"If life is just like the first sight, what about the sad painting fan of the autumn equinox?" I first saw this poem in class. I sat behind him, and a piece of white paper floated down from his book and landed at my feet. That's the most beautiful word I've ever read, neat and unobtrusive, giving people a particularly comfortable feeling. There is a feeling of reluctance to give it back to him. I patted him gently: "classmate, is this yours?" He looked back at the paper in my hand, and the neatly arranged facial features attracted my attention. He thought for a while, "ah! Ok, thank you! " He continued to listen to the class, and I'm glad he didn't find me blushing. Later, I heard from people in the dormitory that his name is Zhang Yang, and he likes playing basketball. He is a genius.

"Hachoo, Hachoo." I have been suffering from rhinitis, sitting directly under the ceiling fan in the classroom. After playing for a long time, it is naturally a bit too much. "Here you are." A lovely boy next to me handed me a pack of tissues. "My name is Li Xiang, from Wuhu, Anhui. I read the roster of our class from the monitor, so we are fellow villagers. Your name is Xu Zifei, right? " "Uh-huh, our family is from Bozhou, Anhui." I'm particularly excited. When I first arrived in this new environment, someone had heard of me, and I was a little proud. Then the two of us talked about all the delicious and interesting things in our hometown, which was very enjoyable.

I just entered the school and don't know much about others. As soon as I entered the classroom, Li Xiang waved to me. He has reserved a table for me. Once I got up late and forgot to eat breakfast, but my fragile little stomach couldn't stand it! It hurt so much that I lay prone on the table, clutching my stomach, and my face was pale that I didn't even have the strength to speak. I'm scared. Since then, Li has to prepare breakfast for me every day. I'm embarrassed. One morning, the bell rang and I walked into the classroom and sat down. "Eat breakfast!" ! It should be cold for a while! "Li wants to say. I took out a hundred dollars from my wallet and gave it to him. "Please, this two months of breakfast money. "He refused to accept it." If you don't accept it, don't buy me breakfast in the future. "He didn't accept it. Li Xiang didn't bring me breakfast after that. I try to get up five minutes early every day to buy breakfast, but Li wants to always put snacks in my bag. Every time after school, Li Xiang takes out bread and biscuits from his schoolbag and says, "Come on, Zifei, you must be hungry, right?"? "Then, like two mice, we put our heads into the pockets of the table and stole food.

Actually, I want to say that all our dorms are women. Rebecca took me and said, let's go to the basketball club to recruit new students. We should sign up. The seniors are tall, handsome and stylish. I disdainfully pointed my index finger at Rebecca's head and said, "You are a big anthomaniac!" " In a blink of an eye, we arrived. Rebecca signed up without hesitation. When she signed it, I saw that I saw the neat and domineering word "Zhang Yang" again, and he also signed up. "Here," Rebecca handed me the pen after writing her name. I hesitated. "Oh, dear! Just be with me! " Rebecca is charming. "All right!" Then I also signed up.

"Zifei, hurry up, we will be late." Rebecca urged me. Today, the basketball club called everyone for training for the first time. I tied up my long hair skillfully, which was very refreshing. Then we fly to the stadium. We went before we started training and the boys played together. Zhang Yang stood out in that yellow jersey, so he got into my eyes and couldn't get out. Every shot is so handsome that I applaud and shout for him in my heart. Suddenly, the ball in Zhang Yang's hand flew at me and hit my head. I felt puzzled and squatted down. Zhang Yang ran over and said with concern, "Beauty, I'm sorry, are you okay?" He called us beautiful women, and I was secretly happy! "Oh, nothing, nothing."

At the beginning of school, everyone was polite, but after a while, everyone got familiar with it. Seeing Zhang Yang's handsome three-step layup, dribbling and jump shot, he was blocked by a tall and thin man who jumped up when he was ready to throw, and missed the shot. "Make public, are you a pig? I don't see him stopping you here? " I shouted. "Xu Zifei, what do you know? Shut up!" Make public sweating like a pig, the afterglow shines on him, and it feels like the whole body is shining. He lifted the yellow jersey, wiped it on his face and wiped the sweat off his face. I watched him silently and became his little fan. Only I know how much I admire him. I like him bullying me, and I like him bickering with me.

At this moment, my phone rang. That's Li Xiang. We agreed to make up our homework together in the evening, because it will be handed in tomorrow. Actually, I took a copy of his homework. "Well, it's almost over here. I am waiting for you here. " When I came to the study room, I picked up my homework and copied it. "Is there anything you don't understand? Let me tell you something. " "Thanks to our university bully, I can do all these things, but I'm too lazy to waste time." I finished writing three times five divided by two. Relieved: "Let's go!" "Go now?" He wants to know, "Why else would you stay here?" "Then I'll take you home!" He is a little reluctant. On the way back to the dormitory, he kept asking, "Zifei, do you want to eat this?" Zifei, shall I buy you an ice cream? "We just went to the dormitory and licked an ice cream." This is the first time I asked a boy to give it to me. ""then I'll see you off every day, okay? "He looked at me very seriously." Oh! What's the matter? I'm so safe, I don't have to send it at all? "I said playing dumb. We didn't talk all the time. When we went downstairs, I said, "I'm going upstairs. Thanks for the ice cream. "

Since then, every day in basketball training, Li Xiang will also go to join in. He always carries a big bag of mineral water on his back and gives it to everyone when they are tired from training. "Here you are, make public" Li Xiang threw a bottle of mineral water and caught it. Both of them are in the same dormitory and have a good time. I rushed to get a bottle and was about to unscrew it. "Zifei, this is for you." Li wants to pass me the loosened pulse in his hand. "Hey, Li thought, why is everyone treated differently?" Rebecca looked at me with a wry smile. I gave her a hard squeeze: "Come on, dead girl, let's change." I robbed her of mineral water. I noticed that Zhang Yang was livid and didn't speak. I poured a bottle of mineral water on my head. Rebecca took the pulse and proudly handed it to Zhang Yang and said, "Come, Captain Zhang has worked hard. Here you are!" Zhang Yang pushed Rebecca hard. "I don't drink!" Then he strode away.

On the way back, Rebecca said with a wry smile, "Zifei, you said we were inseparable every day. When do you and Li think it's ok? Why didn't I see it at first! Confess to me quickly. " Then he started tickling me. "Oh, Yanzi, you stop that now. We are fellow villagers, so don't talk nonsense. Li feels that he is a good person and good for everyone. " "Then why didn't he buy me a pulse?" Rebecca said with a little jealousy. "Well, then I'll ask you to arrange for him to buy a pulse for Miss Wang every day, ok?" "I don't want it. My family already has a captain Zhang. Keep your pulse! " Rebecca's face is full of happiness and longing. When I get nervous, I falter and say, "Do you like publicity?" "Yes, zi Fei, don't you think the captain is particularly handsome? Every shot, dribble, ah! Too handsome. " Rebecca said, her eyes shining into the distance. I hit her on the head. "Look at your drooling, as if you want to eat it to make people make public." Wang Yan told me all the way how Zhang Yang fascinated her, but I didn't listen. My heart is throbbing. How come... My best friend actually likes the one I cherish in my heart.

After the game, Zhang Yang came up to me in a sweat. My little heart is pounding. I'm thinking about how to say hello to him! "Here you are, Zhang Yang." Yanzi handed a bottle of pulse to make public. "Thank you!" Zhang Yangchong Yanzi smiled and Yanzi bowed her head shyly. I stood by and looked at them. Yanzi came to her senses and said, "Come on, Zifei, I bought you your favorite fruit milk." I took it and said nothing. Swallow is a brave and generous girl. From then on, he told me that he likes to make public. Now after every training, she enthusiastically goes to the store to buy water. "Captain Zhang, I can't learn the three-step layup, either one step more or one step less. Can you teach me later? " Rebecca looked forward to make public. "Well, good!" "Well, Yanzi, you follow Zhang Yang and practice hard. I won't wait for you. I will go back first. " I saw Stefanie's little trick.

Since then, I have been looking for various reasons to ask for sick leave, not to participate in basketball training, not to attend classes, and so I have been staying in the dormitory. Li wanted to call me and ask me if I was ill, and said that he would come and take me to the hospital. I said nothing, but I was too lazy to attend class. Li wants the swallow to carry me a big bag of apples and all kinds of cold medicine. A few days later, Li wanted to ask me if I had recovered from my cold. I said yes, afraid that he would buy me medicine again. When you are well, you should go out for a walk more, instead of staying in the dormitory all the time. We went to the library and I plunged into the pile of books. One novel after another, I kept reading it like crazy. Li wants to touch my head and say, your brain won't burn out, will it?

I don't want to go at dinner time. Li wants to tell you what you want to eat, and I'll buy it for you. I said whatever! I continued to enter my novel world. "Hey," suddenly someone jumped out and slapped me hard, scaring me. "Ah!" With a loud cry, people around me looked up at me, and my face suddenly turned red. Zhang Yang was particularly proud: "How's it going, Xu Effie? Are you well?" He gave me a nickname. He said my name, Xu Zifei, but it was read Xu Feizi in reverse. From now on, just call me Xu. "Make public, are you sick? Scared me to death. " He is a cool captain in front of others. In front of me, he is like a rogue, always playing tricks on me and taking pleasure in it. "So what! I didn't come to training recently, my foundation was poor, and I didn't practice well. " "Hum ... this young lady will abuse you without training." I boasted a lot. "Hey, let's go! Practice. " Zhang's basketball challenges me. Not to be outdone, I put down my book and followed him to the basketball court.

I grabbed the ball, threw it to the basket, picked it up and threw it again, regardless of the publicity. I was sweating all over, but I kept throwing. "Zi Fei, what's wrong with you? Take a rest when you are tired. " Zhang Yang grabbed the basketball and said with concern that he had never seen me throw it like a runaway wild horse. "Not tired" I went to grab the ball in Zhang Yang's hand. His arms are very long. He lifted the ball with both hands, hooked his right hand, and the ball scored. He hugged me, "what's the matter? Zifei, I am very distressed by you. " I struggled in his arms and he held me tighter. "Tell me about it!" Do you know what it's like when someone you like doesn't? "He kissed me deeply on the forehead, leaning on his broad arms, and I felt particularly practical. I really want time to stay there. " I don't care who you like, but you can only like me because I like you in the future. "This is the most overbearing confession I have ever heard. He sent me back to the dormitory. On the way, his big hand took the initiative to hold my little hand, which was very warm, but I broke free. We walked side by side, so far, I was a little embarrassed to wriggle.

He ran to buy me porridge and cake. "Come on! I must be hungry! " He looked at me with concern. I really feel like a dream. Back to the dormitory, Stefanie ran over and said with concern, "Why are you eating now?" I haven't seen you for a day. I miss you so much. I want a hug! "I feel as if I have done something wrong in my heart. Stefanie and I have always been sisters. We have nothing to say, we have similar personalities and hit it off. I woke up from that sweet dream just now, and my heart was like a big stone, and I got stuck in it in a panic. The left hand is friendship and the right hand is love. Lying in bed after washing, Li wants to chat with me. Li wants to be a very, very good person, impeccable and caring about me. He is a passionate person. After chatting for a long time, my heart stopped blocking and I went to bed. In the dream, the four of us are very close friends, and our pure and transparent friendship is not doped with any impurities.

In the days to come, I am fine. I attend class on time every day, sit quietly between Yanzi and Li Xiang, listen carefully, and then go to the library to finish my homework carefully. I just didn't go to the basketball club to play again, but when I saw Zhang Yang, I didn't see this. I have decided, for Yanzi's sake, I will put out the flame that resembles love in my heart. After class, Zhang Yang blocked me at the door. "Zhang Yang" Yanzi rushed up. "Chen Zifei, come here!" Make public is a bit serious. "Yanzi, wait for me for a while. It is estimated that I didn't go to the basketball club for training these days, and I didn't take time off, which made the captain unhappy. " I lie prone on Yanzi's ear and tell her quietly. Yanzi nodded and walked first. "Then I'll go first, too." Li thought about it and felt a little redundant, so he left. "Why are you avoiding me these days?" Make public is still very serious. "I didn't. We didn't meet much before, and we didn't talk much! " I pretended not to care, looked at the ground and said. "Well, why don't you ask for leave from basketball practice?" Make public more angry. "I don't want to go, ok? I want to quit the basketball club. " I'm a little bold, and I'm a little reluctant to hurt publicity. "Well, I'll ask you one last question. Did you accept me that night? " Make public with the last glimmer of hope, eyes particularly eager to look at me. "no! I am afraid that you are too sad and comfort you. " My eyes were wandering and I dared not look him in the eye. Zhang Yang paused for a while, then calmed down and asked me, "So the person you like is Li Xiang?" "Yes" and I turned away with a straight face, but as soon as I turned around, I burst into tears.

I comforted myself in my mind that if I were with Zhang Yang, then according to Li Xiang's personality, I would hate Zhang Yang, they would not be good friends, and I would not face Stefanie. If Zheng Xiaoyan and Zhang Yang are together, then we are still good friends. In class, I was still sitting with Yanzi Li Xiang. I know Zhang Yang is watching me, so Lee and I want to pretend to be close. And it really worked, and soon it was announced that Stefanie was his girlfriend.

I went to the canteen with Li Xiang as usual, and he peeled my eggs carefully as usual. After dinner, we are going to return to the library. I am afraid that my heart will calm down and I will feel particularly empty and wronged. Recently, I have been hiding in the library to read books. When Li wants to talk to me recently, I can always hear an ambiguous feeling. On the way back to the library, he actually took my hand. "Zi Fei, I like you. Can you be my girlfriend? I heard from Zhang Yang that you like me, too. Is it true? " My face was burning. I didn't answer him or shake off his hand. I just didn't want to upset Lee. In this way, Li wants to ask me out every day, either to the library or to the park. He thought I acquiesced, but I just didn't know how to refuse. Sometimes I feel that Li Xiang is mostly a good playmate, not like a boyfriend. He is really good in all aspects, and his kindness to me is impeccable. I always feel that I lack feelings for him. We had a good time together. Gemini and Pisces are good playmates, but their lover index is low. I felt stupid and ignorant at that time. I can't do intimate actions in class. I can't hold hands as long as I have acquaintances. To this end, we also made a sentence, and both sides also pressed their fingerprints! When two people are put together, it becomes two funny proportions. Stefanie is not in the dormitory every day. When she comes back at night, she pulls me and says, "Zifei, you know, Zhang Yang and I went to ride the Ferris wheel today. I'll show you the photos we took." I saw both of them laughing happily in the photo. There is an inexplicable sadness in my heart.

Summer vacation is coming, and I'm looking forward to it. I've had enough at school and want a change of scenery. Li was going to see me off at the railway station, and I was very sad all the way. I said we could make a phone call and talk about QQ. After returning home, we called every night to talk about what we did today. We talked until we had nothing to say, but we still didn't hang up. I told my mother that a boy was chasing me, and I didn't know how to refuse. Mom said, "Then you need to know whether you like him or not. Now that you're in college, mom doesn't care about you, but you have to follow your heart. Since you don't know how to refuse, you must not like him that much. " "His people are very good, and he is good to everyone." I said, "Silly boy, there are many good people in the world. What should you do if they all like you? " The feeling of liking someone is that even if the whole world doesn't like him, you will stand behind him and worship him. In your heart, he is a sunny person and the most perfect person. "After my mother finished, I saw Li smiling at me after trying to hit the ball.

Li wants to call me again, and we always have to say a few words. I just think of all kinds of excuses. I took a shower first, my mother asked me to wash the dishes, and then I hung up. When I call again, I will say that I am a little sleepy. Li Xiang is the kind of person who is particularly accommodating and considerate to me. It's not what my mother said that made me want to alienate Li, but that every time I call, the topic is the same, which makes me feel like a wax. I used my little trick to get rid of it for a week, and I only said a few words every time I called. Li wants to ask me, "Zifei, are you going to break up with me?" Why do you think it is? "I said nothing." You don't want to talk. Well, if you want to break up with me, just answer me: yes. "I hesitated, he didn't speak, so quietly. After a long time, I whispered "hmm". Then he hung up silently, and I couldn't get through. He always does this, giving me what I want, and even if I want to be separated from him, he will satisfy me with heartbreak.

School begins, and we are junior this year. Time flies. Back to school, into the classroom, my heart thumped, as if I had done something wrong. I'm afraid to see Li Xiang, and I want to see him a little. I secretly looked at him, he lost a lot of weight, and the whole person was as depressed as a frosted eggplant. He came to me once, "Zifei, shall we stop fooling around?" I don't know how to answer him. He saw my answer. I left a lot of delicious food when I left. When I went back to the dormitory, I rummaged through the snacks he bought. I cried. They are all my favorite foods. He never came to see me again. He seems to have disappeared. I know how cruel I am, and it's no use blaming myself. Since then, he has heard the voice of chickens and dogs from me and refused to communicate with me. After school, Yanzi's eyes are always red every time she goes back to the dormitory. It seems that publicity has made her angry again. It wasn't long before they broke up, too.

Time flies, I like to soak in the library. I have been in college all day, and I haven't eaten less books in the library. In class, Li Xiang always deliberately avoids me. Make public likes staring at me, because of Yanzi, I always avoid him. Graduation is coming, and we are still busy. After writing the thesis defense, we will graduate.

Some people can't be together all their lives, but they can hide in their hearts all their lives. On the night of graduation, you asked, "If we can meet at the right time, place and occasion, will we fall in love together?"

"Time seems like a previous life, maybe it will, but there is no if!" I looked up at the starry sky and said.

Tears slide down your cheeks, glittering and translucent in the yellow light of the night sky. "I see!" "You turn around and turn your back on me.

"If life is like the first time, where is the autumn wind?" On the other side, cardamom, who promised to die? After so many years, who will accompany who to the ends of the earth? The only way is deep in the ocean, but fate is shallower than this. You said, "We met in the most beautiful season, but we didn't fall in love in the most beautiful season." I said, "I love this deeply, but I am shallow!" " Just say hello, don't forget!