I finally decided to let you go.

I have said this many times, but I have never done it once. But this time I really want to let you go, because I have been alone for a long time when it comes to liking you. But I will never forget you, you just changed from the person I like to my friend. Of course, what I thought was something other than a possible friendship between us was just wishful thinking on my part.

It has been 6 years, and I never thought I would persist in one thing for so long. It turns out that I was just a person who was interested in you for three minutes, but I have been obsessed with liking you for 6 years.

At night, I ask you, do you have someone you like? You said, no, I have always been single. I know, in fact, it’s not that you don’t have people you like, it’s just that the people you like also have people they like. It's been so long, I don't know if you have let her go. However, I am still so unsatisfied, and I still haven’t let you go.

I don’t really want to ask you this question, I want to ask you more, do you like me? But it seems like I know the answer to this question without you having to answer it. It’s just that I’m still not willing to give in. I want to hear you say it yourself, saying that you don’t like me, saying that you only treat me as a friend…and then make me despair bit by bit, and let me quit you bit by bit! However, I don't dare to really ask you if you like me, for fear that we won't even be friends. So after thinking about it for a long time, I only dared to ask timidly, do you have anyone you like?

I browsed your space tonight and read all your updates. Suddenly I understand that you really love her, and your feelings really have nothing to do with me. All the joys and sorrows you experience are only for her, and I am just an insignificant passerby.

Whether it’s a passer-by or a passer-by, this is all my wishful thinking, and I can only accept defeat.

May you have wine, meat and a husband in the future!

Tomorrow is your birthday, happy birthday to you! I really hope you can always be happy, at least happier than me...