The beginning of every love is full of passion and romance, and the prelude of every tragedy is foreshadowed in advance. The beginning of the story is always full of beautiful fantasies, but the end of the story is always a tragedy!
This story took place in the early spring of that year. The story is still going on, and the ending seems to be visible.
The acquaintance of Xiaoxiao and Sasa was not accidental, but it was also a bit of a coincidence. At the exit of the subway station, the two of them dropped their bus cards to the ground at the same time when they swiped their cards. Their eyes met for a moment, but they accidentally picked up the wrong bus ticket. No one looked at it, so they all left in a hurry. On the way to transfer, Xiaoxiao swiped the card again, "Well, why is it not her card? It's clearly the card she dropped on the ground?" She picked up the car card and carefully identified it. It was her card. Why was the amount in it wrong? Woolen cloth? Did you find this personalized design specially for yourself? Finally, what Xiaoxiao saw at the signature place was signed "Sasa". Xiaoxiao started to recall, could it be that we picked up the wrong card when we changed it just now? So, how will I get my card back? That was designed by me specifically looking for someone online. Why is this card exactly the same as mine? Xiaoxiao had a lot of questions and assumptions, and her mind began to think about the bald man who bent down to pick up the card with her. Could it be that his name is "Sasa"? No, he is obviously a bald and powerful uncle, right? No matter, it’s already like this, let’s go home first.
? Two people who fight side by side in the game, two people who have chatted online for a long time. When we actually met each other, it felt like such an accident and coincidence. Sasa told Xiaoxiao that he also liked the afterglow of the sunset on campus, and he also liked the last row of seats in the cinema. . . . . . He wanted to have a yard in the countryside when he was old, and he could have a book, tea, and a room with her, three meals for the two of them, and four seasons! They started swimming together, working out together, and laying the foundation for their future together.
? The first time Sasa took Xiaoxiao to meet his friends, they were two young ladies. Sasa said they were his best friends. He often came over to help them look after the store, and often ate with them, back and forth. , Xiaoxiao would often go there to wait for Sasa to get off work, and occasionally help the ladies check out the store. Gossip is the most interesting thing for women to do together. That day, Xiaoxiao went to the store after get off work to wait for Sasa who worked overtime. There was only one young lady left in the store, so they started chatting about Sasa. "Xiaoxiao, your names are quite interesting?" "Maybe this is fate," "He doesn't have a house or a car, so he only has a good job. Why are you with him?" Xiaoxiao's most annoying topic came up, A woman's intuition allowed her to understand the subtext of the chat. "Having a house is not necessarily a home? We just live our lives in a carefree way..." "What are we talking about? So happy?" What Xiaoxiao still wanted to say was returned by Sasha. interrupted. "I told my sister that when you come, let's go eat pickled fish together. Sister, let's go after closing time." "No, I won't go. I won't be a light bulb for you two." "Xiaoxiao, aren't you already hungry? Sister, don't you?" Go, let's go." The science man's thinking is always so simple. Xiaoxiao disappeared into the sea of ??people holding her arms. Looking at their backs, the young lady was a little disappointed, a little regretful, and a little confused, but there was an indescribable sadness in her heart.
The days went by like this day by day. Sasa took Xiaoxiao to meet his family, took her to drink with his best buddies, and solemnly introduced Xiaoxiao in front of the brothers, "This is Your sister-in-law." Xiaoxiao accepted this title shyly. She believed that this was the best sense of security that Sasa gave her. At the end of this year, the new building of the unit was built, and they began to plan decoration and other things. The list of room allocations came down, but there was no one for Sasa. Sasa came back with a depressed mood and full of negative energy, which made Xiaoxiao understand immediately. everything. "It doesn't matter if you don't. Don't we have a place to live? What belongs to you will come back eventually." Xiaoxiao's mentality is always the same as her name, she is willing to let everything take its course. From then on, they never mentioned the house thing again, and all the plans came to an end. However, Xiaoxiao still cooked three meals a day for Sasa seriously every day, and they were all working hard. In the blink of an eye, Christmas came, and Xiaoxiao no longer looked forward to gifts as before. She knew that her life with Sasa was just such ordinary happiness.
WeChat rang, and Xiaoxiao saw that it was the Christmas red envelope that Sasa sent her, "Sasa is safe and sound." Sasa would send messages to Xiaoxiao every day when she was on a business trip. However, in the past two days, he said that he was too busy and sent very few messages. , Xiaoxiao felt a little happy when she saw this unexpected red envelope. Even though it was Christmas Eve alone, she still felt so warm with such a greeting.
Xiaoxiao always kept her mobile phone by her side at night when Sasa was not at home. She seemed to be waiting for news from Sasa every moment, fearing that he would not be able to contact her. It was already very late. Someone wanted to add a friend. Xiaoxiao did not add strangers, but the other person’s comment was actually his WeChat name, so Xiaoxiao agreed to add it. "Hello" Xiaoxiao sent a polite greeting, but the other party didn't reply, so Xiaoxiao stopped talking. Finally, Sasa came back from her business trip. Xiaoxiao had prepared Sasa's favorite dishes at home early, counting the time and waiting for him to knock on the door. This time, as usual, he always gave her a deep hug when he came in, then washed his hands and they ate together. Everything is such a tacit understanding and habit. Xiaoxiao lives in such plain and happy days every day. She feels that this is the happiness she wants. Although Sasa has some minor problems and they will quarrel, isn't this how life is spent in quarrels and understanding?
On the afternoon of the last day of 2019, Xiaoxiao prepared to go home from work early because she and Sasa had agreed to celebrate the New Year together. Make a wish together. She had to go back early to tidy up and decorate the house. On the way, he received a WeChat message from Sasa saying that he had to work overtime, and the original joy in Xiaoxiao's heart disappeared instantly. My best friend sent me a WeChat message, saying that my husband was not at home in the evening, so we should go to her house to have fun together. Xiaoxiao thought about working overtime, so she happily agreed. After returning home and putting down her things, Xiaoxiao was about to go out. Her WeChat message kept ringing. She flipped through a few pictures. The moment she opened the picture, Xiaoxiao was stunned. She saw the photos of Sasa and another woman, as well as the chat history of the invitation and red envelope he sent her on Christmas. Before she had time to read it, the other party withdrew the pictures. This sudden photo made Xiaoxiao instantly confused. Now, think about it, maybe all the current technology comes from P. At this time, the voice phone rang, and it was from the person who sent the message. Xiaoxiao picked it up and politely said "Hello" and "Hello" , I am..." Xiaoxiao didn't hear the other party's introduction clearly, and she didn't want to ask who the other party was. She just listened to her narrating the story about her and Sasa on the other end of the phone. Xiaoxiao listened. Not a word was said, but her heart was bleeding. After hanging up the phone, Xiaoxiao slumped on the sofa and began to recall what Sasa had told her in the first half of the story this woman told. It’s just that this Christmas companionship is a hurdle that Xiaoxiao can’t get over. She turned around and went to the bathroom to wash her face. She wanted to calm down. Looking at herself in the mirror, Xiaoxiao suddenly seemed to understand something. She hurriedly put on light makeup, changed clothes, and booked a car to go to her best friend's house. On the way, she sent a WeChat message to tell Sasa to let him work overtime without worries. She would go to her best friend's house for dinner and come back later. Xiaoxiao, who pretended to be calm like this, felt something else in her heart, but she knew that the fact that this woman could call her and talk about her and Sasa meant that Sasa must have told the other party about her existence and identity, so she I remember one time when Sasa got drunk and pulled Xiaoxiao and said, "I only have a wife, I don't have any gray areas." Xiaoxiao didn't take it seriously at the time, but now that I think about it, maybe it was Sasa trying to whitewash herself. But the drunken language should be a true expression, or Sasha took advantage of the business trip to see her, just to make it clear to her and make a closing statement. Xiaoxiao comforted herself like this. She didn't want to tell her best friends about these things, and she didn't want her best friends to have honest opinions about Sasa. She looked out the window stupidly, and when she got off the car, the corners of her mouth raised, telling herself that Sasa loved me. I won't fall for it.
? When she came to her best friend’s house, the hot pot for every party was ready. She was late and accepted the punishment. Xiaoxiao ate, drank and gossiped with her best friends, even though she tried hard not to think about what had just happened. I tried my best to blend in, but my expressions and actions didn't deceive. My girlfriends always felt particularly free and relaxed when they were together. They drank to relieve their worries, but Xiaoxiao was still drunk. When she woke up, it was already New Year's Day 2020. She woke up her other friends, quickly washed up, and prepared to go home. After being with Sasa, this was the first time she stayed up at night.
Opening the door with the key, the door was locked. After knocking for a long time, Sasa came over and opened the door. When she entered, she saw two of her favorite candied haws on the coffee table. At that moment, Xiaoxiao's tears fell uncontrollably. She knew that she must Sasa waited all night, but she didn't even send him a WeChat message. She ran to the bedroom and looked at Sasa who was about to go to bed again. She wanted to say something, but she choked up. Maybe she was apologetic, but thinking about that phone call and the chat records that were canceled before reading, her heart was bleeding again. He just said, "I'm sorry, I drank too much last night, so I slept at Jingjing's house." "It's okay, let's get some sleep early." After saying that, Sasa moved her body into the bed to make room. But Xiaoxiao turned around and left. Sitting on the sofa and looking at her favorite candied haws, her tears fell again. I remember that rainy day, when they came back from outside together, Xiaoxiao saw the candied haws for sale at the subway entrance and told Sasa excitedly, "Did you know? I love eating candied haws most in winter. I want to eat hawthorn and walnuts." From then on, when I came back from get off work, , whenever Sasa sees someone selling hawthorn walnuts, she will definitely buy them back for Xiaoxiao. They are at home, sharing the sweetness one bite at a time. But at this time, Xiaoxiao felt that the candied haws was a kind of deception. She ate one with tears in her eyes. It still had the same taste and sweetness as before. She told herself in her heart that the matter of yesterday's phone call must be buried in her heart. Let her go with her tears. She couldn't fall into the trap and ruin her love, no one had done it before, besides, Sasa had told her about those things. Xiaoxiao fell asleep on the sofa. She didn't know when Sasa covered her with a quilt, and she didn't know how long she slept. She woke up and walked around the house. Sasa was not at home. There was a note on the coffee table, "I'm going out." Buy some food." It's past two o'clock. Xiaoxiao walked to the bathroom and washed her face in the mirror, telling herself, "Xiaoxiao's matter must end here. You can't tell Sasa, you have to go through this hurdle in your heart by yourself. Sasa loves you..." The door opened. , Sasa bought a lot of vegetables, and two candied haws, Sasa took the vegetables into the kitchen, Xiaoxiao followed behind, hugged Sasa tightly from behind, and cried on his back. "What's wrong, old woman, let go and start cooking." "No? I want to hug you." Sasa heard Xiaoxiao's cry, put down the dishes, turned around, and hugged Xiaoxiao in her arms. He kissed her gently on the forehead. "Okay, old woman, I don't blame you. It's rare for you to go out with them to have fun. But if you don't come back, you have to tell me. I waited all night last night. Please call me. I'm afraid they will say something about you." Listen, Sasa Xiaoxiao couldn't express the feeling in her heart. He didn't understand why she shed tears. She didn't know that last night, he felt helpless because the results of his labor were not recognized and recognized because of the unit's end-of-year bonus distribution. In this way, the two people quietly hugged each other and comforted each other. Maybe this is how feelings are, growing in conflict and understanding.
The Spring Festival of 2020 is a special New Year. They originally agreed to go to Xiaoxiao’s house to pay New Year greetings, but due to the epidemic, they were separated into two places. This is the longest time they have been apart since they were together. time. Sasa sends WeChat messages to Xiaoxiao every day. Occasionally she drinks with her buddies and sends videos to Xiaoxiao. She listens to them talk and share each other's lives from a distance. One day, his brother said in the video, "Sister-in-law, do you sneeze every day?" "During the epidemic, you don't dare to sneeze randomly." "Oh, my brother talks about you every day. You'd better come back soon.". . . . . .
When spring comes, Sasa returns to her workplace. After resuming work, she has to clock in every day. Traffic has not yet been fully opened. Although Xiaoxiao and Sasa are in the same city, they have never met. We chat about harmless topics on WeChat every day, and the two of us don’t have much other things to do in our lives. Just because of the epidemic, Xiaoxiao's unit stopped working and began to lower the salary standard. Xiaoxiao told Sasa all this, and Sasa would tell her, "It's okay, I'm here." However, in Xiaoxiao's view, she still has to rely on herself. Go for it. Xiaoxiao began to look for opportunities in the community, and finally found a community group buying platform. Xiaoxiao and her friends happily ran their livelihood business every day, and shared every feeling she had with Sasa. In this way, they began their love across the distance again. During the May Day holiday, Sasa told Xiaoxiao early that we should go home together, but Xiaoxiao had booked an activity in advance and she had to complete the activity before she could go back. Sasa went back alone first, probably as soon as she got home, Sasa's mother called Xiaoxiao. When she picked up the phone, Xiaoxiao knew that this was a mother's concern, and even more of a worry.
On the phone, Xiaoxiao told her mother-in-law that she just had something to do and would definitely go back tomorrow. She knew that only a mother would care so much for her children. At home, Xiaoxiao would get up early every day to make breakfast for the family with her mother-in-law, and then the family would chat and eat together. Occasionally, they would work in the fields together. Everything was so harmonious and perfect. This kind of life made Xiaoxiao feel very relaxed. She especially wanted to have a yard of her own in the countryside, where she could plant flowers and seasonal vegetables, play the piano, taste tea, read and write every day. This is the most comfortable life in her opinion. Sasa always said that she would live such a pastoral life when she retires. Grow some medicinal materials, play cards and drink with the brothers every day. They are always describing a happy life, but no one knows what they are thinking about.
During the handover of spring and summer, Xiaoxiao's work unit also resumed work. Not long after returning to the work unit, Xiaoxiao was going to the countryside to help the poor. It cannot be said that she naturally chose Sasa's hometown so that she could go back often. The wheat on Guanzhong Road is ripe, but the climate in my hometown is a bit cold. The wheat is still green and heading. The cherry tree at home is full of red cherries. Seeing Xiaoxiao come back, the old lady happily picked a lot of cherries and washed them for her to eat. She always I will buy some milk and snacks for the elderly. After dinner in the evening, they chatted together in the yard. The grandson came back to pick cherries. Although it was already dark, the old lady still brought a flashlight to meet the grandson's request. Xiaoxiao also took a photo and sent it to Sasa for him to see. Sasa told him Xiaoxiao should pay attention to safety. In this way, WeChat conveys each other's feelings and concerns, and Xiaoxiao and her family enjoy the joy of picking. A picture was sent in the WeChat message, and it was from that person again. Xiaoxiao checked in and saw that it was a shower of red envelopes sent to that person on WeChat, each worth 5.20. Xiaoxiao then remembered that today was her and Sasa’s anniversary, but what was the meaning of such a picture. It is also written below that I will count exactly eleven red envelopes on May 20th in my life. Xiaoxiao did not reply, pretending not to see it, and the picture was withdrawn. Xiaoxiao thought to herself that the relationship that could be maintained with 5.2 yuan might be that little money. She just wants to enjoy the joy of picking now, and will talk about the rest later. After picking the cherries, Brother and the others also went home. Xiaoxiao lay on the bed and dialed Sasa’s phone, “What are you doing?” “Watching Douyin.” “Don’t you want to tell me something?” In fact, Xiaoxiao didn’t know either. She wanted Shang Sasa to say something, but as an anniversary, she still wanted a little surprise. "We are already an old couple, what else are you thinking about? Go to sleep, it's cold at home, and cover yourself with a quilt at night."... Listening to such language as Sasa, and thinking about the photo just now, did he not understand? Or does he just want to be ambiguous with others and live his life with himself? After hanging up the phone, Xiaoxiao lay on the bed and wrote the memories of this year for Sasa, "When I meet love around the corner, I will be you for the rest of my life." Tears blurred her eyes as she wrote, and Xiaoxiao didn't know how to face all this. If that time was a farewell, then what are today's eleven 5.20 red envelopes? If you play such a game at the age of twenty, I can think that you are immature and looking for something that suits you; at the age of thirty, if you are busy, I can understand that life lacks flavor and you just go out to see the world; at the age of forty, you are looking for flowers and flowers. What should I say to you? You are almost fifty years old and you are still having such ambiguities with other women. Maybe this is the real scumbag. Xiaoxiao sent the essay she had written to Sasa, and wrote a sentence about the vow they had made, "The rest of your life is short. Love yourself well, and love the people you love seriously." That night, she thought she would not fall asleep, but she slept like that Quiet and calm.
The early morning sunshine shone through the curtains in the house. Xiaoxiao got up and cooked as before. After eating, she packed her things, said goodbye to her family, and prepared to go back and walk out of the village entrance. At that time, Xiaoxiao looked back and saw that the rows of small courtyards were still so friendly. She looked up at the sky. The sky here is so blue, the clouds here are so white, and everything here is as it was before. . . . . .