Compared with Tai Lihua and Jiang Xintian, Shi Tiesheng has lived a healthy life for 20 years, which is a blessing. But at the same time, the impact of disability on Shi Tiesheng fell from the sky, unlike Tai Lihua, who became disabled when they knew nothing about the world and slowly accepted it for a while. In a youthful and frivolous age, suddenly encountering such a major blow is tantamount to falling from heaven to hell, and countless fantasies and unlimited ambitions have all gone down the drain. You can imagine the pain and despair.
At the beginning of Shi Tiesheng's paralysis, someone always advised him to "be optimistic, you see life is so wonderful" and so on. However, this kind of words can hardly encourage Shi Tiesheng. Shi Tiesheng said to himself, "I'm kidding. It's easy for you to say, and you're not sick. " Especially when his legs were just paralyzed, life had almost lost any attraction to Shi Tiesheng. He thought, "If I can't get up and run again, even if I can walk slowly, I don't want to live any more."
At that time, the doctor told Shi Tiesheng that if his illness was a tumor, it might still be saved. Otherwise, he will be in a wheelchair for the rest of his life. Therefore, Shi Tiesheng used his eyes to write two words on the ceiling of the ward all day, one is "tumor" and the other is "death". Shi Tiesheng prayed in this way, hoping to write these two words thousands of times, and it will still come true, whether it is tumor or death. Later, after I proved that my illness was not a tumor, I only wrote one word: "Death". Shi Tiesheng's inspirational story
The root of Shi Tiesheng's illness lies in 18 years old. At that time, he jumped the queue in Yanchuan County, Shaanxi Province. He once herded cattle in the mountains, suffered from heavy rain and hail, and had symptoms of low back and leg pain after high fever. At the age of 2/kloc-0, Shi Tiesheng was admitted to the hospital because of a leg disease. It was his birthday, and he never stood up again. This incident seems to confirm the cowardice of life again. Just getting caught in the rain once, I inexplicably paralyzed my legs, leaving a fresh young life on the verge of dying.
However, life always shows its tenacity when it is fragile. Just like lichens growing in high latitudes of the earth, they can still survive under extremely harsh natural conditions. Although its growth rate is surprisingly slow, and it is less than one square centimeter for hundreds of years, it does exist, and its survival goal is immortality, which is the most basic life feature.