Hua Chenyu, it's1the afternoon of October 26th 17:52. Your shit has been exposed for four days. Personally, I didn't read your story in Weibo. It's a friend of mine and some friends behind me. I saw it when I sent a screenshot to WeChat. "Yes, we do have a child." Your tone is as free and easy as ever, but I habitually don't care, thinking it's a way for you to announce a new song with XXX? On the one hand, I feel a little uncomfortable and a little afraid of what will not happen. When my friend showed me WeChat, I opened Weibo Hot Search and saw that there was only a "hot" symbol behind your topic. When it was refreshed again, it immediately "exploded". How to describe that moment is that the bad feeling suddenly spread. But when I went to see Weibo in the diamond and your new Weibo again, I felt a little sad and happy. I tried to sort out my thoughts, and then hastily replied to the concerns sent by friends on WeChat, and went to the window to watch the sun go down.
At this time, the sun is setting. I want to take photos with my mobile phone and record the moment when you are connected. Oh, no, it should be the moment you announce the connection. But I didn't have the strength to pick up the phone, so I gave up. My boyfriend is waiting for me to eat. Seeing that I was wrong, he said sourly, "Hey, your husband wasn't blown out to have a baby." I know he's joking. But I seriously replied to him, "He is like a younger brother in my home ..." After thinking about it, I was more delighted than surprised. But another time, I realized that the child's mother was a diamond, and I couldn't help thinking of the rumor that she had been "following Fan". Then I thought that LAY and LAY were your good friends (at least in music), and I was a little uneasy. Finally, I took out my mobile phone and flipped through Weibo, and decided to go to WeChat or send a circle of friends:
"I hope Zhang loves him well."
At this time, I was finally ready to go out, but when I scratched my hand, I saw my friend's comment area was a bit ugly: someone asked me why I didn't say I hope you love her well, and I was about to reply "because he will." ..... but before I could say it, someone in my WeChat group suddenly started to say that you are "love rat". I was very unhappy at that moment. I tried to defend myself, but I still had no time. Then my boyfriend urged me to eat, and I went out to buy takeout with him, but I had no appetite. Later, I suddenly felt that today was a memorable day, and I had to eat a good meal. So I finally went to maocai's shop and ordered a 40-yuan maocai, and I ate it all.
All of the above happened within 2 hours after the explosion in Weibo.
Hua Chenyu, look here. Maybe I should introduce myself. I began to pay attention to you on 20 13, when you were wearing a blue shirt, wearing a bow tie and playing the electronic organ. Nicholas Tse finally commented that you could play better. Your English was obviously poor at that time, but your singing was obviously charming. From that day on, I had the connection with you that I thought.
The year you played, I was a sophomore in summer vacation. Later, when you won the championship, I was a junior. On the night of the championship, I was the first to mobilize my students from the Student Union to vote for you. I remember that night, our presidium and ministers had dinner at KTV. At that time, because I hadn't changed my smartphone, I only used my BBK to search the news on the webpage, and then waited for the final result of you and Hao Ou PK. what can I say? I'm a little worried that you will be overtaken, but I'm more sure that you will win. The final result is particularly good. When I finally returned to my dormitory at night, I finally watched the live broadcast of that night on my computer: I saw you wearing a blue stage costume, and gold powder and ribbons were scattered in the sky. You got the crystal trophy, and then your father, sister and others came on stage to hug you. I felt very happy at that second, because I kept you for a summer, and my eyes had a special warmth and excitement for the first time. Then I think the YY live broadcast that has been kept for so long finally gave me a good explanation.
I'm not too idolize, before you. I don't understand or even despise idolization. But after that summer, I went to a concert for the first time. One is a group concert when you and your fast men came to Chengdu, and the other is your first concert in Wukesong. I don't have much money, but I still don't want to miss your first concert. Just like this. I ...
I will not be so enthusiastic about your news in the future. I am busy with my business, and then I graduate to work. During the period, you didn't spend much, and you argued with others that you shouldn't get lost with the big army. I remember this is the last time I argued with others about you. Because I think you can't move your feet because you like Italian architecture, street performers and sunshine. I think I know what you like, and I like what you like, like this.
In the days when I liked you very much, I bought a lot of magazines with you and collected some posters you took with glasses until the first time without glasses. I wonder where those magazines and posters are now. But I still have your first physical photo album, which was circulated repeatedly by my driving school coach on the training car. He said that he likes the dust in fireworks best, under my Amway. Here's the thing.
Stop talking. What a long memory. Recently, during the ritual powder removal, I looked through some traces of cheering for you in Weibo and QQ space of 13, only to realize that I drew you, folded the stars and wished you the championship, and so on. I still have the badges of the volunteers in the support club. At that time, my sisters gave us pins and badges as rewards, but I don't remember where I put them. What I remember is that you became a singer for the first time, then became a singer for the second time, and every single was released in the middle. I watched and listened to the program about your music. Oh, and "Ace to Ace" ...
Say so much, just want to show a legitimate reason for writing this letter: as a former fan.
Here, I have to go back to the 22nd. I had a so-called "better" meal and went home. Then involuntarily began to brush Weibo. By the way, I already noticed something was wrong at this time, so I deleted that sentence when I posted 10 minutes in the WeChat circle of friends. I feel horrible. I haven't argued with others for so many years, so I chose to hide in advance.
Weibo on the 22nd night was really wonderful, and the server kept crashing. Then I started searching for your message on Zhihu. Combining all kinds of remarks, I'm beginning to understand a little. Then I saw that your studio issued a so-called rumor statement: shocked to express your "single". Haha, single? Your daughter can call her father. In your so-called supplementary explanation. Then you (or your tone) emphasize to us that you are "single". But it's really interesting!
To tell the truth, I'm just a "fan" after you 14. I don't pay much attention to your single sales, surrounding environment, music awards, variety shows other than singing. I can't even get into your fan base, because I can't answer so many strange questions, and I can't keep up with all kinds of so-called "doing data". But I'm not sad at all. Because I started watching some of your interviews and listening to your songs very early, I have put you in a position where I don't need to prove to anyone that I like you. I think the only thing we have in common is feelings, or emotions to be exact, and those emotions are enough to convey in songs. So I will seize every opportunity to listen to each of your songs. But I never argue with those who say you can't. I think the person I like deserves to be liked by the person who deserves it. That's all.
Then go back. I want to say that I really don't care about your so-called "relationship". I may know G.E.M., and I can see something about that little sister, because I have seen The Son of Tomorrow. But I don't think I should care about those things. You will find someone who loves her and you. I think your spirit and hobbies will be highly compatible, because such people will come to your heart. Then your talent and cuteness, loneliness and transparency will be displayed in front of her. Then you will have a small family that will make you happy all your life. Although I haven't organized these thoughts systematically, they actually exist in my subconscious. My connection with you is just an emotion conveyed through music. I thought the same thing.
So about diamonds, I only know her fur in isolation, the fur that has nothing to do with you. I haven't even seen your variety show, and now it's on fire. But even now, I don't have any mood swings. I think she is 89 years old and you are 90 years old. With reference to my own 93 years, I think you should realize something "important". Then as long as you are happy, I feel happy. However, your "single" statement sets off Judy, who can already "listen to music". Ironically, it makes me unhappy.
So I went back to watch the Weibo posted by you two on the night of 22nd. I laughed at that. Public relations is obvious, but under this kind of public relations, there are still some small emotions that I really want to express through literal meaning. Yes, maybe not, but is it? Does she still love you or need you? You don't like it, or are you angry? Haha, that's interesting. Language games are really interesting.
I will be 28 years old this year. Interestingly, my birthday is the same as yours. So I am very excited when I pay attention to you. I think there is a power in the darkness that tells me that there is someone in the world who thinks the same way as me. But today, now, at this moment, I really don't know how to greet this year's birthday. My birthday happens to be your birthday, and it seems that I can't completely take off the powder, which is uncomfortable and ironic.
When I say I am 28 years old, I want to express that I have experienced some feelings and my knowledge of things has entered the state I think I should have after I am 25 years old. I think as a "you" who has been exposed under various lenses, you should at least have a general idea of what life you see. Those important, or really important things, those things about not hurting others, about saving yourself, about moral standards. And you will be 3 1 year old soon. Don't you get it?
I have the courage to write this letter today, based on two assumptions of my "self-righteousness": first, Hua Chenyu, in my previous cognition, that personality is your personality (1); Second, what I thought should be the cognition of 3 1 year-old. Maybe it will take you some time to reach it. So I write this letter without shame, and I think maybe no one around you can express this to you. About what you did wrong, about what is right and wrong, about what you really care about, and so on.
I got up the courage to write this letter. Ironically, I couldn't sleep because of crazy thinking on the night of the 22nd. On the 23rd, after I continued to read your Zhihu, I wrote this sentence in the comment area:
"It's okay to have sex, don't be a naive boy in front of fans."
The person in this answer analyzed all kinds of yp you often have. Then I happily drew a line on it.
I thought it was here. I woke up from my big dream on the 23rd, and went to Weibo to find you. I also took another screenshot with a sense of ceremony. 13, Weibo took me to take an oath to take off the powder, and there was a QQ space. I want you to know very clearly that you have been stripped of powder. I want you to understand the price of doing something wrong in this way. Then I politely replied to the sympathy and concern of my friends on WeChat, and I declared to them with joy that I was a "rational powder". I even replied to Martians who privately thought I was "very sad" in Weibo. I told them you were lying, and I understood their sadness. I feel sorry for their sadness, but I believe they will come out. I am.
Then, the comments in my Zhihu have been fidgeting for two days. One day, two days, three days, that I "cursed" your comment at will, and the number of likes kept rising. 100, 200, 300 ... still going on. This is the first time that Zhihu's comments have received so many praises, and it is also the first time that I have been awarded many badges by Zhihu. Haha, the person I love was scolded by me, and I brought a lot of people to scold him. This feeling,,,
Then I cried.
So this is what you want to convey to us, your understanding of life? Is this the original intention of making music?
I feel terrible. Really.
But now I suddenly feel calm again. It's also true.
I won't go to your concert again. I won't pay attention to any development of you. I want to use this meager effort to tell you and challenge you: You, Hua Chenyu, did something wrong.
There is no fixed standard for right and wrong, but in my moral bottom line, you did something wrong. So I want to respond, my positive response is that I go to customs; My negative reaction is that when I see you in the video again, I feel very strange and embarrassed, and then I can't help but press that.
I wrote you a letter anyway. As a person who has contact with you. Because I am still deeply afraid, I don't want to force you to end your life in an extreme way one day because of my behavior or other people's crazier remarks. Maybe, maybe (if my hypothesis holds). I think I have to tell you face to face that you did something wrong, so that you can at least have a chance to wake up.
I don't think life is that bad. For example, you prefer music to money. But money can make your life very bad.
And money itself is not terrible. The terrible thing is that once you get used to being manipulated by it, you forget what you wanted seven years ago.
And Diamond, I still paid attention to her. Little Judy, I am glad that she is a girl. I hope she can really cure you. One day.
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Finally, I said: when you appeared in public view after your first plastic surgery, I was convinced that you had plastic surgery. I went to Netease Cloud Music to tell those silly children that you had plastic surgery. They are afraid that I really can't find the identity of "old powder", so they have to look at your "musical talent" bitterly. Later, when I visited Zhihu, I often saw a question, "Does Hua Chenyu have plastic surgery?" The problem of high fever.
I laugh every time. I'm thinking that people who really like you should see the answer at a glance. There is nothing to discuss. But in fact, every time I laugh, I still feel a little lost, because I have never understood why you want plastic surgery.
I thought about it again when I couldn't sleep at night on the 22nd. Then I probably understood that you are not the "flower flower" I thought at that time.
Now I call you Hua Chenyu in front of everyone.
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Written at the end: human desire is endless. But people can choose. What if one day you escape from the bondage of capital and go behind the scenes to make real music? If one day you really recognize the identity of "father" from your heart?
Best wishes.