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20 17 In August, one of my favorite writers, Chang 'an in August, sent a Weibo on his birthday.
I just realized that she is thirty years old.
I didn't feel her age. I was just a little sorry. I didn't know, understand and like her until she was thirty.
In her comments in Weibo, many people will call her "Big Miss" or "No Teacher". I didn't know their origin at first.
When I met her, she was already famous. Her Weibo has hundreds of thousands of fans, and TV series based on her novels are also very popular.
The thirty-year-old Chang 'an in August I saw was gentle, interesting, charming and a little cute.
I was full of curiosity about this woman, so I went to the website where Chang 'an wrote for the first time in August and read her famous work Hello, Old Times.
At that time, I realized that the original name of Hello, Old Times was Marisol Case Report.
I believe that most girls have read several romantic novels by Mary Sue in adolescence. Which girl doesn't fall in love?
But here in Chang 'an in August, Mary Su is no longer a story that the heroine is loved by everyone and loved by thousands.
Marisol is your girlish heart, but you believe that you are the most special existence in the world, and you will always bring good luck.
Just like when we were children, we all thought that the moon would follow you wherever we went. We all think that we are the center of the universe.
But in fact, we are not.
We will gradually accept the fact that most people are just a dust in this vast world, ordinary and unremarkable.
And at that time, it was the beginning of our growth.
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I interviewed Chang 'an in August when I was reading at ten o'clock. In the video, Chang 'an in August said this: "I hope I will be a very elegant old lady when I am old, and I will be happy to know my destiny. When I look back on this life, I feel that I don't have so much to say to myself in my thirties and forties, and I don't have so many moments of regret and want to go back. "
She is alive and well. I can't be jealous of Chang 'an in August.
I envy her and like her. Because of her, I found that someone in this world really lived what I wanted to be.
My grades are not good, my math is poor, and she is the top student in the college entrance examination; I wish I knew a musical instrument since I was a child. Her cello is 10. My dream is to be a writer, and her book has been made into a TV series.
Why do you like Chang 'an in August so much?
Probably, she makes me look forward to the future. She convinced me that if I worked hard, I would be lovely at the age of 30.
I began to think that it would be a great thing to study hard in my teens and work hard after graduating from college.
I no longer deliberately pursue originality, and I enjoy my ordinary life now. Sometimes in life, step by step, there is nothing wrong.
Maybe in the eyes of others, step-by-step life is not so interesting. But how many people have achieved this seemingly simple step?
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Chang 'an is thirty years old in August this year.
Frankly speaking, I am very resistant to being thirty. I am full of anxiety in my thirties. I was afraid that I was still alone. I'm afraid I'll worry about daily necessities and vinegar tea, and I'm afraid I'll become something I hate.
I still remember a long time ago, I watched a movie-Girls Dream Thirty.
The movie is about Gina, a 13-year-old girl who has always dreamed of becoming a truly charming and sexy woman. Unexpectedly, Gina became a 30-year-old woman the day after she made a wish.
I was depressed when I watched this movie. 30 years old is not good. Why do girls want to be 30?
Ironically, I am still young, but I am already afraid of getting old.
To my surprise, when I learned that Chang 'an was thirty years old in August, I began to look forward to myself at the age of thirty.
Thirty-year-old Chang 'an in August, gentle and charming, has a decent life. More importantly, at the age of 30, she still maintains a pure and simple heart. She still has good intentions towards the world.
Because I was in Chang 'an in August, I found that what I was afraid of was not that I was getting old, but that I would become less lovely when I got old.
I'm afraid I'm getting older and wiser; I'm afraid I'm getting rich when I'm old. I'm afraid I'll get old and become hypocritical and world-weary.
I'm not afraid of being old. I am afraid that when I get old, I will lose all my longing for life.
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SK2 has an advertisement about 30 years old, and there is a line I particularly like-age can't define you, don't let others add an expiration date to you.
Chang 'an in August showed me another possibility of being 30 years old.
I'm beginning to look forward to my thirties.
Although compared with many people, my 20 years old is plain and ordinary, but it doesn't matter, I am still 30 years old.
At the age of thirty, I will be as lovely as Chang 'an in August.