The days are always moving forward, and people are always changing. I don’t know whether to forget or adapt.

It was him who took the first step, and it was he who took the second step. It was him who took every step, but it was he who was afraid, and it was he who was also surprised.

When you like someone, everything related to him will turn into a ball of hair.

Reading the book will definitely be useful. It doesn’t have to be any specific changes. When people walk forward, they may not always count one, two, three, but no matter how many steps they take, they will always accumulate one, two, and three. Get up.

Everyone has his or her own story, whether sad or happy or helpless. If you don’t get in touch deeply, you will never know what is in the hearts of each person passing by. Is there any sighing in the window?

People are like this. After thinking about it, hesitating and hesitating, they feel that they are not ready and have not accumulated enough courage. In fact, as long as you take that step, you will find that everything has already happened. Ready.

I think, with one look, I will grow old,

I think, when I raise my head to warm the spring grass, you give me a simple hug,

I think, crush it to pieces Walking through time without confusion, you will hear when you open your eyes,

I think, I have you on my left shoulder, and I smile on my right shoulder,

I think, in your eyes, running wild ,

I think, one look can make you grow old.

I hope we can all be as brave as each other.

I want to win a jug of wine and use it to marry you.

No one’s life will be perfect all the time, but no matter what, you must look ahead and be invincible if you are full of hope.

Some accidents are expected, some accidents are unexpected, and you are the unexpected accident for me.

"You are my pride" Gu Fei.

"You are my back." Jiang Cheng said.

I may have a side that I don’t want you to see, but if I am willing to let you see it, I will no longer hide it.

Some people are more confused than yourself, and some people are more painful than yourself, which is the greatest pleasure.

Looseness and tolerance only exist in the second dimension. The reality is so ruthless.

Some things should be done behind closed doors. When you open the door and go out, no one knows how much dissatisfaction someone has behind their backs. They all look like birds.

Some persistence cannot withstand a little hope, even a little light will make people fall into pain.

When there is no energy, the days pass very slowly, but when there is a little bit of energy, the flow is like a waterfall that cannot be stopped.

(Chapter 99) Everyone is eager to get something, but not everyone can wait for the sacrifice.

Time passes very slowly most of the time. Only when you look back will you be surprised to realize that "it has been so long."

A person will always have many experiences throughout his life, and various experiences are proof that you have lived.

He can't go back to his past life, nor can he integrate into the life in front of him. He is drifting away from all kinds of strangers, with no relatives, no friends, and no place where he can stay safely.

The whole person seemed to be suspended in the air.

Copy if you can? Beggars think the rice is rough

No one will hide it deliberately if they are willing to show it. If they don’t want to be noticed, it doesn’t matter to him if they know it. Pleasure

In this house that did not belong to him before and would never find a sense of belonging in the future, he needed something "of his own" so that he would feel at ease.

"Brother Cheng, you are really..."

"Huh?" Jiang Cheng smelled the aroma of rice cakes and turned his head to look at the kitchen.

"The best person I have ever seen in my life." Gu Fei said.

Jiang Cheng paused, turned back, and said nothing.

"Really." Gu Fei said.

"You are the least gangster I have ever seen in my life," Jiang Cheng said. "You are a warm gangster, and... you are very good-looking."

p>

"Do you need me to praise you in return?" Gu Fei asked.

"No need," Jiang Cheng said, "I know I'm handsome."

"Do you want to have a relationship with me, or do you want to have a relationship with me?" Gu Fei Fei didn't even wait for him to say "feed" and asked immediately.

"I'm downstairs with you," Gu Fei said, "Come down for breakfast, boyfriend." (Chapter 56)

Happy birthday, Brother Cheng.

I hope you will always be so happy.

Happy birthday, Brother Cheng.

I hope you will always smile like a ray of sunshine.

Happy birthday, Brother Cheng.

I hope you will have no regrets when you think of this period in the future.

Happy birthday. Chapter 72

“I still want to say something formally, although I seem to have said it once.”

“I like you very much,” Gu Fei said, “I I will continue to like you until you no longer need me to like you."

"What are you going to say?

"Oh," Jiang Cheng rubbed his nose, "I remember. It's just... I really like you. I've never liked someone so much.

"(Chapter 55)

Gu Fei exited the door, put his bag on the ground, and then rushed into the room. Jiang Cheng was still leaning back on the chair, so he rushed over and opened it He took a bite out of Jiang Cheng's clothes, then rushed out quickly and closed the door.

As he was running downstairs with his bag, he heard Jiang Cheng open the door. Someone yelled in the corridor: “Fuck! ”

Gu Fei ran downstairs and still wanted to laugh. He was thinking of taking a look at the window upstairs. As soon as he turned his head, he saw something flying down from the building, and it fell neatly. It landed at his feet and bounced off.

He squinted his eyes and saw that it was a small white stone.

"Holy crap. " He smiled and raised his head.

Jiang Cheng was lying on the window sill, holding a handful of pebbles in his hand, probably from the flowerpot next to the window sill. Gu Fei just raised his head, He immediately raised his hand, and another stone hit him, accurately landing at his feet.

"Hey! "Gu Fei retreated. He didn't expect that Jiang Cheng could hit so accurately without using a slingshot and throwing it with his hands.

However, after he retreated for a while, he seemed to have left the shooting range, and Jiang Cheng gestured He didn't throw the pebbles out of his hand.

He took out his glasses from his pocket and put them on, trying to see Jiang Cheng's expression clearly.

He just put them on. , he saw an extra rubber band in Jiang Cheng’s hand, picked it up with two fingers, and pointed it towards him.

“Fuck! "Gu Fei turned around and ran.

After running two steps, a stone hit his butt. It wasn't very strong, but the position was really... He turned his head while running. < /p>

Jiang Cheng stood at the window, raised his arms and raised his head.

Gu Fei felt like he was smiling all the way home.

< p>"Have you missed me? "Pan Chi shouted.

"I don't want to. "Jiang Cheng said.

"I just like how you are so duplicitous. " Pan Zhi said.

"Think. "Jiang Cheng said again.

"I like you to say whatever you think. "Pan Zhi said immediately

Have you thought about the future?

I have thought about the future, and I will be with you in the future, no matter what.

That's all.

(Chapter 84) "Don't let me run away," Jiang Cheng said, "Don't let me tell you to come and go as you please, just hang on for a little longer. , okay? What if I regret it and you are no longer there? "

"Okay," he nodded, "but you also have to promise me. "

"What? "Jiang Cheng asked

"I hate it when someone sacrifices for me and gives up something for me." Gu Fei felt that this was probably the most straightforward thing he could say to Jiang Cheng, "I don't need it, your way. If you need to go, go and don't stop. Do you understand what I mean? Sympathy, giving up, these make me stressed and tired. "

"I understand," Jiang Cheng pinched his chin, "I am very determined. "

(Chapter 84) "I have no home, I am just a person here, renting a room, there is nothing under my feet. I lean back, and with you behind me, I feel at ease." Jiang Cheng lowered his head and kept writing, "It's not that I don't want to face reality, I just think that if you are no longer next to me, I will really kick you. Missed. "

"I'm here. "

"Huh? "

"I'm right here, behind you, and I'm not going anywhere," Gu Fei said, "Don't be afraid. ”

(Chapter 84) Gu Fei closed his eyes, just like this, learn from Jiang Cheng, don’t think about some things for now. If you don’t want to think about it, I won’t mention it. You don’t think so. What’s important is that I don’t want to let such beautiful memories and experiences go wild once in my life.

(Chapter 85) You are obviously very good.

He is. He will be proud of Jiang Cheng, and Jiang Cheng will also be proud of him.

But the more this happens, the more he wants to escape.

He can't stand a little bit of persistence. Hope, even a little light, can make people fall into pain.

(Chapter 87) A memory of that year when I played your music and you were my audience.

(Chapter 89) He has seen Gu Fei wearing a helmet and driving a motorcycle, he has seen Gu Fei riding a bike and taking Gu Miao skateboarding on the road, he has seen Gu Fei playing basketball, he has seen him holding a camera I have seen Gu Fei wearing black clothes and leaping from building to building in the firelight...

I have also seen Gu Fei crying

But now. Giving him another surprise

(Chapter 88) "I know I can obviously not live like those people, but I can only live like this now,"

(Chapter 89) “When people are alive, there will always be many accidents. Some accidents are expected, and some accidents are unexpected. "Jiang Cheng," Gu Fei looked at him, "you are my unexpected surprise. "

"You too.

"

(Chapter 90) "If you want to close your eyes, I will stay with you. If you want to open your eyes, I can hear you," Jiang Cheng said, clearing his throat and humming softly. One sentence, "I think, I have you on my left shoulder and a smile on my right shoulder..."

"I don't spend money carelessly anyway, I don't spend money carelessly, I don't lose money, so I don't need to keep accounts. "

"That makes sense, Xueba. "Gu Fei said.

"Yes, scumbag. "Jiang Cheng said.

(Chapter 90) "Brother Cheng, I must have done something great in my last life, so I can only meet you in this life. ”

I feel sorry for Jiang Cheng, who wants to hold on to him as if he is holding on to the last bit of support, but he can never get the little sense of security that can make his heart truly fall into place.

"Then hold me. "

"Huh? "Jiang Cheng was stunned.

"Hug. "Gu Fei said.

Gu Fei is a bit hoarse, with a slightly nasal voice, and a hint of the word "hug" in a coquettish way. In Jiang Cheng's ears, he is like a burst of electricity. The little flowers bloomed, which made him feel soft in his heart, and he could hardly hold the bowl.

"I'll hold it after eating this bowl. "Jiang Cheng said.

"Yeah. "Gu Fei nodded.

Yes, our tattoos are couple tattoos. They are a set and a pair.

We are lovers.

< p> That handsome long-legged boy is my boyfriend.

Of course, the super handsome me you see now is also his boyfriend.

Although he is. He still firmly refuses to stay here, and it is impossible to stay here, but there are precious memories here that he will not forget no matter what, and people who will not let go even if he fights for his life.

Gu Fei." Jiang Cheng called him again, his heart twisting.

"Yes." Gu Fei turned his head and smiled at him.

The eyes are a little red.

"Are you crying?" Jiang Cheng walked over, his voice trembling a little as he spoke. He held Gu Fei's face and gently wiped the water off his face, "Are you crying?" "

"Well," Gu Fei responded and closed his eyes, "Brother Cheng, I miss you very much, just now."

"I will meet you again in the future. There are many people, the most handsome one, the smartest one, and the coolest one.”

“You are the most handsome one,” Jiang Cheng squeezed him away, lowered his head and washed his face. , the cutest, the most talented, and the most reluctant."

"Then I can only go with it," Gu Fei said.

“I don’t like that little shabby city, and I don’t like the people in that shabby place in the steel factory,” Jiang Cheng said, “But I still can’t bear to leave that place, that city, that steel factory, because I I picked you out there. No matter where I am, I can still pick you out at a glance. You are different from others. I have said before that you are different from everyone. Even if you say it, I will. We will meet many people, but no matter how many people we meet, there will never be another Gu Fei."

"Brother has always felt that it is okay to be separated, and he has also thought that it has been a long time since we were separated. , Brother Cheng and I may gradually grow apart. After all, he will know a lot of people, all of whom are very good people. He will learn a lot of things and see a lot of things that my brother doesn’t know," Gu Fei said, " In the past, my brother felt that if he had nothing to say to him, that would be enough... But now..."

Gu Fei took Gu Miao's hand: "Brother is very scared and anxious, Cheng. I can't keep waiting, he will move forward, Er Miao, do you understand? He keeps walking, and I can't catch up. Do you know what to do?"

"I'm tired. Fei repeated.

"What did you say?" Jiang Cheng's voice was trembling, so hoarse that he lost his voice in the second half of the sentence.

"I'm tired, Brother Cheng," Gu Fei said word by word, "Don't hold me back. I don't want to be held by anyone anymore, so forget it." /p>

Go to sleep.

Go to sleep soon.

Fall asleep immediately.

It will be fine when you fall asleep. You won’t know it when you fall asleep.

Don’t think about anything and go to sleep.

But I am tired.

I'm tired.

I'm tired, Brother Cheng.

Stop holding me back.

Sleep.

Go to sleep.

Please Jiang Cheng, go to sleep.

Fall asleep soon.

Gu Fei gave up.

Gu Fei actually gave up.

What he gave up was not me or my feelings, what he gave up was himself

In this life, a person may give up many things and many people.

But the most terrifying thing is to give up on yourself.

For Jiang Cheng, compared to when he had put in so much effort and finally lost his footing, which made him unable to breathe in pain, he had to rely on maintaining the same rhythm and direction of life before to move forward in order to forget a little bit. Yes, Gu Fei closed his eyes again and sank into the deepest darkness.

He had insomnia all night, and as soon as he closed his eyes, he would hear Gu Fei say, forget it.

Brother Cheng, forget it.

Forget it.

Stop holding me back.

Forget it.

There is no pain more profound and desperate than watching the hand that you desperately want to be together let go of your hand.

Jiang Cheng has no other choice but to constantly remind himself that I can’t stop.

"Er Miao, do you miss Brother Cheng? How about you and brother cheer together," Gu Fei said, "From now on, we can always be with Brother Cheng, and we can be together for a long time. Very long, very long."

"Ha!" Gu Miao shouted from behind.

Cat Chengcheng. "Gu Fei said.

"Don't be so stupid in public," Jiang Cheng clicked his tongue, "Rabbit Feifei. ”

“Brother Cheng. "Gu Fei looked at Jiang Cheng in the camera.

"Huh? "Jiang Cheng responded. Gu Fei put down the camera and looked at him: "I love you. "

"What?" Jiang Cheng was stunned.

"I said," Gu Fei raised his voice, "Jiang Cheng, I love you. "

"Huh? "Jiang Cheng's eyes suddenly widened, and the hand holding the reins suddenly shook violently.

"I want to compete," Jiang Cheng jumped in small steps, "I want to win that pot of wine. "

"What are you doing? Gu Fei smiled, "If you want to drink, you can buy it. I see they have a lot of wine in their small shop." "

"No, it's different," Jiang Cheng was still hopping in small steps, "I want to win a pot of wine and use it to marry you. "

Jiang Cheng watched the girl pass by, then turned to look at Gu Fei: "Go and follow her." "

"Brother Cheng, listen to my explanation. "Gu Fei said.

"I won't listen, I won't listen, I won't listen," Jiang Cheng glared at him, "I won't listen, I won't listen, I won't listen. "

Gu Fei looked at him, unable to hold back a smile.

"Why," Jiang Cheng said, "Why don't you explain if I don't listen? "

"That's it, just now..." Gu Fei said.

"If you don't want to listen, don't listen," Jiang Cheng said, "Don't explain. ”

“I’ll whip you.” "Gu Fei said.

Gu Fei put down the camera when Jiang Cheng shot the last arrow, took out his mobile phone, and took a video of him. This was Jiang Cheng's efforts to... marry him. The last arrow shot... depends on whether you can get married.

"Brother Cheng, happy birthday. ”

“Happy birthday. "Jiang Cheng finished playing the last note, "We don't need any anniversary," Gu Fei said, "What we want to commemorate is not based on days. "

"Yeah. "Jiang Cheng looked at him.

"We have to calculate it over a lifetime. "Gu Fei said.

"Ah," Jiang Cheng smiled and nodded, "for a lifetime.

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