Don't overestimate your relationship with anyone, and don't underestimate your ability to move forward alone. The rest of your life is expensive, don't dwell on "unworthiness".
You can love a scum three or five times, but you can't love a scum three or five times. It may be unlucky to go the wrong way, but jumping into the pit all the time is mentally retarded.
4. Read books if you can, exercise if you can, don't compromise with yourself, don't be a person who will make do, and be yourself who you like better.
The person you love and the person who loves you will eventually lose to the person who is good to you, and the person who is good to you may be the most suitable person.
6. There are too many places where people need money to defend their dignity in this life. Before you earn enough money to reassure yourself, please work harder and be less melodramatic.