Mozart, Sissi, Nietzsche, Van Gogh, you and me ...
INFP people are out of tune with this world with their philosophical thinking and tragic artistic atmosphere.
Some people say that INFP is not a born MBTI personality, but an acquired traumatic personality. Who knows? This question, like the chicken or the egg, is unanswerable. However, one thing is certain, that is, the sensory channels of INFP are extremely keen and the connections between the senses are very active. It is doomed that INFP is artistic and creative, and it is also doomed that they can feel more pain.
Mozart in the play has only one set of clothes-white modern clothes-all white from the inside out and from top to bottom. This setting allows us to see a Mozart who breaks the rules, has a pure heart and pursues the true self all the way, which is also the inner portrayal of INFP. There are three names in the protagonist's heart: Amadeus, Wolfgang and Mozart. (Mozart's full name: Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart) Amadeus, a young genius, Wolfgang, an unruly teenager, and Mozart, loved by the world.
At the age of six, this child prodigy was led by his father to perform for princes and nobles of all walks of life. He was sought after by the upper class and put on a delicate headgear. Since then, he has solidified and knelt down to write music all the way, unable to play and without lifting his head.
Six-year-old Amadeus is like a child laborer. His father nurtured him, packaged him and publicized him. The whole family expects this "gifted child" to bring endless wealth and honor to the family. Father hopes that Amadeus will never grow up, so that he will never become mediocre. When Wolfgang grew into a teenager and was unruly, his father told him that your talent was over and you should yield to authority, rules and destiny.
My father has repeatedly stressed that he loves Wolfgang the most in the world. Wolfgang is so simple, impulsive and gullible. He has always protected him and taught him, but Wolfgang always disappoints him, contradicts the archbishop, loses his job, is cheated of all his money, marries the poor daughter and writes poor operas.
Mozart shouted to his father from the bottom of his heart several times, "Why can't you love me for who I am? ！” It's a pity that my father didn't recognize and accept his true appearance until he died.
I'm afraid it's hard for INFP to accept who they really are, because they look so emotional and unreliable. They don't know how to get along with themselves, and they don't know how to get along with their lovers. They are easily kidnapped by emotions and by everyone. I believe that Mozart loves Constanze deeply in the play, so he is willing to bear a lot of debts for her and her whole bad family. But he is also a child who doesn't know how to get along with her. He is lost in bars and casinos for a while and immersed in his own music world for a while.
INFP has been pursuing real life and true self all his life, but what is real life and how to be true self? Amadeus, who is gifted but imprisoned, is him; The unruly, rebellious and affectionate Wolfgang is him; Flowers applaud, and Mozart, who is admired by the world, is also him.
Mozart asks in the play, "How to escape from your own shadow?" Amadeus, a talented child who followed him all the way and only bowed his head to write music, became the shadow he wanted to get rid of most. Mozart in the play, throughout his life, has not been able to get rid of this imprisoned gifted child.
On his deathbed, he knew that time was running out, and composing music consumed him a lot of energy. At this time, he was terminally ill. There is not enough blood flowing in his body for him to compose music. He lamented the sadness of his short life. He had sacrificed everything for music, his family, love and life. And when he wanted to continue to tell his grief and indignation, imploring the "gifted child" to stop and feel the real life, the "gifted child" angrily inserted the pen into Mozart's heart ... < P > Who can save our souls?
The baroness and Mozart's mother are both symbols of great love. Mother sacrificed herself to fulfill Wolfgang's freedom. Baroness, during the period of Amadeus, advised her father that he was still a fragile child; In the period of Wolfgang, I told my father to let Wolfgang look for "gold on the stars" alone; When Mozart was sad and desperate, she appeared again and sang "Gold in the Stars" for him. < P > Perhaps the truth that INFP wanted to pursue was not far away and elsewhere, but it was just that INFP could not see and face it. Just like, Amadeus couldn't accept Wolfgang's wild behavior, and Wolfgang asked Amadeus to look up and see the real life. As Constanze said painfully, "My eyes are all about you, and your eyes are only about music and your freedom".
Darkness and light are one, and the brightest place is the darkest place. We seek treasure from darkness and gain energy from it. We need to learn to get along with our own shadows, to see our lovers, and to trust ourselves and love. The talented Amadeus is true, the rebellious and unreasonable Wolfgang is true, and Mozart, who craves applause, is also true. There is light and darkness, which is the real self and real life.