It is your pride and your brilliance that make me feel a little inferior.
Always proud of you.
The dazzling you, the dark and low self-esteem me
What grade did you transfer to our class? I can't remember it at all. Just remember how I felt when you entered the classroom.
You are so beautiful, like someone who stepped out of a shoujo manga. His eyes are big, but they are not simple or naive, and they exude a sense of pride and confidence. Except for your eyes, you look small and exquisite everywhere, and the proportions are just right. From head to toe, it's like a work of art, looking flawless.
At that time, I had a little inferiority complex. My appearance was too ordinary and could not be described by the word "beautiful" anywhere. Comparing myself with you, I felt a little sad.
So I plan not to have contact with you, just for my own poor self-esteem.
It’s just that what happened next was something I didn’t expect at all.
You are so destined, do you want to drive me out?
It has been a long time, and I haven’t said a few words to you.
The most ridiculous thing in the world is like this, people you don’t want to interact with are so destined.
I don’t know how long it took, but one month, my father’s driver’s license was suspended. I had no choice but to take the bus to school. And I always have my mother with me when I take the bus, so I can't help but feel a little scared. And when I took the bus to school on my first day, I met you by chance on the bus.
I said: "You also take the bus to school?"
You said: "Yes, you also take the bus?"
I said yes .
......
So, I started to get in touch with you slowly. After getting acquainted with you, I was surprised to find that you and I live in the same building.
We are really destined.
The same surname (there are not many such surnames), the same class, the same love of painting, and living in the same building.
People like me are just stupid and love to let nature take its course. Fate has arranged to drive me out of existence.
After that, we went to school and after school together every day, and our friendship quickly grew.
After having more contact with you, I found that you are really a rich person
You are a proud person, which is so consistent with my first judgment when I met you.
Character can really be seen from appearance.
Afterwards, you boldly openly became an enemy of a girl who was the most powerful in the class and was as proud as you, and even quickly established a "gang" to oppose her.
For us, the comprehensive practical class is a very boring thing, but because every report will be like a performance, you actually decided to compete with her.
I admire your bravery and your unwillingness to admit defeat. Maybe that’s the case. You are all proud people, so you must try your best to safeguard your pride.
There is no room for two tigers in one mountain. That's how I described you then.
You are really a rich girl, and I deeply feel that we are not from the same world at all.
Even if we get along day and night.
Why did you change so quickly
I don’t know when it started, but I noticed that you had changed.
I no longer have that spirit of unwillingness to admit defeat and don’t care about the competition.
You actually became friends with the girl you were fighting with at that time. This is what I can't understand the most.
The saying that one mountain cannot tolerate two tigers is no longer suitable for the current situation, because you are no longer tigers. I'm surprised you all quit at the same time. Originally I thought you would definitely compete.
It seems that humans and animals are still different.
You are not an excellent student. The homework is not very good, hovering between above average and average.
You gradually get to know people from other classes.
In front of those people, you are very petite, and you actually fell in love with a boy in their class. But you are very proud in front of us, maybe because you know people from other classes, those "ruthless people". What I cannot accept the most is that when walking with people from other classes, you will abandon us without hesitation to please those people.
Let me think about it, are we estranged, or have we never known each other well?
Times have changed you, but my inferiority complex has not changed
Even if you are like this, I still envy you.
Those people are willing to communicate with you because of your appearance.
Although those classmates and I also know a few people, it is all because of you.
A classmate told me that at that time, I met a person from another class while riding in the car, and I was usually very familiar with him. At that time, he ignored that classmate at all.
Looking back, every time, I am asking for your blessing.
Thinking about this, the inferiority complex emerged again.
You are like a dazzling diamond, and I am just an ordinary stone.
Very inconsistent.
Birds of a feather flock together, this is most correct
So, I thought, we can't be best friends.
You will be disdainful and I will feel inferior.
Birds of a feather flock together.
Now, after all, are we friends? Or... a classmate?
I don’t know.
You are still sparklingly beautiful now.
Now, I can only keep a certain distance from you and find people of the same type as myself.
That’s it.