I think I should keep my good feelings for you at that time until now.
This is the second time that you have appeared in my dream. Last time, I went back to high school. Probably because of my regret for high school, I had a dream, and you happened to pass by in my dream.
This dream is because of you.
I call her Cheng Zi here.
We went to high school together. Soon after the first year of high school, Cheng Zi and I were assigned to a group. At school, groups of six are very popular. After each big exam, we regrouped, and the results in the group were good and bad, but I was on the poor side.
Although not at the same table, Cheng Zi sat in front of me.
Shoulder-length hair, Qi seems to have never seen her hair tied, but she always covers it, which gives me a quiet feeling.
A fair face with black-rimmed glasses.
When Cheng Zi smiled, dimples and tiger teeth with high recognition appeared, which was beautiful.
In retrospect, it was a hidden class flower in the class.
I only blame the old lady for being stupid. The book didn't look good, and my sister didn't absorb it. I don't know what I did. Now think about it, a sigh "alas! ..... "Tell the story of my school days.
Looking up is Cheng Zi's back. Even in her long hair and school uniform, there is a faint fragrance in her back. Sometimes I wonder if it is the reason why she just washed her hair. I imagine when I watch it.
Sometimes I will be called by the teacher to answer questions such as winning prizes. At the moment when I was named, I stood up slowly with my head down in surprise, thinking that I was going to stand for another class. What bad luck
"come on What is the correct answer to this question I said? " I bowed my head and said nothing. The teacher is ready to teach me a lesson, just waiting for a few seconds of silence after I get up or my "I don't know"
“B！ , choose B ... "I don't know where there was a particularly small voice, and I didn't have time to identify who sent me a cry for help. I immediately repeated the answer.
"Well, sit down. Listen carefully next time. Stop staring blankly. " The teacher seems to have let me go and continued his class.
After I sat down, Cheng Zi leaned back and whispered to me, "What are you doing? I was caught by the teacher again. " I just realized that Cheng Zigang was helping me.
"Nothing, I am distracted." How can I tell her that I'm staring at her in a daze?
"Thank you, Woman, for saving my life."
"Listen carefully and don't count on me."
"Thank you, Xia Nv, for teaching me. Keep it in mind for the younger one." Indeed, this is the nth time that Cheng Zi has saved me.
Class is over, and I'm going to buy something to thank the next class. But the money is not enough, lollipops can still be bought with coins.
I skipped to the front of Cheng Zi. "No, I will give you a lollipop. Thank you for saving my life just now. "
Cheng Zi picked up the lollipop and gave it to her deskmate.
"Gee ... gee ... it's so stingy to use lollipops to perfuse our beautiful women ..." The speaker is her deskmate, nicknamed "Brother Cong" because of her strong personality.
Can be said to be my sworn enemy, do whatever it takes.
I vaguely remember that I was set on fire in class, and Brother Cong was snickering there, waiting to see my joke.
I was so angry that I snatched the lollipop from Brother Cong's hand. "If you eat sugar, you still don't like it. Don't eat! Give it to me! "
"Cheng Zi, eat yourself, don't give this shameless ..."
"What did you say about me ... you want to die ..." Brother Cong picked up the thickest book on the desk, skillfully rolled it into a stick and waved it at me.
Follow me "ah! ! ! "1, a chase begins.
I have to keep running. There was no place to run in the classroom, so I ran outside the classroom and ran upstairs and downstairs. However, I still can't escape this disaster, because I still have to go back to my classroom and seat.
As the old saying goes, "you can't hide from the first day, but you can't hide from the fifteenth." So with my sophisticated experience, I pretended to be chased and beaten by Cong Ge, screaming and shouting "Surrender! Surrender! I was wrong! You won! "
Brother Cong also asked me, "Who is shameless?"
"It's me, I'm shameless." I lied in my mouth
In my heart, I sincerely want to say, "it's you!" It is you! It is you! Our brother Cong is shameless "and almost sang it in his mouth.
Finally, I returned to Cheng Zi with a completely failed attitude, holding the candy stolen from Cong Ge and saying.
"Cheng Zi, you must eat, but you can't let me be beaten in vain. Do you think she is still a woman? Just a man who is more masculine than a man. If you chase boys all day, you can't be as quiet as you ... "
Cheng Zixiao took the sugar, tore the candy paper and said
"You! Knowing that you are going to be beaten and provoking her, you deserve it. " At some point, you put sugar in my mouth. "This is for you."
"How sweet!" I couldn't help saying it.
"Nonsense, sugar is not sweet, what else is sweet?" Cheng Zi asked.
I smirked at Cheng Zi's smiling face and thought, "Even if sugar is bitter, you are sweet enough."
Cheng Zi once fell and scratched his face, which left a deep impression on me.
Cheng Zi was so sad that she was about to cry. I want to comfort her and say, "Nothing, just a little skin. It will be fine in a few days. What's the big deal? "
Unexpectedly, this sentence seems to have angered Cheng Zi. She cried with a little tears and said, "If I am disfigured, will you support me?"
This sentence made me dumbfounded. I didn't speak. I didn't expect her to think so seriously.
Then Brother Cong scolded me again. "You really don't understand women. What do you mean by being injured in the face? "
Of course, Cheng Zi did not leave a scar or disfigurement afterwards, but the sentence "If I am disfigured, will you support me?" I remember it vividly, and I just casually said something or nothing. ....
I think I think too much.
Everything has a turning point, and food will rot and expire in a certain period of time; People will rebel and grow up at some point; At a certain point, it will fade or even be lost;
I once sent such a message to a person. I said, "I'm a little scared, afraid of losing contact and diluting the relationship." But we actually lost contact, broke the relationship, and finally there was no contact, let alone any relationship.
I thought of the worst ending, but the reality is even more cruel than I thought.
From then on, I only remember people and can only meet them in my dreams.
After the big exam, my relationship with Cheng Zi broke down and we were assigned to other groups.
What makes me depressed is how to be with Brother Cong again. When I go back like this, I have been beaten by Brother Cong.
It's just that I have no reason to go to Cheng Zi to complain and give her candy.
I was asked to answer questions in class, and I couldn't hear the answers whispered by Cheng Zi.
This relationship ended in nothing. The summer vacation of my sophomore year ended my high school days and I dropped out of school.
I haven't seen you for five years. In fact, Cheng Zi is just a person in my high school memory.
I didn't have any thoughts and feelings during the period. Why did I dream about her again?
I can't find the reason, maybe it's the good feeling at first.
In the dream, we walked side by side and didn't know where to go. The front is hazy, so we walk as if there is no end.
I looked at her, her face tilted to Cheng Zi's side, and dimples appeared clearly in front of me. In my dream, Cheng Zi looks better without black-rimmed glasses.
I asked a lot of questions. Where did I go to college? Did you work? How have you been recently? Do you have any contact with your former classmates? ......
Whenever I ask a question, I put my face close to Cheng Zi's until I kissed her dimple. .....
I just fell asleep in my dream and woke up in reality.
Open the phone, open the only qq with Cheng Zi's connection mode, find Cheng Zi's full name, click in and stop at her business card interface.
Looking at the words "her space", I hesitated for a long time, because QQ space has access records, and I didn't have the courage to open it out of self-righteous "face".
Even if I want to know her recent situation, I want to see if I won't recognize her in a few years. I want to say, "Hey, do you remember me?"
Click on the details,
Personal notes: "people look at the mountains, fish look at the lotus."
Personalized signature: "Young people are patient until they are old"
Nickname: strawberry-flavored Cheng Zi.
I call her Cheng Zi here.