What is the MV of "Swallowtail Butterfly" about?

Female scholars have always had a great temptation for me.

I was deeply impressed by Zhao Yuan's calmness and the simplicity and power of her language. It seemed that I was impressed. I didn’t gain much from what she said at that time, but the female scholar’s ??wise, peaceful, sensitive and generous attitude moved me, and I even had a little yearning for it ^_^

Also, teaching students’ minds That female teacher from Peking University (I always talk about it, I turned around a few times and didn’t think of it at this time, really. Wei didn’t have any effect), yes, Su Yanjie (I wrongly blamed Wei) can come to class every morning. You can see that she is tired, but as soon as she comes to the podium, her whole person lights up. She is not beautiful, but she is very beautiful. It makes me, a little girl, deeply jealous of her happiness that comes from her love.

Actually, there are more Zhang Qin, every time I see her working hard but peacefully in the laboratory, I feel that she is quite happy, haha.

Also, and,

In short, in my eyes, women The scholar has a charm that male scholars don’t have, um, I like it.

I just went to listen to Huang Lin’s lecture. I didn’t know it was her until I went there. Huiwei and Yuan were quite related to her, and I really liked it. I haven't been exposed to it, I just flipped through the book on women's studies. I think she is wise enough, but a little bit peaceful. Isn't everyone on the sticky side like this, haha. But people are still quite interesting.

2006-3-6 The Metamorphosis of a Butterfly

A few days ago, I accidentally heard Liang Jingru’s "I Like" at home. It’s a very early song. It’s a little girl’s song. Little sweetness. I think of some of Liang's current songs, represented by "Swallowtail Butterfly". I can't help but feel a little bit, this girl has grown up. I like the sense of power in the MV for "Swallowtail Butterfly".

Recently I have been liking the image of butterflies, and feel that the transformation of butterflies is like the growth of girls. Every girl will go through this process of becoming stronger. There will be troubles and pains in it, but in the end they can break out of the cocoon.

I feel that inner strength is important, but that is not about being strong or anything like that. It's about the control of oneself and the environment. Only people with strong hearts can be at peace, and only girls with strong hearts can be at ease. Well, it's easy to do, I like it so much.

Remembering that Sunday night when I had dinner with Xiao Q, my thinking that night was actually not strong enough, which caused discomfort to myself and others. Haha, I apologized, to you and myself.

So, I want to become stronger. You are supervising me.

2006-1-21Say Goodbye

8:50 pm, laboratory. It's so quiet - the laboratory, corridors, liberal arts building, and QQ are all so quiet. I know there is a quiet dormitory waiting for me.

I just finished organizing the data analysis and sent it to Lao Guo, so let’s do this first. At least there shouldn’t be any need to do this again before the Chinese New Year.

Today I went to Beijing Normal University to take a counselor's class. It was the second time, although I didn't meet him by chance (haha), it was pretty good. I used my expertise in arranging myself comfortably and found an inconspicuous seat next to the heater, which was quite comfortable. And I found a nice place to eat at noon. I felt like I couldn’t even walk back to the classroom after eating.

I will go home tomorrow. I didn’t feel it at first, but now that everyone is gone, I want to go back. What will this holiday look like? Will it be lonely during the holidays without your company? It seems like it's getting better now...

It doesn't matter, don't worry, at least I still have ERP with me, and the vacation won't be long.

Moreover, our Year of the Dog is coming.

2006-1-9 paragraph

Think about it and record it.

I finished the last test today - SPSS, which is indeed more difficult than when I was an undergraduate. Lao Guo is also on a business trip, and it seems that the semester is coming to an end.

This semester, although I am still in this school, I feel a lot has changed. The people around me, this kind of relationship, and my own status...

When it's time to go on vacation, I start to be afraid of the little Ran in my heart.

It’s better to stay at school for a few more days, I still like this kind of day. And there are still expectations, haha.

2006-1-3 My mother said I need ten fingers to play the piano

My mother said I need ten fingers to play the piano, but I can do it Are you there? My mother said that when playing the piano with ten fingers, you need to know when to use which finger and when to lift which finger, but can I do it with ease?

None of the previous songs were played with one finger, which is also my usual style. But now this song happened to catch up with my weak finger, so it disappeared with ease. Maybe the listener doesn't hear the chaos of the music, but I feel it.

But just now, just now I suddenly felt that maybe I was thinking too much and paying too much attention to this finger that I had never trained on. In fact, it may still be able to complete its tasks just like other fingers.

Mom said you have to play the piano with ten fingers. Mom, I remember it. Just like when I was practicing piano when I was a child, my teacher only said that my hands were too thin and weak, and he didn’t say that my fingers didn’t work well together. Right?

Besides, I still have a little flying dog, which will help me.

2005-12-28 Tonight

The laboratory suddenly became quiet, and I suddenly felt tired.

As of today, this behavioral experiment is completed (of course, if there is nothing wrong, haha). The last subject arrived at almost 6:30. When it was almost 6:00, Li Qi gave me a box of lunch (still yellow garlic, very unpalatable), and then ran to North 2 to go to SPSS at 6:00. It was too much. Got it! (Haha, I understand her. We have established a deep comradeship during this time). I thought it would be bad to be late. I knew SPSS well, and I forgot to bring my books, so I decided not to go. It would be nice to have some time to myself.

I just checked the log file. It turns out that including the pre-test, it started on December 14th, which is only half a month to this day. Oh my god, why does it feel like it has been a long time? Maybe it’s because of things like presentations. During this period, I go out early and come back late, and I seem to spend no more than eight hours in the dormitory every day. Fortunately, my days in the laboratory are also rich. So I would also like to thank the people around me for accompanying me - my brothers and sisters, Li Qi, Lao Ma, and of course the people on QQ, and by the way, there is actually Lao Guo (who can stimulate us at any time, haha).

I did learn a lot through this experiment.

In terms of knowledge - not too much actually, but at least I understand some things about implicit and explicit things, and I also roughly know the basic paradigm of making memory things.

Technically - a set of things in the presentation (presentation, data recording, sdf, analysis), and the procedure for running the experiment.

Customally-such as how to make the subject record sheet and data statistics table better.

In fact, what is more or more important is experience, which cannot be taught by others and must be done by oneself. For example, I realized that there are so many aspects of laboratory experiments that are not objective and require the control of the experimenter, as well as the attitude towards the subjects, and what may be more important during the experiment, and Lao Ma often advised me Don’t worry, there are actually many more. I think I will pay attention to some things I didn't pay attention to this time when I do the experiment next time, and of course new problems will arise.

At least for now, I still insist on being a rigorous experimenter and don’t like to deceive myself and others.

This week is almost over, this semester is almost over, 2005 is almost over, and my 22-year-old...

There have been many changes during this period, at least with my little one. Like classmate Ying, I also feel that I am happy and look forward to every tomorrow.

2005-12-20 blah blah blah

It has been two and a half days since the personalized signature was changed to blah blah blah, we have to wait. I didn't wait, but I waited for another thing this afternoon that I thought would be a little troublesome to solve, and it was solved smoothly. Hey, but if it could be exchanged, I would rather wait for what I have to wait for.

Zhao Ying said there is no need to feel sad or worried about someone you have only met once. Actually, it's nothing, but things went very differently than expected. It's probably because the script was written wrong. Having watched too many romance dramas, my expectations were too high. I feel a little disappointed, maybe because I want to experience a different life too much.

The two days of waiting were very hard, and my mood was like the moon, changing little by little. It's better now, but I don't know if I will still be willing to get along with each other this way in the future.

Let’s take a look, maybe I’ll change it to a personalized signature tomorrow.

2005-12-6 Who stole my peace

It’s so cold. Just came back from riding here. The first thing is to open QQ. It has become a habit now, and I have a little bit of expectation.

The first thing I did today was to delete the personalized signature I wrote a few days ago - the peace that cannot be stolen.

I really don’t dare to say that.

Why are these things put together to test me during this period?

Don’t be so stormy about making up classes.

I am a beginner, so I will have no confidence and will be very sad.

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