God, I see another self in you. But unlike you, I like myself very much and have confidence in myself. I recommend some videos to you! It should help you! Nick Hu Zhe, John Curtis (just search on Youku, I hope you can solve your troubles as soon as possible! In fact, you don't need to feel inferior for your family! You know, how many celebrities and great men are from poor families! Moreover, children from rural areas tend to be more sensible, more able to bear hardships and have stronger willpower! At this point, your city classmates can't compare with you at all, can they? They only reach for their parents' money and are often selfish. They don't know how to think of others, and they can't suffer at all! You can be admitted to the university, which shows that you are excellent! We should treat life with a grateful heart! You know, how many people in this world live in war and can't even guarantee their own lives, and how many people have problems with food and water every day, let alone receive education! How many people are still suffering from diseases and even physical disabilities! So, how happy we are compared with them! Are you right?