The performance time on the admission ticket is set at "drunken moment" and the performance place is set at "the tip of the iceberg". At the same time, he also wrote down three points for attention: "You must bring the coldest cold beer or a book of Bukowski's poems when you enter the venue; There may be physiological and psychological symptoms such as cardiac arrest and meaningless life; Don't praise people after the end, but you can applaud, out of kindness or confusion. " I don't know whether the uncontrollable drunkenness after drinking is suitable for entering the theater, but it seems to be an established punishment for drinkers.
This is my third admission (I don't know if it is still useful) and the third time I have opened this book, but every time I read it, I feel a little offended and confused. "Li's Birthday" seems to be only analyzing his own darkness and loneliness, but also depicting sensitive person's mind and spirit, or perhaps just writing "I", a depressed spiritual world of ordinary adults.
I'm reading "I", trying to save me. Most people will feel more or less sad when reading this short story. I can only ask: have you never been confused about life? Worried about the pressure of life? Wondering about the existence of the world?
If you are at a certain stage from childhood to the middle of your ears, you have never been confused about yourself at any moment. Then I really can't find any reason to defend his dry imagination except being busy with survival or being "clear-headed" And "I can speak it, speak like a human being, speak slowly, and deserve the evolved language ability. It's not shy to talk about a book for so long. " There is only "waiting".
Someone once asked in a shout, "Why do you say that every adult is as wronged as a stick in Tetris?" Although I don't know what Li Dan thinks, Hamlet in my heart understands it so thoroughly. Everyone is born a square with various shapes and corners, which is polished bit by bit in every year's suffering and troubles until it becomes a stick needed by work, family and friends to fill the vacancy in the world in time. After satisfying human sociality, it disappeared without a trace with all grievances, leaving only a few points for the next generation.
Li Dan wrote: "If there is any news value in this book, it is the testimony written for us by a young man who entered Vanity Fair in an era of rapid expansion, and a successful person who lived a short life because of haste." The least important value, perhaps this book is also evidence that he is alive.
He came with golden words and full sincerity and returned empty-handed. If a friend has read this short story, he can skim it. But after receiving his superficial testimony, don't praise others, you can applaud, out of kindness or confusion.