of all the staff of the fund-raising activities and students Yi, I sincerely say to you: "Thank you, good people have a safe life!"
The fund-raising activity was successfully concluded, and a total of 3,035 yuan was raised, and three love blessing manuals were issued. Holding this heavy love, everyone's hands are shaking and their hearts are shaking! This is the witness of love, this is the dedication of love, and this is the contribution of the tax institute to Yi!
Where there is love, there is hope.
I remember when I was a child, I had many hopes to be a scientist, a writer and a poet. I wanted to have my own room and a window facing the sea. I wanted to learn martial arts and be brave everywhere.
But when I grew up, my childhood hopes disappeared. Now I just want to sit by the window, cover my hands with a cup of coffee, warm my lips and read some books quietly on a sunny day; I only hope that every time I see a touching poem, I can gently recite it for my beloved; I only hope that you can have a pair of warm hands and hug me at every lonely moment; I only hope that in the season when the leaves are all over the ground, there are still people holding hands and stepping on deep and shallow footprints. I only hope that someone can accompany me to listen to one or two touching music, shed a line or two of true tears, and hug each other for warmth in the cold night; I just want to have the warmth of my parents, the calmness of my friends and the affection of my lover. Really, there are only a few small hopes, but these seemingly ordinary hopes are hard to realize for people like us all our lives. Just because we love someone, he is our same sex. Every time I see couples who fight and lose their temper easily, I wonder why they don't cherish such a happy life. Maybe some things are more precious because they are not available. Yes, if I can have him, I must accompany him gently through this life, give him a warm rest when he is tired, give him firm eyes when he is confused, give him a happy smile when he is in pain, wipe away tears from his eyes when he is in tears, and give him applause and flowers when he is successful. But if it's just if.
But I am really unwilling. I don't believe that all wishes are just bubbles, and all realities cannot be changed. All fates have no choice. If you don't believe in sincerity, you won't be accepted and your sincere wish won't come true. Yes, I don't believe that life is like a kite, always held by God's hand and floating in the wind. I don't believe it-there will be no blue sky and no message of life in spring. There will be no traces of green in April, and pine trees will be crushed and withered by snow and frost. I don't believe that the future is a bumpy road. I don't believe I'm the only one on the road looking for it. Song Qing is proud of ice and snow, does not change himself with the change of seasons, firmly believes in his own beliefs, and has lived through four seasons. I, I don't believe that with flowers, spring will refuse the growth of grass. I don't believe that with the majestic sound of tidal rivers, there is no need for the gentle whisper of spring breeze in the world; With the majestic scenery of forests and rivers, there is no need for streams and grass to dress up on the earth. I don't believe that all moral concepts in the world have such a direction and cannot be changed.
Yes, I believe the trees withered in winter and will be full of vitality next year. Even if the weather in Chongqing changes constantly in April, I believe that the sunshine in spring can shine on every corner of this land. Even though Jialing River is full of dirty garbage, I believe that the spring water is gentle and pure. I believe that the hope in the stream will be full of flowers and plants on both sides. Will we still cry? Even if the storm breaks the branches, I believe the seeds have been inserted into the deep soil; Even if it is still a gray day tomorrow, I believe that the sun will rise from the sky tomorrow. Really, my friend, don't cry, don't be sad, even if you can't find happiness in this life, make a wish before the Buddha for 500 years. I believe that God will be moved by our sincerity and the earth will be sad for our crying. Let's spend the next life with that flowering tree, or the next life, waiting for our true love to come. My friend, even if the pain is on your chest, we still have love and hope. Let the heavy burden make our life heavier, and let the pain let us know what is happiness, what is cherish and what is precious. I believe that such a hard life will make us know more about what is love, what is hope, and what is fate and life. Yes, since "the night gives us black eyes", let's use it to find light. Even if we find the other side of the sky, even if we have to climb all the mountains, even if we have to cross the most dangerous cliff. Really, my friend, my dear person, I am hesitating, I am confused, I am fragile, but I really don't want to hesitate, I don't want to be confused, but I don't know what to do. I think it is really hard to bear this burden at the age of 20. But maybe I was born a calf and I'm not afraid of tigers. Although I don't know what will happen in the future, I really hope that the world can be more warm, sincere, loving, beautiful and kind. I remember Aristotle once said in Nico Kyle's Ethics: "Goodness is human happiness, and happiness is the expression of human nature." The philosopher Epicurus also said in "A Collection of Mottos and a Letter to Meinuo Yikai": "Happiness is the criterion for judging kindness and proper behavior. Happiness itself is not immoral, and all happiness is essentially the same. Some natural desires are necessary, and the satisfaction of these desires is better than the satisfaction of unnecessary natural desires and artificial elegant and interesting desires. "
Therefore, although I also know that in this complicated world, our strength is so thin compared with this unpredictable life, the fate of circulation, the fate of wandering, and the pattern of the world. But I think as long as we sincerely hope, as long as we have paid without regrets, as long as we have the courage to pursue, whether there will be love, happiness and long-term companionship is not so important. Because life is destined to come to an end, everything will eventually disappear, turn into a handful of loess and a wisp of smoke, and nothing can last forever. But eternity is just a beautiful hope in each of us. But life is dominated by this seemingly illusory hope, just like our ideals when we were young, our ambitions when we were young, and our eternal vows to true love. Hope to make life complete. Because a person has hope, life will be explained and life will be meaningful and interesting; Hope is like the sun. With light, there is heat. With heat, life can be full of vitality. Hope, like a drop of water, flows to rivers, rivers and the sea of Wang Yang, bringing everything in life into full play. Yes, there is hope when there is love, and a life with hope is a real life.
I remember Mr. Lu Xun said, "It doesn't matter whether there is hope or not, and it doesn't matter if there is no hope." Just like the road on the ground, there is no road on the ground. If there are more people walking, there will be a way. " In the process of circuit analysis, we say that if a resonant circuit is formed, a small excitation source can produce hundreds of times of response in another section, or an amplifier is formed with MOS tubes to amplify weak signals and weak sounds. So friends, if we pray together, love together and offer sincerity together, will many people in the world pray for us, give us a kind smile and sincere care? I hope so. Friends, every time I think of you who are struggling in life like me, I feel particularly warm and uncomfortable. Warm is that we have the same feelings, sad is that we have the same pain. Really, only prayer, only hope.
Let us firmly believe this sentence. If winter comes, can spring be far behind?
Yes, since the mountains will be covered with trees after the storm, and the rivers will merge into oceans after thousands of miles, then we will definitely find our own happiness after suffering. Because as long as there is green, soft wind and Yang Liuan in spring; As long as there is life on the earth, there is also the fragrance of the earth; As long as there are white clouds, stars and blue sky. As long as there is love, purity, kindness and sincerity in this world, then we have hope. Yes, there is love and there is hope!