The loser just can't do anything.

01

Even if you do it, you can't do anything well.

Before writing this article, I browsed Weibo on the computer for forty-five minutes and typed out seventeen words.

While writing this article, I browsed Zhihu for another thirty minutes. At this time, I had coded less than a thousand words, but I still hinted to myself: It’s time to rest and relax.

I have never had a proper grasp of time, and I have no control over myself. I couldn’t write a single article in one afternoon, so I had to continue writing in the evening.

Time always slips away from our hands silently, and the temperature always drops unexpectedly to a degree that we are not ready for. The temperature slowly becomes lower in the morning and evening, and people's clothes change from thin to thick. .

I don’t know if many people are like me. A day has passed, and when I look back, I realize that nothing has been accomplished. From morning to night, I don’t know what I was busy with.

I borrowed a book from the library. It’s almost time to return the book, and I haven’t read half of it yet.

Every time I go to self-study, I take it with me and never open it. I spend all my time writing manuscripts, but the reason why I bring it with me is because I firmly believe that I will have extra time to read it every time.

When there is no class, I will take my computer to a study room to write manuscripts. When there is class, I will take my mobile phone and play with it. I feel like I worked very hard, but in the end I found that I didn’t do anything well.

In the past, I felt sleepy as soon as I opened the textbook.

Now, as soon as I open Word, I feel that my mobile phone is really fun. I haven’t checked Weibo yet, I haven’t read Moments yet, I haven’t washed my clothes yet, and suddenly there are snacks I want to eat, my head hurts, and my eyes are open. Not open.

In fact, the process of writing a manuscript is not a torturous process. I am waiting for an article to appear, thinking about which words are more suitable, and thinking about how to describe this matter better. Vivid, if you enjoy the process, it should be beautiful.

But sometimes I feel really depressed when I can’t write anything, and I’m afraid of wasting time.

I read a Weibo saying: I feel that the biggest difference between college and high school is that in high school you seem very busy, but everything is arranged in an orderly manner, and there is no need to panic at all. And you seem to be very idle in college, but there will always be a bunch of messy things that you have to do that are useless but have to be done.

Kongkong once stayed in the student union for a period of time. He said that he regretted it after one month of joining the student union.

02

When I first entered the student union, their department was responsible for organizing an event.

During the meeting, the seniors told them in a very serious tone: This is the first activity for you to enter the student union and our department, and it is also your first test. So everyone must face it with full energy.

Kongkong was full of energy and blood at that time, and kept the senior's words in mind word by word. The meeting lasted until nine o'clock that night and the plan was finalized.

In addition to the student union, Kongkong also added a club. Club activities are not very frequent, there are only weekly meetings, so Kongkong spends a lot of time in the student union.

Once the club held a regular meeting, it happened that the student union also had a meeting to decide the theme of the activity. There was a half-hour difference between the two meetings.

Kong Kong felt that he had not been to the club for a long time, so he asked his senior for leave. When Kong Kong promised that he would only arrive half an hour late, the senior reluctantly agreed.

However, this regular meeting of the club was about an event that was going to be held soon, and it lasted for almost two hours. Kongkong remembered that he had a meeting to hold at the student union, so he embarrassedly asked for leave from the minister.

"Remember, this is your last chance to ask for leave. If you ask for leave again, you will be asked to leave." The minister sent him a message after leaving empty-handedly.

Rushing to the student union meeting empty-handed.

After coming back, Kongkong asked people in the same department what they had said in the meeting. After reading the minutes of the meeting, Kongkong said to Kongkong: We are going to hold this event next week. We have worked so hard. It took a month to prepare. This meeting will discuss some very important points, so you'd better put some thought into this.

Kongkong was embarrassed to say that he remembered it.

During this time in the student union, especially during the more than a month of preparations for the event, Kong Kong felt that time was never his own: if the seniors had any tasks, they had to rush to do them immediately, and they couldn’t delay. Where is the PPT? If it doesn't fit, you have to rush over and change it. If the props are not connected well, you have to hurry up and remind them.

Wherever there is work, there must be people, and whoever is free must do it quickly.

I returned to the dormitory as tired as a dog and found that my clothes had not been washed and the homework due in class tomorrow had not been written.

To put it simply, many of these things are meaningless to me and are a complete waste of time. Most of the time I spent following my seniors doing miscellaneous tasks, which was not interesting at all.

During that time, Kongkong was afraid of reading group messages. As soon as I see all the news, I have to be busy and have a meeting.

Remembering the original interview, the senior asked: If I find that it is different from what I expected after entering the organization, will I be disappointed and can I persevere? Kongkong also vowed that he would never be disappointed, take it as it comes, and try to adjust his mentality to face everything.

03

It’s all nonsense when you think about it.

Weekends are probably the most decadent time. We get up very late in the morning and have breakfast and lunch together.

Weekends are the most relaxing time, but also the most tiring time. At this time, there will be a very strange emotion: I have done nothing, but I feel very tired. I have been lying in the dormitory all afternoon, but I am physically and mentally exhausted.

Bell Croney's "Have I made a mistake in searching for encounters in the dungeon" said: I can't forgive myself for having expectations even though I did nothing.

Ever since I entered university, I have been very busy every day, but I don’t know what I am busy with. One day has passed, and when I look back at what I have really accomplished, I see not much. Even when it's done, things aren't always satisfying for a variety of reasons.

When I was in high school, I was very busy but organized and completed everything slowly.

The most terrifying thing is that you have done nothing but indulge in the self-movement of your efforts. Checking in in your circle of friends every day will leave you with the illusion that you have worked hard. This illusion costs too little, but likes and feedback can advance the pleasure of success, and then you forget about the actual effort.

Maybe this is the reason why I keep pretending to work hard.

Without any action, but want to get results. That's why nothing is accomplished and there are no results.

The result is that while enjoying the illusion, there will also be a sense of guilt.

Many people have failed themselves and always like to waste time on nutritious things.

We cycle through such things over and over again and never tire of it.

04

Many people should have made a schedule to give themselves planning time, what time of day to do, what to do in the morning, and what time to do.

But few people successfully complete the plan. The so-called plan is just a waste of time to plan better and feel at ease.

I like to schedule a full day, and then I feel much more comfortable. But the uncomfortable thing is that I often fail to complete it or do not do it at all.

If you have been lazy for a long time, and suddenly all kinds of things come up, you will inevitably amplify your emotions and complain about the heavy workload.

Almost one-third of a day is spent on mobile phones, and I still don’t know what fun it is to use mobile phones. Before typing this line of text, I opened my phone and looked at WeChat and flipped through a few apps, but I didn't think it was interesting.

But it seems to be more interesting than code words.

Even though he has done nothing, he comforts himself by giving everything he has and tells himself that there are plenty of opportunities.

I also want to become a very powerful person. For example, I can write two articles a day, and only one article when the class is full; ;For example, you can go to a concert by yourself.

Spending all your time to complete one thing should be considered relatively powerful.