I can finally say I'm sorry

Zhu Hui

That winter, she went to a university to hold a signing ceremony.

Although the weather is very cold, the long signature team reflects the scene. A student came up to her with a book and handed it carefully: "Please sign it for me". She glanced at it casually and immediately found that it was a pirated book: the paper in the book was rough and the content was misspelled. Look at him carefully, his clothes are thin, he stands straight and shivering in the cold wind, and his facial expression is shaking. Needless to guess, this must be a poor student.

Sign or not? She is faced with a dilemma. If you sign it, it is undoubtedly the recognition of pirated books; If he doesn't sign, he will be laughed at by the students around him, which will seriously hurt the self-esteem of a poor student. After a moment's hesitation, she fluently signed her name on the pirated book and returned it to him with a smile. He seemed to understand the meaning of a smile, blushed, thanked him gently and left quickly.

In a blink of an eye, 10 years passed, and she released a new book again and was invited to be interviewed by reporters. At the end of the interview, the reporter chatted with her casually.

"What do you think of pirated books?"

"As a writer, of course I am disgusted. I call on everyone to be with * * *." She answered without hesitation.

"If someone likes your book very much, but has no money to buy the original, what should I do if I have to go to the stall to find pirated copies?"

She was suddenly speechless. I thought for a moment and said, "In fact, I have encountered a similar situation before. A poor college student asked me to sign a pirated book. I was very contradictory at the time, but I finally signed it. " I don't know if I did it right or wrong. "

The reporter stopped asking questions and took out a box and handed it to her: "This is a letter and a book entrusted by one of your readers. I hope you can open it when you are free. "

She smiled and said, "No readers will have any comments on my work. But please rest assured that I will definitely watch it. "

She didn't expect that this book turned out to be a pirated book that she signed for sale many years ago. The letter wrote: "Thank you for protecting the dignity of a poor student in a special way, but it also made him nervous and deeply ashamed of you." Maybe you don't know, he is so poor that he only dares to eat one meal a day. In order to save money to buy your book (although it is pirated), he only drank free vegetable soup in the canteen for three days. You may wonder why you have to sign it. That's because he worships you very much. If you have a book signed by yourself, it will become his spiritual strength to resist the harsh winter of life. "

"He wants to muddle through, but you still see it. At the moment you hesitated, his heart was in his throat, and he almost wanted to find a crack in the ground ... but you didn't expose him, but returned a smile, which was the most beautiful smile he had ever seen in his life. At that moment, he swore that one day, he would stand straight in front of you and sincerely say' I'm sorry'. Since then, he is no longer pessimistic about the future, because there is always a clear spring in his heart that moistens him; From then on, he would rather borrow books or extract them everywhere than buy a pirated book, because he can't live up to your most touching smile. After graduation, he felt supercilious, wronged and hard, but he never thought of giving up, because he still owed you a' sorry'. After years of hard work, he has a good job. With a grateful heart, he always pays attention to the bottom and the weak, and tries his best to help students in two poor mountainous areas. A month ago, when he was visiting the bookstore, he came across your book, so he bought it with pleasure. Now he will return the pirated book to you for processing ... You must know who I am when you see the signature of the letter. "

In the evening, she sent a short message to the reporter: "Your gift makes me very excited. Although I still insist on my attitude towards piracy, I am proud of this little thing I have done. "

Soon, she received a reply from the reporter: I can finally say "I'm sorry" to you. I have worked hard for this sentence 10 years.

This reporter is me.

1. "He seemed to understand the meaning of a smile, blushed, thanked him gently and left quickly." What kind of psychology does adding words in a sentence show?

2. Why is the writer's smile "the most beautiful smile he has ever seen in his life"?

3. What is the meaning of the title "Last Sorry"? (Just answer 2 points)

4. Summarize the article (about 100 words).

Reference answer:

1. Key points: guilty, ashamed, nervous, ashamed, eager to get rid of.

2. Because this is the writer's smile to protect the dignity of a poor student in a special way. This smile contains the understanding, tolerance and kindness of the female writer. This smile has been urging him (me) in his later years, making him (me) patient and strong, so it is the most beautiful.

(1) This apologetic "sorry" has been waiting for 10 years.

Encouraged by the writer, I finally succeeded.

(3) Now I can qualify to say "I'm sorry" to the writer to express my sense of relief after giving up my wish.

(4) Appreciate the writer's understanding and tolerance at that time.

I bought a pirated book and asked the author to sign it. The author signed it with a smile, even though he knew it was pirated.

This understanding and respect inspired me to work hard.

Ten years later, at the author's new book conference, I became a reporter, skillfully handed the pirated book and a letter to the writer, and finally said "sorry" to the writer for being late.