Finally, the train arrived and the boy got off. He looked at the gorgeous tall buildings, noisy streets and neon-lit nights in Seoul ... so many things he had never seen before rushed at him like a wave that his heart could not bear it. Does he really want to find a place for himself in this proud and gorgeous city like the queen? The boy hesitated and his confidence in himself was shaken.
However, the ideal he has been holding in his heart has made him sure that if he goes home, he will never forgive his cowardice. Therefore, without any support, the boy found himself a pitifully small apartment and lived there.
When S.M., Korea's largest music entertainment company, held the second singing competition, the boy took part. The hall is crowded with young people, who like boys and hope to be hired as tomorrow's stars by the company through this competition. They are all dressed up, wearing the most popular clothes, wearing high-quality headphones, listening to the songs to be sung during the interview, and watching other contestants coldly. The boy looked at his dark gray coat and trousers and felt as if he had lost half of them.
He is contestant 12. He walks into the interview hall and five judges sit with a straight face. He was a little at a loss until the one in the middle asked him to prepare to sing.
Then, he touched them with his own voice, which was the clearest, gentlest and most powerful voice anyone had ever heard. Listening will make you feel unspeakable sadness, but at the same time, you will want to listen to his songs forever and immerse yourself in his songs forever. Even so, at first glance, his voice is too soft and fragile.
The boy finally won the game because he has a charming face. In that lead-free but still refined and smooth face, it is more delicate than a girl's facial features. Watery eyes are big and soft, polyester gray pupils have long eyelashes shyly, and lips are small and full. The ruddy color shows the pallor of the skin on the face. Everyone says this face is made for entertainment.
In this way, he was accepted by the company and signed a 7-year cooperation contract: he was an apprentice for the first two years, paid his own tuition for music and dance classes, and became an artist in the last five years. The boy who is getting closer and closer to his dream will sign the contract soon. Although he knows that his life will be very difficult in the next two years, he must never give up for his dream.
So, he began to live an inhuman life for two years. Because his family is not rich, he never asks for a penny from his family and does two or three odd jobs every day. When everyone was still asleep, he took a newspaper that was almost as heavy as his body from the printing house and rode a rotten old bicycle to deliver newspapers one by one. Go to a nearby construction site to do temporary coolies at noon. My suffocating face is covered with dust and cement, and my soft voice is suppressed because I dare not offend other construction workers. After the afternoon music class, in order to save money, he would rather walk for three hours to work as a waiter in a restaurant. He is silently doing the work at hand, silently shouldering the burden that a boy of 15 should not bear, silently praying that he can go to the tunnel in out of the dark two years later and let the light surround him.
The boy used up all his strength, but he still couldn't eat three meals and food. Every time he gets paid, the first thing he does is to pay the tuition, even if the remaining money is not enough for food and clothing. Finally, one day, the boy found that he had no money to buy something to eat. He has been hungry for two whole days, and his collapsed body should be unable to work hard, but he still works hard to pay tuition on time every month. That night in the restaurant, the boy took more than half of the noodle soup left by a guest. The soup is still warm. He can't stand the hunger. Even his hand holding the bowl was shaking, and he stopped thinking about it. The boy picked up the spoon and drank the rest of the noodle soup in one gulp.
Why is noodle soup getting salty? The boy wondered, and then found that his tears fell into the bowl in ignorance. /kloc-A 0/5-year-old shouldn't have to suffer this, but he did it for his dream.
Later, the boy got sick and he had a fever. For three days in a row, he could only lie in that much smaller apartment, put some clothes, and felt unable to sleep. The tuition has just been paid, but the salary is less for three days. Once again, the boy dragged his hungry body and walked for three hours to work in the restaurant. He fainted once in shock.
On his way back, he saw a blood station. Hesitant, the stomach hurts unwillingly, and the boy finally couldn't help it. He walked into the blood station. An hour later, with hard-won money in his hand, he went to the food store and bought the cheapest biscuits to satisfy his hunger. In order to save money on buying mineral water, he even went to drink Hanjiang water to quench his thirst.
After two years of hard work, the boy was selected into a five-person chorus dance group. The company announced that it would be the strongest celestial body group. After the unanimous approval of all the music teachers in the company, although the sound quality of these five people is very different, they will definitely cooperate seamlessly, so the boy was lucky enough to enter the group that the company attached great importance to and avoided the bad luck of refrigeration; At the same time, as an older man, he also got four younger brothers who cared about him very much.
When they released their first single, they reached the top of all the music charts in Korea with only one record containing two songs, thus breaking the market where there was no Korean single in the Korean music industry. The boy finally tasted the sweetness of success. When he sees more and more letters from fans every day, he feels that it is worthwhile to suffer so much.
However, good things are always so short and far away for boys. At their first autograph session, none of the fans who got the admission opportunity were his fans. The boy looked at the long line in front of the other four people in the group, and his heart seemed to be hit by a blunt instrument. There is no one in front of him. Finally, in order not to let the atmosphere at the scene be too embarrassing, the staff pulled a few fans to him. When the boy tried to hide his inner sadness and kindly greeted the fans' names, the girl proudly said, "I was forced to come, and I don't like you at all." Break his heart again, but the boy didn't cry. He would rather bite his lip than cry in front of anyone, even himself.
Boys don't know why fans dislike him so much; He didn't know that his fans were outside in the hall, and they were as heartbroken as he was.
Later, he found out on the company official website that people didn't like him, not because he did something wrong, but because he was so beautiful that girls hated him. The boy raised a wry smile at his mouth. It turns out that he is a better bargaining chip to enter the entertainment circle than others. This handsome young face is the reason why everyone hates him.
The boy did not give up. He still smiles at all interviews every day, hoping that everyone will be attracted by his human side and his voice. But the harder he works, the greater the burden in his heart. He frequently made minor mistakes in his performance, tensed his emotions every day and deliberately controlled his words and deeds very strictly.
He didn't expect that the silence in front of the camera would bring dissatisfaction to the fans. They said he was playing cool and the company decided to let him out of the group. The boy is really scared. He doesn't want to leave this place, which is already his second home, but he can't help it. To put it bluntly, an artist is just a puppet who makes money for the company. If the audience doesn't like this puppet, the company must change it to a puppet that the audience likes better.
But as a result, he didn't find that his fans protested for him in the street outside the company for several days and nights in order to ask the company to keep him in the group; The youngest member of the original group, his little brother, who he has always loved and cherished, cried in front of the camera and announced to everyone that if the company transferred his younger brother, he would rather break the contract and go back to be his ordinary high school student ... The boy was moved. He knows that everyone in this group is full of enthusiasm for fans, and the youngest brother, like him, actually went through many times before becoming a singer.
Therefore, boys cherish everything more. He practiced very hard and presented his best self to fans in return for their kindness. At the concert, the boy always glances at the audience, and the company's music teacher accuses him of not being affectionate at all, as if he were deserting. The boy smiled and nodded, but his eyes always looked around the next time he sang. The boy said that when an artist sings, he will stare at a place for the effect, but he can't, because he wants to see every fan's face clearly, so he still has to do it even if the taken image has no effect.
Two years have passed. Two years later, the boy sang a song.
Later, the boy fell down in a dance practice class and thought it was common to fall down. But he can't stand up, and his knee hurts too much. He can only shrink to the ground and tremble with his injured right knee. Without saying anything, the captain picked him up and ran to the nearest hospital for treatment. At the moment of pushing him into the emergency room, the boy saw four familiar figures panting outside the open door and looking at him anxiously.
The doctor said that the boy had a comminuted fracture of his right knee and needed surgery as soon as possible. This is not a minor operation, it needs a long rest, but the boy refuses to rest. On the second day of his operation, he and other members went to the Peak Olympic Stadium in Seoul and held a meeting with their fans as scheduled. The captain carefully helped him before the meeting, from the van to the backstage of the stadium, refusing to leave, for fear that he would suddenly feel pain. At the meeting, the youngest brother was asked what he wanted to receive for the New Year next year, but his answer was that he hoped his brother's leg would get better soon.
The boy has been reluctant to cry, but this time he felt the tears in his eyes. He buried his head and tried not to let the tears fall. Later, he looked up and saw the fans crying for him. The boy picked up the receiver in pain and said to everyone, "Actually, I don't hurt at all ... Please don't cry for me, but like me, let's face each other with a smile, OK?" The boy lied to his fans for the first time. His leg was operated on less than 24 hours ago. How can it not hurt? But he still bravely endured the pain and smiled at 50 thousand fans.
Later, the boy's leg injury finally healed, and he happily got together with his friends to celebrate. On his way home, he was arrested for drunk driving. When the captain met him at the police station, he said nothing, but the boy knew that his behavior must have disappointed everyone.
The boy was refrigerated by the company for two weeks. The boy knew that the punishment was already very lenient. He knows that league members and fans must plead for him, so that he won't be locked in a corner of the company forever. To this end, he insisted on apologizing to everyone at the next singer meeting, although the company felt that it was not obliged to do so.
This is the first time a boy cried in front of his fans. A boy, strong enough to ignore the pain of his knee just being peeled off, smiled and advised fans not to cry for his injury, but there was no tear in the whole process. He was moved to tears because he heard a few words that fans no longer blamed him. At this moment, who else doesn't feel sad for him?
After so much experience, the boy finally got everyone's approval, and everyone finally found out that the advantage of the boy is not only the face of the country, but also his singing is so changeable and sentimental. It turns out that he is also a man who dares to admit his mistakes. It turns out that under his stubbornness and unwillingness to shed tears, he is actually such a touching person. Fans' "We forgive you". The blow to him was so great. Perhaps the boy found everyone's acceptance and tolerance in his short five words.
This boy is Kim Jae Jung from TVXQ!! , the company gave him a stage name "hero in the middle". A boy always reminds himself when he wants to cry, because he is a hero. Heroes don't cry when they are in trouble. Heroes always struggle with difficulties and then overcome them.
A fan of TVXQ!! It is said that when she first saw Zhong, she felt that his fragile appearance like a crystal doll was not suitable for the name "hero" at all. It was not until she met all kinds of him that she discovered that under the gentle and delicate appearance, it was a kind of heroic spirit. Heroes are in the heart, heroes are in the heart.
And don't other fans know her as well? After so much, the boy has grown up. He lost his childish arrogance when he first debuted, and gained a maturity and vicissitudes that people will remember. It's just that the gentle voice can always make people move and want to sink into his singing forever; And that gentle and beautiful smile always makes people feel that he is an angel who fell into the world. His frank and frank personality, his strange logical thinking, his calmness, melancholy, eccentricity and childishness all made fans laugh and cry for him. This boy, he is so touching. The hero is in the game, and he really succeeded.