Feel it! Maybe he missed an opportunity, maybe he missed someone, maybe he missed another time, maybe he couldn't forget his feelings. You've been apart for five months. If he doesn't love you, he should come to you, because he is a man. If he fails to communicate with others, it is natural to sigh that life has been missed. If you still love him, go after him boldly. If the relationship with him is broken, guess what! Life is short, so it is wise to act now. Make up your mind quickly! FYI