With his sharp language and unique writing style, Mr. Lu Xun, a great literary master of a generation, wrote his only article on love, Regret for the Past, explaining the love tragedy of young people who were pursuing individuality liberation and love at that time.
Zijun is a woman who pursues individuality. She is willing to give up her family, her ideals and be with her beloved for the sake of her beloved. I remember a lot of her words: "I am myself, and no one interferes in my love." Because of her words, Juansheng deeply fell in love with this woman with personality and lived with her. Yes, it is the most important thing for people to be themselves. Never mind what others think. I think so too. I once said something similar to him, "as long as I like it, no one can persuade me to give up." However, I still broke my promise and gave up the person I loved.
Zijun and Juansheng resolutely came together for love, regardless of secular interference. I really admire their persistence in love. The beginning of life is very happy, with men outside and women inside. But gradually, the annoying life separated their love. The tedious life has changed Zijun from a woman with ideals and personality to an ordinary housewife who often quarrels with her neighbors because of a trivial matter. I am a girl with an ideal. I don't want my ideals to be suppressed by annoying trifles in life, and I live a life without ideals like Zijun.
Love needs constant renewal and creation. Stagnant love won't last long. This is the most impressive sentence I read from Regret for the Past. Yes, love is a part of life and needs constant development and change. Things that have not changed will not last forever. In the past two years of love, I talked a lot with him, but recently I found that there were some problems between us. Every time we talk about something far away and meaningless, and we always repeat it.
Juansheng is a coward. Their love was criticized by many people, and because of their love, Juansheng lost his only job and lost his job. Strong, he thinks nothing, and thinks that capable people will find jobs. But this is not the case. The pressure of life came upon them and they suffocated. Survival is a problem, where does love start? Juansheng can't bear such a blow and can't accept the change of Zijun. She thought her change was her own reason, so she abandoned Zijun and lived alone. I know that he is not the kind of irresponsible person, but his future life is not as easy as he imagined, because he really experienced too little suffering.
Zijun will always love Juansheng. It's hard to find such a good woman in the world. Because he didn't have a job, because Juansheng left, Zijun had no financial resources, and he couldn't get timely treatment when he got sick, so he finally left. I didn't even see my beloved for the last time before I left. She left, but she collected all the food left at home for Juansheng to eat, because she believed that Juansheng would return to their beloved hut one day. I love him, and I really hope that we can be together and have a bright future. But the reality is cruel. Who knows what will happen in the future? The present situation of my parents makes me understand that life is not as easy as we thought. He is 25 now and has been waiting for me for two years. Two years is not a small amount for a person. So, I don't want to drag on like this. Otherwise, my heart will never be better in my life.
Zijun and Juansheng came together because of love, and because they pursued love too much, they forgot that their society was not liberated, so the liberation of personality did not break out of the bondage of society. Such an environment doomed their love tragedy. Although the society I live in is a new society of 2 1 century, I still can't get rid of the shadow of my childhood, so I am afraid that my love will become a tragedy again.
I know, I hurt the person I love. I don't want anything now, I just hope that one day he will understand my intention of doing so.