Tolstoy said: Ideal is the guiding light. Without ideals, there is no firm direction; There is no life without direction. My ideal is to be a painter and paint a colorful world and a world of my own.
Being a painter is my greatest ideal. When I was a child, I thought painting was fun, and I was very proud when I picked up a pen and paper. Now I think painting can calm me down and see the world. Whenever I see something beautiful, I can't help but pick up a painting and write it down, then put it in my favorites and have a look from time to time. It's like a beautiful memory that I collected in my heart's favorites in the process of pursuing my ideal.
Reality is this shore, ideal is the other shore, there is a swift river in the middle, and action is a bridge over the river. In order to pave the way for the future, I will read the secrets of famous paintings every day and often enjoy famous paintings online. For example, in Zheng Banqiao's Zhu Mo, several bamboo poles stand upright on a stone, and a clump of bluegrass grows on an abrupt boulder. The ingenious combination of Zhu Jin, Lan Zhiqing and Shi Zhijian gives people a feeling of openness and backwardness. Another example is the Great Hall of the People painted by Fu Baoshi and Guan Shanyue, including the inside and outside of the Great Wall, the upper and lower reaches, the northwest plateau, the land south of the Yangtze River and the East China Sea. The whole picture highlights the "jiao" of Jiangshan, giving people a magnificent feeling. I love painting, although I can't compare with Zheng Banqiao's fascination with painting; Fu Baoshi and Guan Shanyue love painting to the point of sleepless nights, but I want to learn from these famous artists. However, there will always be obstacles in the process of realizing the ideal. Once, the Children's Palace held a painting competition. I'm so excited that I can finally show my skills. I attach great importance to this competition, so I can't draw one, two or three ... until I am satisfied. My mother is worried that I don't care about my health, and told me not to paint every day, but to paint after painting. Every time I promised, I didn't care at all. Because I like painting, I drew sketches, sketches and watercolors, and changed them one by one. I handed in my manuscript with confidence. Looking forward to ... finally waiting for the day when the competition results are announced. Looking at the honor list, a few bitter raindrops fell on my heart, and I failed. But this has aroused my desire for success. I practice painting harder than before. This is my favorite art, and it is my ideal to give my paintings spirit.
Maybe there is a certain gap between ideal and reality, but it can't stop my love for painting. Tolstoy said: the ideal is not to strive for any benefit, it represents not only the success in career or life, but the meaning of life as a living thing. In the process of pursuing this ideal, I also benefited a lot. ...