I remember that when I was in school, I liked to write diaries, copy some quotes, and change some personal signatures. Today I also write down the sad history of these years to encourage myself in the future.

Since 2009, my girlfriend who we met with at school has started working. When she first came out of society, she was full of enthusiasm and felt that she could start a career or something. However, she was directly assigned to a factory by the school (advice just now). Young people who are out of society should not go directly to the factory).

Every day at three o'clock, the mechanical action lasts from 8 am to 6 pm. It was a little exciting at the beginning because I had a girlfriend I liked with me. As a result, it lasted for half a year, and they broke up, and then they had no intention of continuing in the factory.

It has been 10 years and I don’t want to work in a factory. I feel it is boring and has no future. I want to change my job, but I don’t know what is suitable. I am wandering around like a headless fly.

1. At that time, when I went to Shanghai to find a job, I basically relied on an agency. After being cut off by the agency twice, I spent all my savings in the factory and still couldn’t find a job. I saw that there was nothing I could do. I returned to the factory and continued working for half a year.

2. After I had some savings, I went to Guangzhou to find a job. I had no idea anyway, so I just listened to others talking about how to make money by setting up a street stall, so I bought a piece of equipment to sell drinks next to the scenic spot.

3. I was thin-skinned at the beginning and didn’t shout much. As I continued to work, I felt that I would die if I didn’t make money. I didn’t care about the shame of shouting all day long, but I still didn’t sell much. I can’t sell much every day. It’s difficult enough to take care of living expenses.

4. In the end, I ran from Baiyun District to Changhe District to find a job selling houses. I was very happy when I applied for the job and felt that I had a place to display my talents. Then because I had no money, I changed to Rent a house in Changhe District.

I can only get up at 5 o'clock every morning and take the bus to Changhe District two or three times. In the first month, sometimes I don't even have two yuan to take the bus, so I cut one yuan in half and roll it up. I secretly threw a roll in and had a 6 yuan set meal every day.

Occasionally I buy a pancake to eat in the morning. I persisted for more than two months and started to show improvement. I found 3 clients. However, because we were selling houses in other districts, we had to travel far to see the houses before we came back. I also had to think about it, but before my client could close the deal, something happened in the house.

Later, my relatives introduced me to e-commerce, saying that it was a bonus period and very profitable, so I came here because someone took me under my guidance. I became an operations assistant and soon came out to do operations. I think I had some achievements, and then I am also relatively honest, and I have missed some ways to make a lot of money through operations. I feel that it is not good, it is an ill-gotten gain, a scam for the boss, etc., so I don't make much money.

I really feel that life is not easy for everyone born in the 1990s. They are cut off by waves of leeks from all walks of life. They have employment problems, income problems, skyrocketing housing prices, and excessive betrothal gifts. They want to get out of themselves. It is really difficult to move from a small circle to a higher level without anyone to guide you. You are already burdened with a lot of burdens as soon as you are born. Therefore, if you want to start a business together, communicate, promote, chat, and drink together, we will fight the future together.