I have heard a saying before: "You will experience three times of growth in life: the first time is when you discover that you are not the center of the world; the second time is when you discover that no matter how hard you try, there are still some things that you can't do anything about; the third time is when you discover that you are not the center of the world. It’s when you know that you may not be able to do anything about something, but you still try your best.” I didn’t think so at the time, because this kind of chicken soup style words no longer had any motivating effect. But I gradually discovered that chicken soup is just chicken soup. It tastes delicious when you first smell it, and then you get tired of it. But when you really taste it and understand it, you will find that it is so beautiful and so correct.

I have always thought that the so-called center of the world means that everyone revolves around me, so when I saw this sentence, I naturally thought: I have never regarded myself as the center of the world. , so this sentence is useless to me. But today, when I failed to give the lecture and was upset, painful and depressed, I suddenly discovered that I had always regarded myself as the center of the world. However, I suddenly understood that I am not the center of the world. I have always subconsciously felt that I have the halo of the protagonist, and I feel that the excellence of other people is a foil for me. I feel that I will be like those protagonists in TV dramas who were inconspicuous at first, but after struggling all the way, finally became famous. Although I am still I am a junior who has not yet graduated, is a fledgling, and knows nothing. However, I will definitely succeed in the end. Like all the protagonists of TV series, I will have both love and career. And those of you who are better than me now are just my supporting roles. That's all, so subconsciously, I always feel that I am the center of the world.

However, in the eyes of others, I am just a supporting role, maybe just a passerby. Life is not a TV series. Even if I am my own protagonist, I may not have as good luck and a happy ending as the TV series protagonist. What I can do is to work hard and struggle from now on, not to let the torrent of life drown me, not to let the pain of failure defeat myself, to improve myself, and to strive to gain a foothold in this fiercely competitive society.

Liu Yuanyuan once said: "We are not here to adapt to society, we are here to change society." I used to say that I did not have the courage to change this society, so I could only adapt to it. However, if we can't even adapt to this society, how can we change it? Life is not a TV series, and even if it is, not all TV series have happy endings. The future is uncertain, and the world will not revolve around me. Therefore, I have to work harder to make myself have a sense of existence and to feel like the protagonist. Even if I don't succeed in the end, at least I tried hard.

? When I am no longer the center of the world, I understand that I do not have so much good luck, and life does not have so many miracles. I can only and must take it one step at a time, down-to-earth and conscientiously. to work, to struggle, to struggle; when I am no longer the center of the world, I understand that the ending of the story is not always happy, and those beautiful vows of "I will do whatever I want" may never be the same. will come true; when I am no longer the center of the world, I understand that fantasy cannot solve any problems, and hard work may not necessarily lead to success, but if you don’t work hard, you are destined to fail.