Autism is a kind of loneliness that is difficult to cure. Friends with autism, please open your heart and face the sun in your life. This world is beautiful, and you are not alone in this world. Below are articles about autism that I compiled for you. I hope they are useful to you!
Article 1 about autism: Autistic patients
Author: H is the most beautiful Letters
Have I been silent for too long in the wind and rain, or have I been too confused walking on the road? How many days and nights have I been stuck, and I am so helpless that I can't find the other side of my soul? Once upon a time After the laughter, sadness is nowhere to be found. The vows made are like the floating clouds. They are colorful when they are happy, and they are at the bottom when they are depressed. Who am I and where am I? Who am I and where will I go? ?
Under the night, there is a figure walking alone, a cloud of sorrow that lowers its head to talk, a plot of strong lovesickness, and a sad look on a person's face when his flowers fall. In the dream, two people spend time looking at each other, but the helplessness is invisible, and the tears are flowing down, and they are unwilling to recognize each other until death. Who am I, and what am I thinking? Who am I, and who will I become?
The city where I chase shadows is a monologue of vicissitudes of words, and what I thought were visible preserves turned into nothingness in an instant. , Nothing, just no longer relevant! Invitation, ruthless, just no longer relevant!
I paused for a long time, enlightened for a long time, looking at the flowers in the garden, thinking about the years, my original heart returned. Where are you floating? In the vast sea of ????people, it is difficult to find a soulmate in the sky. The happiness that you thought was within your reach is looking at each other from a distance, and you will never see each other in your life! Is it because the years are passing too fast, or your footsteps are too slow, and you are walking too slowly with me? There is no rhythm, no breathing, even if the people around you are with you, your inner soul is swallowed up by something called loneliness.
Perhaps if a person stays in a city in the south of the Yangtze River for a long time, he will become more and more fond of its gracefulness, elegance, poetry, and poetic charm, which actually makes him forget the fear of loneliness. , used to living a wandering life, there may be people around me to support each other, or there may be people with warm words, but at some point, or more moments, I am an autistic patient after all, either sad or happy, and has nothing to do with anyone. Related!
Article 2 about Autism: Children from the Stars
Author: Jin Qishun
Before leaving, a child was still there Without boredom, we patted the plastic gloves that had been sunburned on the iron railing to the ground one by one. We waved to him to say goodbye. He raised his head for a second, said goodbye and then lowered his head to go about his business. It seemed that he It seems that he has obsessive-compulsive disorder, and he has a sense of not giving up until his gloves are on the ground. However, he and the group of innocent and somewhat distracted children around him were not obsessive-compulsive disorder patients, but children from the stars? Autistic children.
This is my third time to accompany them. I accompany them to play without any image, accompany them to stare blankly out of the window, and accompany them to watch Xiong Da Xiong Er and Bald Head. Strong things. To this day, I can still clearly remember the excitement and uneasiness when I first came. I thought that just like that name, they closed themselves off and did not communicate with anyone. However, when I got there, as soon as the door of the tan activity room opened, I could not imagine how cute she was with her grinning and calling her "sister". I know I don’t understand them yet, and I need to understand them bit by bit.
They are a unique group of children. They can play with themselves in front of the mirror for a long time, licking the mirror, occasionally bumping into the mirror, and continuing to giggle in front of the mirror; they will quietly lie alone or in front of the window, picking at the hole with their fingers. Screen windows, looking at the outside world casually, thinking about things we can't guess or just blanking their minds; they stack plastic chairs one by one, put them down, and ride on them, as if they are riding some mighty mount; they will Using a broken insole that they didn't know where to make as a mask, they took off their shoes and played with their toes; they built building blocks and worked hard to build them very high. At this time, there would be children who loved to play pranks, and they would overwhelm mountains and seas with their palms, so they started building blocks again. Build hard.
They are a group of unique children, but they are no worse than other children. Why does Brother Kai, who has a hundred thousand people, take note of the answers I told him? When I wonder about another question, he will keep calling sister, sister, and then look me in the eyes and tell me the answer solemnly; Lele loves to share She gave her blue balloon to Zhiyuan. She likes to quietly move a small chair and sit next to me silently, and then quietly hold hands with me. Even if Zhehan always pushes her away from me vigorously, she will not be angry. , won’t cry, I praised her for being so good, and she gave me a shy and happy smile; Kangkang always likes to pull other children’s ears, but he can quickly tell me the number of fingers I stretched out. Siqi likes to use her right hand to pin the hair beside her right ear, even though the hair is so short that it can’t be pinned in. When she sees that Lele’s hair is a little messy, she will help her tidy it up. He even came over to take off my shoelaces and then tied them in a decent manner.
I look at their young faces with a smile, and see their faces that are happy because of the little things.
I have pondered over the noise more than once, wondering what to do with these children in the future. Mild children can be cured, and those who have their own special talents and are discovered can survive in society. As for the other children, self-care is a difficult thing for them. When they grow up, they Where should we go? Every time I think about this, I can't help but feel sad, as if I'm in a vast white place. Everything around me is so white that I can't see anything else. I feel confused, lost, and anxious as if I can never get out again.
I have never believed in ghosts and gods, but I have always been willing to believe that these children are treasures that came down from the stars. They are always willing to believe that maybe one day their relatives in the stars will find them, cure them, and leave them to live happily on earth just like normal people.
Children from the stars are unique treasures that we should cherish.
Article 3 about autism: I’m dreaming of you, my dear!
Author: The Last Leaf
I don’t remember when it started I have autism. Autism is a word I learned from horror movies.
It says that autistic people have a world of their own. In that world, they think reality is just illusion, and they can see things that others cannot.
I often see him, a gentle young man. Yes, Young Master, such a retro title. He is an ancient man with long clothes and long hair. I like blue, for hairbands, for clothes, even for cloth shoes. I often imagine that if his pupils were blue, then he would really be a "Blue Man"!
I forgot to tell you that he also has a very distinctive name, Lan Yi.
But he does not exist in the eyes of outsiders, so I gradually feel that I have autism. Autism is not a terminal illness, but whether it is good or bad depends entirely on the heart.
I know that I don’t want to go out to such a dreamy world. With him, I don’t feel lonely!
I have never liked talking to others since I was a child, and now I am like this The character of the mind becomes more and more serious. When talking to others, you will become impatient after just three sentences and feel bored.
They don’t understand me, they don’t understand me, and they always laugh at my stupidity. This is the reason why I rejected them.
Forget it, I can’t think about it anymore. When I think about it, a ball of fire comes out of my heart again. I want to find a way to vent, but what kind of vent should I find?
? What are you thinking about? I suddenly opened my eyes wide and tried to open them wide. I think big eyes and a round face are perfect. It's so cute! If I'm not pretty, I should at least be a little cute! In front of him who is so perfect.
His bright smile is like a green halo in the spring light, so dazzling, so harmonious, so beautiful! And I am the only one who can see this person.
Ha, I feel happy thinking that only I can see him.
? I’m wondering why everyone doesn’t like me? I think I’m pretty good! I’m just a little neurotic, a little withdrawn, and not good-looking!? As he spoke, his tone of voice became lower. .
?Don’t bite your upper lip, it will look stupid. ?Uh? He actually made fun of me.
To me, what he said, "stupid", became cute and a good application word.
?I unconsciously wanted to pull his sleeve, but my hand came up empty. I couldn’t touch him. This is my biggest regret.
He looked at me and still smiled gently, the trickling spring water made ripples, so soft and beautiful.
Do flowers in the water and the moon in the mirror exist?
I couldn’t help but feel in a trance.
In the blink of an eye, he disappeared again! He would appear every 5 minutes.
Accurate results obtained in several seconds.
Another shortcoming of mine is that I have no sense of time and can never remember my birthday. I was so confused that I even felt ashamed. It’s no wonder that those smart people don’t want to get close to me. I’m always confused, and even simple questions will surprise me. In the beginning, I liked to be among people and watch their novelties. things and like to listen to their popular words. I still like to ask questions here and there when I don’t understand, but over time, anyone will get bored of it! Maybe at first they told me to show off their talent, but their disgusted eyes showed that no matter how confused or stupid I was, Feel the piercing pain.
Staying away has become a healing agent for me. If I don’t go, I won’t get hurt!
He doesn’t like to talk, which is the same as me but different. Even if he doesn’t talk, he will be slightly proud. The corners of the lips can also make people feel warmth, and if I stand there without speaking, I will be like a big popsicle, or the ice living in the winter, which makes people feel close and far away, or it is a bit eerie.
This is me, only black. It would be great if it was gray, at least there is a little light!
In fact, it is enough to have him!
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How long has it been since you last seen him? Take out the calendar and count the days, it’s already been a week!
Why hasn’t he appeared? Could it be that he will never appear again! How terrifying! Without him, if there is no him.
I shuddered and really didn’t dare to think about it anymore.
The qq avatar jumped.
Ha, here she comes! A girl I accidentally met online.
That day, she added me, I put a question mark in it, and she responded immediately.
Hi, beauty, make a friend! I know you!
Know me? My head is full of questions. But I didn’t ask, I didn’t delete her, and we still had a good conversation. Most of the time, after she sent out a series of words, I just sent them emoticons to express my excitement. Even though she talked a lot, after thinking about it, I suddenly couldn’t figure out what she said?
I like the joyful feeling she gave me, it was very lively, and it was a kind of warmth that was different from the warmth he gave me.
One night, I had a dream that was shattered and I lost everything. Although in real life, I don’t know what else I will lose when I have nothing. But after I woke up from the dream, I felt the pain of angina. Really.
Then I started to think about Lan Yi. I really thought about why I couldn’t see him for so long.
Then another trance occurred, and two me appeared in my world. They were stalemate, negotiating, and then compromising.
?Do you want to be with him forever?
?Yes. ?
?Then go to death! He is originally a spirit, a spirit floating in the universe, and maybe he will never be seen again. No, it’s gone now!?
A spirit can become a spirit after death, so that it can be with him forever, you can touch him, and you can still feel his temperature. ?I am happy for my sudden enlightenment, it is a rare moment of wisdom!
?Yes, you have nothing anyway, it doesn’t matter if you die!? Her tone made me angry.
Ha, I knew I was sick, I knew it was abnormal to see him, but I still missed this feeling deeply.
The feeling of falling in the air is really magical, my body and mind are empty! The sound of wind, people’s voices, boom, boom, boom, everything is so lively.
He, with long flowing hair, was standing at the place where I jumped. I stretched out my hand, wanting to grab his sleeve. The long cuffs are embroidered with white flowers that cannot be named. At this moment she became alive, flapping her wings and flying towards me.
The last loud noise, am I going to die like this?
I quietly opened my eyes and felt my heart aching. Is the dream just a dream? Can I still dream in the dream? ?
I’m dreaming of you, my dear self!