SIDE A seven seven

I'm sorry, long summer, that day ... I lied to you.

That child, in fact, doesn't belong to our company. He's just the bastard of another man and I was confused for a moment. Xiao Si is such a clean boy. And I, so dirty, what qualifications do I have to take away Fu Xiaosi who has only one girl in her heart, long summer?

I'm really scared. I'm afraid of losing my reputation. I'm afraid of losing the glory I have now. I think if Xiao Si is with me, I will not be ruined, but I will get more aura. So I lied to you that the child belongs to a small company, but when I saw the sentence "Take good care of a small company", I was not happy, but even more sad. Forgive my greed and forgive me. I think this is my karma.

that concert, that red light ... I pressed it. Long summer, you don't understand. If I succeed, it means my failure. I will gradually lose my original color. I can't help myself.

I still live alone. Running around every day, karaoke bars, dances … happy but not happy. It's too cold at the top. Go back to that luxurious residence late at night every day, see one gossip after another in the entertainment newspaper, and clearly hear the laughter outside. My heart will gush out a lot of sadness.

long summer, do you know? Sometimes I really want to hold your hand again, go back to Asakawa, be that happy Cheng Qiqi, make a lot of friends every day, and paint with Xiao Si and Zhi Ang in the studio of the agency. However, it is already late, and the past can never come back. How are you now? I miss you very much, and Xiao Si. I went to your house to look for you, but I always got the news that you were not there. I miss you very much, and every time I see long summer and long summer in his mouth when he is confused, it makes people feel bad.

please come back. Sorry, I was wrong.

SIDE B small company

that boy taught me to grow up

that girl taught me to love.

when I wrote this sentence, my heart began to sting slightly again.

Ang, why? Why are you so stupid? Why did you come back? If time could be turned back, I would rather you stayed in Japan all your life, in the country where flowers were burning, and watched the gorgeous cherry blossoms flying all over the sky. I always think you are the cleanest boy, even when you are covered in dirt. Whether in the past, now or in the future.

I remember that afternoon on the hillside of Asakawa, the sun was shining brightly, and you said you would take your dog and me to travel around. I was still angry with a straight face. Now, I am willing to use my life to fulfill that agreement. However, you can't go with me.

the moment you knocked that man down that day, my blood stagnated at that moment, as if the end of the world was coming. It was dark. At that moment, I really hoped it was just an absurd dream. But it's true. I hate that I can't protect you. I can only let you run away and suffer, but there is nothing I can do. I'm sorry You must have a hard life in some place. Don't be sad, no matter what. We are all under the same sky, and I will accompany you.

do you know? The person who was injured by you is gradually recovering, and it has been confirmed that the plagiarism case she instructed during the trouble has been rehabilitated. Believe me, I will do whatever it takes to get your freedom back. Then I will travel with you, long summer and your dog. Go to Asakawa to see Cinnamomum camphora, set up drawing boards in summer, and listen to youth singing ... < P > Come back, long summer. Without you, the sky has lost its color and is no longer blue. Angels have lost their wings and can't fly anymore. What I did to you the other day. I was really sad at that time, and you sounded like I had done something ulterior, so I was angry with you. Sorry, I always forget how you feel. Later, I learned that it was July 7th. How can you believe it? Fu Xiaosi always likes only one girl, long summer.

growing up, I have only one friend. And although there is Xiao Ang around, it is inevitable that sometimes I will feel lonely. Until you showed up. You and Angcai completely enriched my life. Those days in Asakawa made me the happiest day in my life. Because of you, I will never be lonely.

Ang went to Japan. Only you are still by my side. For such a long time, you are the only light in my life, my angel.

You once said that I have this dense fog in my eyes all year round, and you once teased me that it was a cataract. But, you know. Only you can walk into my heart and drive away the fog and sadness. Now, without you, will the sunshine in summer still appear? Will it bring light through the fog again?

I always go to Asakawa for a certain time every week. I believe that one day, you will appear in the shadow of camphor trees and smile at me ...

My life is very quiet now. I pushed off all activities and refused all interviews. I just wanted to paint quietly. Qiqi came to me to help me clarify those plagiarism. In fact, those are already insignificant. After all, I can't get over what July 7th did wrong. After all, she made me lose you. But I can't hate it, because I know that kind you don't want hatred in my heart.

I'm still studying, but I don't have any friends around me. Every day when I walk through the empty school playground, I always think of those camphor trees in Asakawa that never wither all the year round. We agreed to go back and see them together. I think of the brightest sunshine in summer, as if I want to shine everyone into transparency. Then I think of you in a trance, and you are young and beautiful. Think of our youth ...

Our youth ...

They once appeared in my life

and then disappeared

However, I don't believe that they are angels

They are boys and girls with the most ordinary time

So I have been standing under the camphor tree waiting

because I believe that they will come back one day

.

Standing in the square of Asakawa Middle School, long summer's tears quietly drew down. I stood at the gate of the campus several times, but I never had the courage to go in.

It's still lonely around me, and the wedding half a month ago didn't take place as scheduled.

I still feel sad when I look at the "Scenery Never Appeared" in my room. Long summer thought he was used to losing him, but why, why now he still has such a deep sadness in his heart when he sees his paintings, as if to drown her.

"what's the matter? Are you afraid of getting married tomorrow? " Green wind quietly coming towards long summer. "I know that you like that painter's paintings. I saw an album of his paintings today and bought it back by the way." Long summer looked at him. Is this man who will be called her husband tomorrow really suitable for me? She asked herself.

After receiving the book Angels, long summer remembered the story about angels. Each of us ...

Turn to the first page, time stops at that moment, and the heart that once thought to be dead is pounding in that heart.

There is a boy with long soft hair and a warm smile like the sun in summer. Next to her is a girl with long hair. When she smiles, she feels like the brightest sunshine in summer.

that boy taught me to grow up

that girl taught me to love.

...

That girl ... taught me to love ...

Really? I really ... really ...

Or has he been waiting for love?

It seems like a century has passed. long summer looked up and looked at the concerned green wind. Open your mouth gently and say ten words to him: I'm sorry, I can't marry you. Because I can't forget him, I can't look at his white T-shirt mixed with grass flavor; I can't forget the way he silently sharpened my pencil; I can't forget his foggy eyes; I can't forget every word he said. .....

I really ... can't forget him ...

I thought ... he had already died in the summer of 23, but in the end, I realized how ridiculous and outrageous my mistake was.

take away those things, but I can't take away my love for him

throw away the SIM card, but I still don't miss him

or take away my body, but I can't take away my heart

...

Yes, I love him. At any time, Fu Xiaosi is my only world. Never change.

long summer raised her stubborn face, wiped a tear from her cheek, and quietly told her story to Qingfeng.

long summer ... Qingfeng sighed slightly

-from the beginning, I knew you didn't love me

-your heart has never been as open as mine. Never.

-but

Qingfeng smiled gently

-the more you do this, the more it hurts me. I think you must have suffered a lot.

-actually, I only treat you like my favorite sister

-really

-fortunately, at the beginning, because you didn't like excitement, not many friends and relatives were invited

Qingfeng gently took long summer's hand, with the same firmness in his eyes

-so

-pursue your happiness, don't.

Qingfeng, do you know? At that time, I felt so guilty, sad and happy when you let go and your sentence "Pursuing happiness". Maybe I can't give you the same love as Xiao Si in my life. But you should know that you will always be my most important friend. Thank you.

——25. long summer

Things that we thought we would never forget were forgotten in the process of remembering them.

However, as long as there is love in the heart, the sunshine that is dusty in the bottom of my heart will still break through the layers of darkness, illuminate the night sky and shine on everyone. Never die.

-Inscription

Asakawa Middle School, which is full of camphor trees, has always maintained that eternal peace. No matter what the outside world is like, it is always bathed in the summer sun, as bright as the evening. With mixed feelings, long summer walked through every corner of the campus.

why did you come here? Long summer has been asking himself. In my heart, it seems that there is only one voice calling her, calling and missing … Is it a small company? Will it make him? Although promised the green wind to pursue happiness, she had already wanted to understand the July 7th incident. But for a while, long summer didn't know how to face it.

long summer felt a little lost in his heart when he walked around this shallow Sichuan. Then I laughed at myself. What am I expecting? Life is not a novel after all.

Slowly, long summer came to the hillside behind the school. The wind is blowing slowly, and the wind has the fragrance of earth, which seems to have the taste of happiness. I cried in this place ten years ago, and it was the first time I opened my heart to them. In countless afternoons, she, Xiao Si, Zhi Ang, was here, enjoying the carefree happiness of large movies.

At this thought, long summer smiled with a bright smile, just like she did ten years ago.

Fundraising, her smile froze there, and she gawked at the figure under the camphor tree in front. That man is lonely and strong. He is looking at her and smiling, as if welcoming the most important person in his life. His eyes are as bright as the brightest light in the night sky. A tear splashed down at the foot. Those are tears of happiness.

Xiao Si, when I saw you reappearing in front of me that day, I suddenly felt so full and full, and my empty heart was filled with happiness. The world is shining again, and the late summer solstice has finally come to me. My priest finally came back to me ...

—— 25. long summer

fell again and again, failed again and again, and his heart was abraded by life, and he no longer believed in fairy tales. But you know what? Fairy tales will come to you one day, when you always insist on love.

-Inscription

A year later

In front of a prison in Beijing, two young people stood silently waiting for their best friends in the scorching summer sun.

"Xiao Si, don't worry. You've waited for such a long time, and soon we can live happily as before." Long summer said.

Xiao Si didn't answer, but took long summer's hand more tightly. Keep your eyes fixed on the cell door.

long summer's long, docile hair sparkles with quiet light. The anxious little company in front of her reminds her of the scene of picking up Xiao Ang from Japan at the airport three years ago. The same three people, but they have changed a lot. Things are different.

A year ago, in Asakawa Middle School, she and Xiao Si finally got together again, with endless worries and endless lovesickness. From that moment on, they never separated.

Our company is still drawing and publishing picture books as usual. It's just a rumor from outside that he will never get hurt again. Perhaps it is this indifference. When you look up Fu Xiaosi on the Internet, you will see his smiling face with the title of "Fu Xiaosi, the best painter in China". There is no more wind to disturb their lives. Small division, grow up a lot.

With Peking University's diploma, long summer found a very good job in Asakawa. Of course, most of the time, she is still the best assistant of our company.

Now they live a peaceful, busy and happy life in Asakawa. I once talked about marriage, but both of them mentioned one condition.

Lu Zhiang.

At their request, Feng … finally agreed to explain to the police that all this was just an unintentional joke. In addition, the small company did not hesitate to use all the interpersonal relationships and money. Although this is his great disgust. As I have already said, he will do whatever it takes for Xiao Ang.

Finally, Lu Zhiang was released from prison, in this splendid summer of 26.

The prison gate slowly opened, and Ang's eyes were slightly hurt by the strong sunlight. When the sunshine was no longer so gorgeous, Ang saw the man in front of him.

that man's eyes have a fog that persists all year round, but at this time it is so dazzling that all the stars are eclipsed.

that man, who smells fresh grass, is always so clean. And fight him on the ground anytime, anywhere.

that man's study is always so excellent, so he began to study hard so that he could stay with that man all the time.

That person will set up a drawing board on the hillside with him to cross half of the market for a bowl of noodles and watch camphor trees that never wither all the year round.

That man has experienced a lot of painful things when he grew up, but he always has such a clean and quiet life.

That man spent the best youth with him.

that man is the most important friend in his life

...

and now, that man is standing in front of him. Smile at him, but there seems to be tears in his eyes.

That man's name is "Fu-Xiao-Si"

It's Fu Xiaosi! It's the Fu Xiaosi who will appear as soon as I close my eyes every night!

As long as we can see the happy Fu Xiaosi in front of us now, all the sufferings are nothing. Really. Think of it.

look at it that day.