Even if the sea sleeps, the surface is calm, but the actual waves are really dark. This time I brought a love letter: You are the sea where my heart sleeps.
It is six o'clock in the morning. I wasn't awakened by a nightmare, but I couldn't sleep anymore. It turns out that taking a nap is also a childish worry. When you are doomed, you are doomed to lose some kind of talent. On the one hand, the red line on my wrist is still shocking, and the silver kiss fish has faded its original luster, as bleak as a lone star without the moon, which is a perfect description of my current mood. Suddenly, I felt that red line was like a deep blood mark between my wrists, which contained all my lifelines. It always reminds me that that's your promise to me. Do you think of a person who seems to be enchanted before going to bed in the morning and afternoon?
It's raining heavily outside. It turns out that there were so few stars last night, which is a sign. I can't see what it looks like when the rain falls, but I can clearly hear the sound falling from the sky. I remember I used to like such rainy days. When did you stop loving? It was that day that you walked alone on the road closed by heavy snow, and you didn't see hope at a loss, knowing that girls should cherish themselves. It is when you lie on the dormitory bed with a low fever and are too cold to get up and pick up the quilt on the opposite bed that you know that no one can take care of yourself except yourself. Those cold memories can be pushed back by time, but later, no matter how many people advance wave after wave to give you warmth, they can't melt. The wound can be healed, but only you know how it was hurt at the beginning. Finally, I learned to open an umbrella whenever it rains.
I couldn't see your face that day. So I don't know if there will be a trace of sadness in your eyes when I turn away. Is there a moment when you want me back? Can you make up with me? Will you remember my kindness and be reluctant to part with it? These, I don't know.
If you know, every time you talk to me quietly, I hope time can stop and don't go; If you know, I chose a lot of mobile phone wallpapers, but I still only like to use your photos; If you know, I will keep all your information. When you are too busy to see me, you can read it again and again. If you know, the signature document I haven't changed for two years is being changed about you; If you know, when I receive your call, I will say don't pick me up if you are busy, just for fear that I will become your burden; If you know, I hope you will appear every day, although I have never said how much I miss you; If you know, walking in the street, I always subconsciously look around, not looking at the traffic lights, just wondering if you will suddenly appear; If you know, in order to draw your favorite sketch style, I worked hard for seven or eight hours every day for several days until my knuckles hurt; If you know, no matter who you love or dislike, I want to treat them well, because they are all related to you more or less; If you know, I am afraid of being too far away from you, so I am out of control; If you know that I am looking at the photos we took before and don't want you to see my tears, just run out with your head down; If you knew I would close the door, I would start crying. If you know, I've been walking alone for a long time, but I don't know where to go; If you know, no matter how many people are kind to me, it's not as good as saying I love you to make me happy. So, will you forgive me for my occasional bad mood?
Love letter daquan
I believe you. I always believed you. The most ingrained thing in a relationship is mutual trust. I once told you that the best way to end a person's wandering is to have a home in his heart. I haven't told you yet, but I associate you with my dream of going to the ends of the earth to see Luo. I've been trying to find out how to love you to have a comedy ending, but I haven't met you in the end. I understand that all encounters and separations are destiny takes a hand, but I still selfishly hope that the days with you can be longer.
When did you first want to see you? I think it's late winter and early spring. You are lying in a cold bed, and all you say is your past and past. I don't know how to comfort you, but I'm not good at words, so I can only listen quietly with my eyes wide open. There is a song "If I become a memory" in your mobile phone, and I am thinking, if I become a memory. You were dressed in black that day, as if melting into the night, just making your face paler. You look like you are going to sleep with your eyes closed and your arms bent. That picture is so unreal that I gently pulled your sleeve. I'm really afraid that you will suddenly shine like a legendary angel and fly away. This metaphor is incredible, but I can't find a more suitable metaphor to describe you that day. At that time, I said to myself, you should have a lot of happiness that others can't match, because you deserve it.
When did you start to feel important? It rained heavily that day and the sky was haggard like a child who had been ill for a long time. From the first minute you left, I began to look at the time. The ticking of a watch. The hour hand was dragged forward by the minute hand, and the stumbling steps resembled my uneasy heart. There is a love story ending on TV. I took my mobile phone and stared at the TV screen in a daze. My aunt next to me enthusiastically told me about the development of the plot, but I couldn't listen to anything. All I know is that two hours and fifty minutes have passed and you haven't come back yet. The biggest weakness of Libra girls is indecision. If I can't locate you in my mind before this, then my mood gives me an accurate answer at this moment. In the process of growing up, I gradually learned to control my emotions. Practice the ability to face many people with only one smiling gesture. When I was very angry because of your injury. I'm surprised at your influence on my mood. From then on, I knew you were very important.
When have you ever touched me? This is the first time you have left me a message. Do you still remember that I like to sing a quiet and happy breakup? Happy parting wishes me happiness. You can't find anything better than me. It was you who heard me say that you liked the book the night before yesterday, and gave up the book you bought the next day to buy it for me. I'm touched that you can remember other people's little details. But when you look at something shining in your eyes, it can recognize you as its owner's tacit understanding at once, and I think you are kind. You are the one who stood under the street lamp and told me that you hate those who have hurt me. The orange light surrounds you, like a warm current spreading from your side to my heart. When my mood is at its peak, I am always speechless, so I will be silent. It's you sitting next to me, turning over that big thick book. I remember you talking about how terrible it was for a corpse to become a ghost baby. I sing courage in the wind, and you hum along. My hands and feet are cold in the morning because of low blood pressure. You cover my hand with your coat. I dare not look at you, but I feel my palms are slightly wet. It was you who held out your left hand that we discovered the striking similarity of each other's palm prints. I'll take off the earphone on the right and give it to you, then you recite the numbers, and we'll listen to the songs at random. You taught me to draw Astro Boy, and you said it was your favorite painting. You taught me to draw a handsome boy, but I drew a bird's nest. You said you liked that bronze pendant. I've been looking for it quietly. You drew a tight-lipped emotional list on my hand. This is a unique table. You ran to the stage and sent me flowers. Facing the audience, I have great courage. You gave me your sister's heart-shaped ring folded with paper money. It always brings me good luck. But you said that when you think about the person you love, the way you handle things will really change gradually.
I like the sea. I always have been. It is deep and quiet, always facing the sky. I decorated a large area of the sea, waves and flying dolphins on the wall of my room. You can see it when you open your eyes. I want you to see the real sea and the people who live by the sea.
This is the last chapter of youth, lost in the cycle along the way. I don't know if this is a substitution reaction in chemistry. Maybe I will be pushed to a better future and meet someone who makes me loyal to me. Maybe I will be a lake with a beautiful surface and a fragile heart. I will meet many people, but none of them are as expensive as you. You said the same thing to me twice. You asked me what I took you for? I was angry at that time, so I didn't give a good answer. So now, you can understand.
I am a very stubborn person. Everything has a kind of persistence. I will like a fixed pen name, a place to eat, and a certain style of pen. It's hard to like anything else after getting used to it. This is my strength and my weakness.
Not all gentle expressions are the best attitude, and sometimes small emotions such as willfulness and anger are more prominent. The more you trust a person, the more you are willing to show him all kinds of you. That's who you really are. How long will it take you to understand what I didn't say?
I have grown up, and I am trying to learn to be elegant, gentle, steady and sensible. I want to present a better me to the world. At that time, wouldn't you be at a loss as you are now?