I have always admired people with personality, and I think such people are real. So I fantasized that I would become a person with personality one day, so the most intuitive feeling in my heart finally found what I wanted, so I began to rebel, go my own way, be cynical, and everything seemed to make me never find my old self again. Finally, one day my eyes are no longer weak and simple. I proved that I am a strong person with my actions. Everything looks as if I made it, and I seem to have taken shape. In some people's eyes, I am a very self-centered and individualistic person, and even began to make various comments on my behavior. Everything is what I want to see, because it means that I have formed my own style, at least with my own characteristics, and I am no longer the child who has no opinion before, so I am very proud. I feel that I have found my true self and my life position, so I began to become stubborn, stubborn and unruly.

However, when a person begins to have ideas, wants to change his life state and optimize his self-development space, he will begin to re-examine himself, analyze himself and face everything calmly. So when I began to re-observe myself and examine myself, an inexplicable sense of inferiority began to spread in my mind. People who used to make me feel good about myself exposed countless flaws under rational eyes. A sense of crisis that has long been doomed suddenly began to cover my heart, sighing for some narrow ideas and superficial behaviors. These are all factors that hinder my own development. This sudden discovery made me feel at a loss and even began to hesitate, but at the same time, I was at a loss.

I still clearly remember that when I was in primary school, my teacher once made a metaphor that a small tree grew into a tall and straight tree in the sky, and during this period, I had to keep cutting off those long crooked or chaotic branches and leaves. This process is painful for young trees, but it is necessary. The same is true for people, no matter who they are, you can imagine the experience they need to experience on the road to success. Only when people face themselves bravely, abandon their own shortcomings and constantly improve their own shortcomings can they keep moving towards their own perfection. This process needs to pay a price, and it may be more painful, especially for me. The shortcomings that I never dared to face before are mercilessly exposed in the text. Although the tone is mean, it really excites me, but I won't try to refute anything as before. This is just an excuse to avoid the facts. I will listen carefully and give myself enough time to think. Calm analysis of many weaknesses and shortcomings in my personality may not make me understand quickly, but I will keep thinking until I understand, and then I will correct myself, strive to improve myself and inject new blood into myself, because I want to improve, make progress and see a more perfect me. Only in this way can I have a chance to find everything I want instead of just dreaming here!