When he was young, he was a skinny boy with long black hair and dirty clothes. His jeans are too short, his shirt is a strange blouse, and the tattered coat is obviously an adult's. He is short and thin. From the outside, he is not a lovable child, and besides, he is cowardly, timid and eccentric, and no one likes him. (-Of course, it's not his fault that he is unhealthy and poorly dressed, which only shows that he was unlucky since he was a child. )
It was his nightmare and his shadow that his parents quarreled from childhood. Generally speaking, this kind of quarrel will lead to two results. First, he doesn't believe in love and rejects marriage when he grows up. Or longing for love. Although he is poor, he is obviously the latter. In his 40-year life, nearly 3/4 of his time was entangled in his love for Lily.
In his mind, he thinks that pure wizard blood is noble, but he is a mixed-race muggle and wizard, which makes him unable to find his own position. So that later, under the psychology of extreme inferiority, he adopted the seemingly arrogant way of calling himself "half-blood prince" to express himself.
He is very talented in potions, has a strong interest in dark magic and has profound attainments. Voldemort is his idol, which can be regarded as his pursuit and persistence in his career. But it offended the beloved woman, causing her to break up with him and finally turned to Potter, who he hated most. From then on, he turned grief into strength and wanted to do something, so he joined Voldemort and realized his ideals and ambitions. So as soon as I heard Professor Trelawney's prediction about idols, I immediately told his Lord Voldemort that I never thought about it, but I lost my beloved woman forever. From then on, I was bound by my own heart and spent my life in regret and self-blame.
Maybe he wants to atone, maybe he wants revenge. He was forced to be a "bad guy", a spy, and later even killed Dumbledore, which made everyone misunderstand.
In regret, he chose to protect Lily's child unconditionally and forever-the boy with Lily's eyes. Maybe it is a kind of happiness for him to look into Lily's eyes, but those eyes grow on his nightmare "Potter", which makes him miserable.
The most ridiculous thing is (Snape talking to Dumbledore)
"I spy for you, lie for you, and go through fire and water for you. Everything I did was to protect Lily? Potter's son. Now you tell me that he was raised to kill him like a pig-"
In love, Snape has been secretly in love with the little girl since she was nine or ten years old, but she was misunderstood and hurt her sister because of her poor expression, so she disliked her from the beginning. Then there were further differences because of the different ideas of making friends, career and right and wrong, and finally they broke up completely because of the unbearable words of the little girl. But no matter what Lily thinks of him, he regards Lily as his true love.
For Lily's sake, for her humiliation and condemnation, for her protection of that annoying child Harry, he betrayed his career and faith.
Snape shouted, "Call the Guardian!"
A silver doe jumped out from the tip of his wand. She landed on the floor of the office, jumped over the room and flew out of the window. Dumbledore watched her fly away. When the silver faded, he turned to look at Snape. Severus' eyes were full of tears.
"So long, still like this?"
"forever!"
. . . .
"Snape folded the page with Lily's signature and put it in his robe, then tore the photo in his hand in half, leaving the half with Lily's smile and throwing the half with Zhan Mu and Harry back to the ground under the cupboard ..." (-childish behavior)
Even the last words before dying turned out to be: Look ... at ... me-just because those eyes like Lily answered his "forever".
(-I've always found it hard to imagine that Snape, who was so disgusting in appearance and behavior in the first six films, was so pure in heart)
Even his death is meaningless-misunderstood by Voldemort, and only by killing him can we really use the elder wand. (-At least let him die heroically to protect Harry. )
"The blood on his face disappeared, at the same time, his black eyes suddenly enlarged. The snake's fangs pierced his neck He broke free from his magic cage in vain, his knees went soft and he fell to the floor. "
Such a sad, silent death !
"In addition to blood, there are some things leaked from Snape. Silvery blue, neither gas nor liquid, gushed from his mouth, ears and eyes. " (-This is very tragic) Spelled his last strength before he died, leaving the truth behind. Those memories poured out from all over the world, not only because his life was coming to an end, but also because it was the only chance in his life to tell the truth and his inner feelings.
Ten years of retreat, ten years of humiliation, ten years of evil, and ten years of preparation to send a child to die. For thirty years, he took his feelings as his own business and loved them alone.
So the conclusion is: Snape = tragedy.
The following is my favorite profile of Snape. I cried after reading it.
Snape's eulogy
Pride and inferiority of half-blood prince
-I want to give this document to the late "half-blood prince" severus snape. His strength and courage, his love and hate, his pride and inferiority are all respectable! Poor thing! Alas!
The series of Harry Potter novels written for ten years finally revealed all the mysteries in the expectation of readers all over the world, and the ending of the novels finally appeared after waiting for ten years. The dark Lord Voldemort died under his own spell. Harry, the hero, survived, married Ginny and had children. Ron and Hermione also married their children in pairs. After a bitter war, the survivors have no reason to be unhappy.
Although the war is cruel and the shadow of death has been hanging over everyone in the book, the author makes the theme of "love" run through the whole story, making people feel warm and moved everywhere. Weasley family members support each other and love each other; Suffering and love in the battle between Ron and Hermione: Harry and Ginny understand and support each other; Lubang and Tonks have the same * * * dead love ... and the most lamentable thing is that Snape, the "half-blood prince" with both good and evil, has a lifelong love for Harry's mother Lily Evans. For this love, he endured humiliation and even sacrificed his life. It is hard to believe that this man, who has always been indifferent, has buried such unforgettable love in his heart.
Death, in fact, Snape had already doomed the end, although he hated Dumbledore for giving him such an arrangement, he accepted it. At the moment when he killed Dumbledore, no one could understand his pain and his life no longer belonged to him. Or maybe many years ago, when Lily died at Voldemort's hands, when he decided to help her continue to protect and help Harry, he was ready for such a death.
Snape is a half-blood wizard. Because of this identity, his childhood was unhappy, even tragic, which may have caused his personality distortion. When he grew up, Snape's inner world was very complicated, as deep as his black robe. He always hides all his feelings with a cold mask. He studies brain occlusion and closes all his thoughts and feelings so that no one can peep. In his life, he has few friends. Maybe he doesn't need friends. However, as long as a person is a person, it is impossible to be truly ruthless. No one can understand why Dumbledore has unshakable trust in Snape. When the ending unfolds, people will understand, because Dumbledore saw more love cherished in Snape's soul.
A careful analysis of this character will reveal that the author J.K. Rowling has a good impression on him. On the surface, he is really disgusting, cold, selfish and extremely gloomy. As a teacher, even if he is knowledgeable and talented, it is hard for students to admire him. Because he prefers students in his own college, but he is too strict with other students. What he can't stand most is his unfair punishment, humiliation and difficulties for Harry. There is no denying that Snape's shortcomings in personality are intolerable to anyone, but in personality, the author has not portrayed him as a sinister and despicable person. Because of his love for Lily, he didn't reject Muggle-born wizards like other death eaters, and realized the mistake and degeneration of following Voldemort and turned back in time. Everything revealed to the outside world actually stems from his extreme conceit and inferiority.
In the fifth book, the author borrows Harry's eyes for the first time to let readers witness Snape's most painful memories as a teenager. In that memory, he was teased maliciously by Zhan Mu, but Lily stepped forward to stop him. Harry once thought that Snape's pain was caused by Zhan Mu. It was not until he saw the memory left by Snape before he died that he realized that the root of his real pain was Lily, and she also appeared in that memory. When she came to help, he maliciously refused with a "mudblood". Since then, he has lost Lily's friendship, and it's no use apologizing afterwards. "You choose your way, and I choose my way." Lily's words made Snape regret it all his life. From then on, he didn't want to hear the insulting word "mudblood" from others, because this unforgivable word of Lily penetrated into his heart like a thorn.
Snape, pride and inferiority! He regards Zhan Mu as a lifelong opponent and is eager to beat him because of Lily. He was defeated by Zhan Mu again and again, but he never gave in. He armed his pride with hatred and kept a man's dignity in front of his opponent. At that moment, he couldn't accept the sympathy and pity of others, especially when that person was Lily. Facing Lily's beauty, Snape has a deep sense of inferiority. He didn't dare to pursue Lily as enthusiastically as Zhan Mu did, although he and Lily were best friends at that time, although Lily hated arrogant Zhan Mu as much as he did. Wandering between extreme love and hate, such contradictory emotions haunt his life and become a part of his pride and inferiority.
Snape first noticed Lily because of her talent as a witch. In the muggle world, ten-year-old Snape is eager to find his own kind. They met at a very young age and became friends before going to Hogwarts. Lily's innocence and kindness touched Snape and opened his dark and closed heart. It is hard to imagine how sweet and bitter this emotion hidden in his heart for many years is for him. On the river bank, the breeze blew and the golden sun shone. Young Lily and Snape sat side by side. When she called his name lightly, his mouth raised a little smile of pleasure. On the night when Lily was killed, Snape wailed like a wounded beast in Dumbledore's office: "I wish … I wish it was me who died …" He became the patron saint of the silver deer and firmly said to Dumbledore: "All the time!" ; In Sirius's bedroom, he read Lily's letter before she died with tears in his eyes, and quietly collected her photos ... Harry didn't really understand until Snape died that this man he hated for seven years loved his mother almost all his life.
Dumbledore once told Harry that it was Snape's most painful regret to accidentally kill Harry's parents, so he came back and joined the Order of the Phoenix. It can be seen that Snape's love for Lily is so deep that even if she chooses to marry the person he hates most in the world, he never shows it. Even though there is a barrier between life and death, time and space, he still keeps his promise, silently protects and helps her only child, and bears all the pain alone.
Snape must also have special feelings for Harry. The child born by the combination of the person I love most and the person I hate most, Harry became the only existence that touched his feelings after the death of both the Potters. He promised Dumbledore the only condition to protect Harry: never tell Harry what he did! On the surface, he hates Harry like Zhan Mu, but behind the ignorance of others, he has done a lot to protect Harry. Whenever Harry doesn't follow the school bus to school on time, the first teacher he meets when he gets to school is Snape. Under his harsh and sharp scolding, no one noticed his deliberately hidden concern. He is very eager to ensure Harry's safety.
After Sirius and Dumbledore died, Snape responded with ruthless irony in the face of Harry's hatred and misunderstanding. When he was teaching Harry to block his brain, he once said to Harry: "Proud and emotional fools can't control their emotions, indulge in sad memories, and make themselves so easily stimulated-in a word, weak people, they are easily hurt by his magic!" In fact, is this the way he taught Harry to be strong and brave? After all, he is not a warm-hearted person, and he can't express his love for Lily, let alone Harry. Therefore, whenever he sees the face that looks exactly like Zhan Mu, he can't help making things difficult for Harry as his teacher. When those lily-like green eyes looked at him angrily, he was the first to avoid. At the end of his life, he left all his memories to Harry, maybe.
Only at that moment did he dare to let Harry really know him.
"Look ... I ..." The dying Snape grabbed Harry's robe and made one last request with difficulty. Snape saw Lily's eyes when the green eyes met the black eyes. He just wants to die in her eyes. For the owner of those eyes, any sacrifice is worth it. In his short and painful life, his love for Lily has become a light that illuminates his humanity, with unforgettable warmth and brilliance. From the first day he met Snape, Harry hated his indifference and cruelty, his paranoia and ruthlessness. At the moment of eye contact, he saw something that passed by, but he never understood what it was. After entering Snape's memory, he realized that it was the proud Snape in his most inferior place, a love that belonged to no one, and a love for Lily.
Lonely infernal affairs
He devoted his life to his beliefs. He betrayed light and darkness. In the end, he chose his own way and went on unswervingly. Along the way, he was cheated, he was used, he knew that he was just a pawn in that war, and he still became a lonely walker in Infernal Affairs for his own beliefs and commitments and to complete the most difficult mission.
He has the purest, most sincere and most pious love in his heart, but he must cover up everything with the coldest, most ruthless and darkest hatred. He is not a perfect man. Human nature is so complicated. Who can really draw the line between good and evil? He is used to hiding his love and kindness, and he is used to expressing his hate and evil, but deep in his soul, he has the most precious side of human nature: love and courage!
Death, for him, is just the end he will face after walking this road. He is conceited and disdains anyone's sympathy and pity. He doesn't want anyone's gratitude and return. Some people may lament the injustice of fate for him, but in his belief, life is unfair, and life and death are actually his own choices. He doesn't want others to praise his greatness, and he doesn't want others to lament his sacrifice. Only he knows in his heart that everything he does is to repent and compensate those he loves and those he owes in his own way.
He walked alone in that infernal affairs, wandering on the edge of justice and evil, tangled between love and hate, branded with the mark of evil on his arm and engraved with the scar of love in his heart. After he was forced to kill the only old man who trusted him, he was burdened with too much blame and hatred, but he didn't care! He insists that he is the only one who agrees with his belief, and walks proudly on the road full of thorns, towards his own goal and his own destination.
When his life was exhausted by blood, he finally found what he wanted through the boy he had guarded with his life for seventeen years-those green eyes that he loved all his life but never belonged to him. Deep in the cold and deep black eyes, there is a light that disappears before it can be captured. Maybe it's a last plea to the person he loves. He spent seventeen years repenting and making up, and he spent his whole life insisting on love and hate. In the end, he only hopes to seek forgiveness in the green eyes like a lake, stop the endless cycle of pain, and let his soul return to eternal peace with her in another world.
Him? What should we call him? Professor? Principal? Half-blood prince
Don't! Those are just the identities he once conjured up in Infernal Affairs, and none of them are the real him. If we can go back to the beginning, next to the girl he loves deeply and has a pair of clear green eyes, he just wants to be the boy who can sit side by side with him and watch the sunset under the shadow of the river-severus snape.
A rare smile
(This is a tidbit photo. There was a worker standing next to Snape, but he was dropped by P.
I spy for you, lie for you and risk my life for you.
Everything is to ensure the safety of lily potter's son. Now you tell me you have
Treat him like a pig to be slaughtered.
I spy for you, lie for you and risk my life for you. Everything I do is to ensure the safety of Lily's son. But now you tell me that you only taught him to grow up to raise a pig waiting to be slaughtered!