I accidentally saw a photo of Ceekay in a netizen's space. Her unique appearance, melancholy eyes and mysterious breath filled me with great curiosity about her. So I looked up a lot of information about her online, and the result surprised me. CK, what an unusual girl. She was born in 1987 and is a quarter-blood. She was withdrawn, and began to learn to take drugs at the age of 17. She is also a Gothic woman who has self-mutilation behavior. I think this is caused by her parents' divorce and lack of care. CK is a pharmacist by profession, which gives people a mysterious feeling. She likes the song "Say Love Me". She must be longing for more love! There is a passage in CK's diary: Dad, Dad, Dad, Dad, I love you. I miss you. I know you want to. You always knew. We have been strangers for so long, and I know why. I know, and so do you. You always knew. But now I'm starting to lose control of myself. I deliberately don't want to take care of myself. Let me go crazy again. Make you afraid of me again. This must be the last time. Your other expression. Dad. Look, the Spring Festival is coming. Someone started with this. Some people think this is the end. You see, she is so eager to be cared for, but she lacks it. In the last two sentences, CK really took it as the ending, and it really ended like this. There are also many photos of CK on the internet. She always dresses strangely, giving the first impression that she is afraid. CK in Leng Yan is actually a very beautiful and lovely girl. She doesn't deliberately dress herself up simply and quietly. It's just that her eyes are blue and it hurts to quote her classmates. That look. I hope her eyes are smiling eyes. Her expression makes people feel very distressed. I think she is a poor person and I really want to give her happiness. Ceekay stabbed a scorpion in her left face and punched several holes in her tongue and lips. How many people can feel her pain and determination at that time and the photos of self-harm, I dare not look. It's really because I'm afraid that watching them will make me feel more distressed. Will the unique CK treat itself in those extreme ways, thus alleviating everything? At first, I didn't think I liked Ceekay, but now I'm sure I really like her. I really like her for no reason. When I met her, CK had been in heaven for some time. She finally chose to commit suicide and cut herself off from the world. As others have said, heaven is what she calls a miracle. Many people on the internet said that CK was not dead, and they provided a lot of evidence and doubts. How I wish it were true. It will give me some comfort to see others say that she is not dead. I always wanted to believe. CK is really tired and wants to have a rest, so we shouldn't bother her any more. No matter what the facts are, I will always support you. In the past, my friends spoke ill of my idol, and I mostly didn't refute it. Everyone has his own way and the right to speak his mind. However, when I hear other people's dissatisfaction with her, I will be very angry and want to refute them and tell them: don't say CK like this. There are several well-written lyrics in the song for CK: CK, such a unique name, such a unique woman, chose to become an angel in the most extreme way. I will always remember that there was a Gothic woman who left a paradise address that people would never find. Ke's voice is loud and deep, full of sadness. Now as long as I'm listening to songs, nine times out of ten I'm listening to her songs, and I'm never tired of listening to them. Listening to her songs all the time is a pleasure. I feel like crying occasionally, and I really miss her. Personally, I like her songs "Say You Love Me", "Fly to Someone's Bed" and "Melissa Zhou". This is a song for you and also a song written by others for CK. No matter whether you use your mobile phone or computer to surf the Internet, you can't help knocking on her name and looking for information about her. Although there are not many things about her, only a few articles have been reprinted by netizens countless times and repeatedly appeared on various websites. I will continue to click to read. Ke has a famous saying: I will die again and again, proving that life is endless.
She also said: If I don't surf the Internet one day, I am looking for a miracle. Cosette is really great, no one to accompany, self-harm is king.
Chinese name: mbth, Ceekay: CEEKAY Nationality: China Birthplace: Hunan Date of Birth:1987 65438+1October 22nd Occupation: singer constellation: Libra blood type: B-type height: 163cm Ceekay () is an apprentice of Feniks, and they collaborated on a song. Some people say that her image is horrible and her music is negative. She likes Goth, Ceekay.
Her works give people a very special feeling. Her writing is very good, and most of her writing reveals loneliness. Ceekay committed suicide on March 6th, 2008. Ceekay (20 photos) Ceekay was an intern pharmacist before his death. Grandpa is Irish, so he is a quarter Irish. My mother is from Shaoyang and my grandmother is from Shaoyang. /kloc-started smoking methamphetamine and marijuana at the age of 0/7. Is an extremely low-key person. Growing up, her withdrawn personality gave people the feeling of indifference. She studies in a boarding school in junior high school. Her personality may also be caused by her family. Her parents are often absent, divorced and seldom care about her. He once wrote an LES novel Shen, which mainly tells the story of the heroine and Yi Longjing. Yilongjing exists in reality, but Melissa Zhou and Yilongjing are not the same person. Maybe taking drugs can reach the spiritual world she expects. Ceekay is paranoid and stubborn, and tends to go to extremes. She has the habit of playing with blood to hurt herself. She often cuts herself black and blue with a knife, and cries alone every day, which is very painful mentally. Ceekay's blog:-I will die again and again to prove that life will be endless. In fact, she is a very talented girl and very beautiful and lovely, but why didn't anyone want to admit it before she died? Why does everyone think she is terrible? Her spiritual realm is beyond anyone's prying eyes. Maybe, she was willing to open her heart to others, but her family and those boys killed her. Her longing for affection and hope for love, in the end, she was hit hard. She is just an ordinary girl. It's just that she has her own unique and profound views on many problems in life. For example, suffering (here suffering is broad and contains two meanings. The first layer refers to the survival difficulties that people will inevitably encounter in the process of survival. The first meaning refers to the pain and death caused by people's psychological endurance to the ugly side after thinking deeply about all aspects of human nature. People in this world have several views on suffering and death. The first kind of people keep looking for a goal in life and then work hard for it. They also know that there are hardships in life, but life has goals, hard work and fun, so suffering has little influence on them, or they have adopted a passive attitude towards suffering and death for most of their lives. They regard their mental state as a positive state, and most people belong to this kind of people. The second kind of people have a much shallower understanding of suffering and death than the first kind. In a sense, they just live in the dark and have no big goals and direction in life. They live out the nature of animal existence. Basically, they don't ask about the meaning of living, and a certain number of people belong to this category. The third kind of people unfortunately encounter hardships in the process of life (suffering refers to the meaning of the first level mentioned above for such people). They choose suicide to escape because they don't want to get through it or lose the motivation to live again. Their deaths are absolutely tragic and avoidable. The fourth kind of people are very complicated people. They are naturally keen on thinking and love the freedom of the soul. Most of them are lonely in life and like to be alone. They have a deep understanding of suffering, especially the almost indelible suffering brought by the ugly side of human nature in the process of life, and finally choose death to get rid of it. Only the fourth kind of people die relatively optimistically. Ceekay certainly belongs to the fourth category. All those who like her should bless her. You shouldn't always talk about her life and death. No matter life or death, she got the peace she deserved. Editor's Note: The Mystery of Ceekay's Life and Death The rumor about Ceekay's death Ceekay's death was suicide. The date is February 13, 2008. Drug abuse before death, traces of methamphetamine injection. After taking dozens of sleeping pills, she cut her hands and thighs with a dagger, and her hands were deeper than bones. Later, she was found by her family and sent to the hospital. When she woke up, she refused treatment and finally died. I killed myself because I was desperate for the world. It's not the car accident. It's not gothic death. It's just that she was tired and fell asleep.