The second half of the year is about guiding the team and moving the base. Generally speaking, the second half of the Year of the Pig is very busy. There is less reading, less practice, and no writing. At the end of the year and the beginning of the new year, I finally took a vacation after three months. The day after I returned home, I decided to start taking the whole family to Hainan to spend the New Year together with my two mothers and two children who had already arrived there before. It was an indescribable comfort. My filial parents and my wife and children who rarely accompany me relieve my guilt. The short rest in Hainan was insignificant. Due to the epidemic and air ticket prices, we temporarily decided to go home on the first day of the new year. What followed was nearly a month of isolation and stay at home. Last night, after several rounds of communication, physical examinations and applications for resumption of work, we finally arrived at the front line, with the eagerness to return, the worries of my family, and my concern.
This morning, as planned, after calling for instructions, arranging, and implementing the work, I started to tidy up the dormitory to make the quarantine life less boring, so that my habits and the room I can take care of can be more "looking" ". While cleaning and thinking, I try to wash away the greasiness of my not-so-fat years, and try to return to the right path of conscience.
When I was rearranging the room and moving and moving the heavy desk back, the idea of ??"clicking the back button" popped into my head. What was as strange as this idea was that this kind of trance didn't stop. Appeared once. It’s a pity that there is no back button in life? It just so happens that there is no back button in life? "It's a pity" is an idiot's dream after falling; "exactly" is the steady and hasty steps when working hard.
If you are young and don’t work hard, you will be sad when you are old. When you were young, you worked hard to study hard and make progress every day. Unfortunately, most of us, and most of my own time, was "at a loss". Now, while Tu is sad, while he educates his children with earnest words and words, but he still can't do the "teaching by example and words".
When I grow up, the good students who have worked hard continue to work hard, and I am full of the glory and energy of "taking the lead", as well as the envy, jealousy and hatred of "the people who are sinking on the side", and there are also some A small number of people are mixed between "good" and "bad", either working hard first and then relaxing, or sometimes working hard and relaxing sometimes. They look at Qianfan in front and want to cross over, and look back at the sinking boat behind with secret joy. It's a pity. That's who I am.
When I’m almost forty, I start to fight for my body, my mentality, and whose children will be sensible. Fat people don’t eat in one meal, they don’t get high grades in a day, and children don’t learn “bad things” from their parents in a day. "", the police lights turned on again and again. At first, I felt that the bad ending was just a long way away, and I put on a shameful expression that I would not stop until the south wall was hit. Finally, one day, the south wall was approaching, and I began to swear that I would fight for my wife and children. Promises comparable to eachother's oaths and famous sayings are hanging over my head, but the promises always fail to last. I can only hide behind and cope with it, and occasionally come out to make my presence felt. If I make it through half of my life, the future will naturally not be long. .
The rest of our body and our remaining time, just like my stock assets, are getting less and less. If we don’t stop losing money, we can only become a lesson in the eyes of others, a sorrow in the hearts of our relatives, and ourselves. I sighed with despair. Although there is no rewind button in life, we hold our own reins and rein in the situation before the south wall comes. Eat less, drink less, throw away cigarettes; move, sweat, and enjoy the sunshine and air; Put down your mobile phone, read a book, make friends with the ancients, and broaden yourself; be patient, suppress the fire, slow down the pace of chasing, and abandon the more sincere child of inaction...
Let’s work together while we still have the strength to change!
Let’s work hard together, while we still have the spirit to struggle!
If not, look down at the belly that is higher than the chest and the baby waiting to be fed.