"Accustomed to the habit that I have never been accustomed to |" I miss the old back that I have never missed | Those old photos with mottled memories hold hands until the end of the world | Still, reluctant | Still, unable to let go of life | Unspeakable truth about the world | intoxicating smoke 1988 | Roman 1988 Xiao Xin with floral shorts | Marbles with floral skirts.