My aunt loves me very much, and I love my aunt very much. I go to menstruation's house every weekend, but I always cry when I get on the bus. What should I do?
I believe that Xiao Yan is also very distressed by you, but this feeling belongs to the family, not love. You rely on her because you feel safe with her, which may be the reason why you are inherently insecure. When you meet someone you like, you will be very afraid of losing ta. So everything will be fine until you meet the person who really belongs to you, but she is not an aunt.