I got together with a group of old high school friends the other day. Before I went, I knew that this party would definitely include eating dog food and discussing some topics related to our age.
However, considering that it has been more than ten years since graduation, some friends haven't seen each other since graduation. This is a good opportunity for us to sit together and have a good talk.
So, I packed myself up early, hoping to go early and chat with friends. After all, now that everyone is working, it's really hard to get together and meet.
Everyone started talking from the moment they met, from how the leaders of the work unit skinned each other, to how bad the daughter-in-law was at home, or how picky her mother-in-law was. In short, they are talking to each other, laughing at each other and watching them frolic with each other, as if they were back in high school.
Suddenly someone said, "well, naturally, it seems that you are the only one here who is not married." When are you going to get married? Do you have a boyfriend now? " .
I never thought that this lively scene would be silenced by a series of questions from my friend. Everyone looked at me, but her questions were like a series of guns, and I really didn't know how to say it.
"I, I, I didn't. Now I can't even support myself. How dare I expect to get married? So don't worry. "
I thought I said these words in an indifferent tone, but another old friend said:
"You are still as stupid as when you were at school. Isn't it obvious? However, they don't even have boyfriends now. They must be waiting for him. They are considered to be marriageable people. In fact, however, he organized the party. In fact, he has been waiting for you. "
If they suddenly turned to me and dumped me with a loud slap, then his sentence: "In fact, he is waiting for you" is the greatest irony.
"However, I have been waiting for you over the years. I know I didn't understand before and hurt you. Let me make it up to you for the rest of my life. Shall we get together again? "
"naturally, let's be together."
"There are very few boys who love each other so much now."
"You are all the hope of our high school love, but you can't let us down."
"You happen to be single, you can try again."
"You see his hands holding flowers are numb. In the past, he was young after all. Who is young and has not made a mistake, don't you think so? "
You say something to me as if I don't accept an apology and stay with him again. This is my immaturity, my irrationality and my lack of seriousness and responsibility for my feelings.
I still remember him holding a girl at the door of my dormitory building and proudly telling me in front of everyone: "My girlfriend is her, so don't contact me again, and I don't want to be friends with you."
I have seen him chatting with friends and saying that I am "haunted, just like candy can't be thrown away".
Past scenes always remind me: "How blind I am."
From the moment he began to speak, I didn't say a word. I just watched him quietly, watched him perform, looked at him with narcissistic eyes, and then left silently with everyone's dissuasion.
Call me heartless or selfish, I am me, I am me. Don't persuade others to be generous if you haven't experienced others' sufferings.