It took three days to watch Li Dan’s waiting scene.

My initial understanding of Li Dan is that he is a talk show actor and the classic saying that the world is not worth it. People say that he lives a pure and transparent life. Everything in this world can be seen clearly, and it is not easy to see clearly.

Although, in my heart I don’t agree with his statement that the world is not worth it. I feel that when people come to this world, there will be many unforgettable things that are worth recalling, and there are also many beautiful memories that are worth recalling. However, when people say that he can live a person's life clearly, then he must still have his own reasons for being transparent.

Reading the book "Waiting for the Field", it is said to be a novel, but in fact it is a true description of the author's own mental journey.

Li Dan described a process of his own inner tangle from a first-person perspective. From the very beginning, I struggled with the lack of value in myself and felt like I was waiting for death. Although I have been relatively successful in doing talk shows, I sit at the top of the industry and am surrounded by many people every day. As a company leader, I am busy with meetings and performances every day. However, more often than not, he is also struggling in his inner world. He can't figure out what the value of his life is? What exactly do you want? What kind of life do you want to live? I obviously just want to lie down and have a friend to drink and chat with.

People are pushed by life against their will. In order to establish a talk show company, he discussed with his partners and found people who liked doing talk shows to join the company. However, During this process, he was more entangled in whether it was meaningful to do a talk show, whether people really liked doing it, and he was the most entangled in it, because even he didn't know whether he liked it or not. Like, this is what talk shows are all about.

During the struggle, he got to know Wang Jianyang again, the coldest and coldest beer. He just wanted to spend the rest of his life playing games and return to the Northeast to live a good life. Simply look at the world, make money, go back to your hometown, and wait for death quietly.

This is the compassion in the author's heart, and it is also the world that the author has been escaping from. Because, in the author's eyes, although there is nothing too important in this life, there are still things to do after all, so don't let yourself be idle.

Later, Li Dan's talk show slowly started to develop, and he traveled in the entertainment circle, on the stage and at social events. The author struggled even more in his heart. He didn't want to compete in this tall, short, fat and thin game. However, the reality is that he has to do it. He doesn't like the flattery others always give him with the phrase "the world is not worth it", and he doesn't want to echo other people's thoughts or think of "golden words". This is the author's struggle. He is obviously struggling in his heart, but there are many reasons why he has no choice but to do so.

In this world, is your life and mine the same?