Xiao Xi accidentally saw that her signature had changed, and curiously opened her circle of friends. The top post was her latest one.

It reads: The roses in May are beautiful and the trip is well worth it. The picture that accompanies the text is a photo of her and her roommate going to the rose garden. In the photo, her long hair is flowing, and the roses in May make her smile so sweet.

At that moment, Xiao Xiaoming realized that he and his former best friend were like strangers who knew how to say hello. Even the updates were now posted without her.

Sitting by the window of the classroom, Xiao Xiao looked up and looked out the window at rows of maple leaf trees sprouting new leaves. Looking back, he saw an iron-green fence with a red plastic track inside.

The gloomy weather has caused all objects to shrink from their bright and gorgeous colors, and everything is in cold colors. The rows of maple leaf trees with new buds are still so vibrant and poetically green, but it's too cold.

Xiao Xiao’s thoughts have long been cast into the distance. There may be poetry and painting in the distance. Her hand unconsciously rubbed the smooth back of the phone: books and teachers taught that as long as you treat people sincerely, friendship will always happen unexpectedly. They also taught that when friends quarrel, they can reconcile as before by showing goodwill and admitting their mistakes. ;But the books and teachers never taught her that what should she do if she encounters an estranged relationship and then greets her like a normal person?

It cleared up in the afternoon and the color of the whole world was brightened. The sky showed a rare blue color, and white clouds floated lazily in the blue sky, with wisps of clouds like marshmallow threads leaking out in their path.

Xiao Xiao likes this kind of weather, neither warm nor dry, neither hot nor cold. Although I really wanted to paint such a scenery, my skills were too poor so I gave up. The beautiful scenery should remain in my heart.

Xiao Xiao looked around like a naughty child. The same tree and the same walkway were always ever-changing in her eyes no matter how she looked at them.

Good things always come with accidents. Xiao Xiao saw Li Tong walking towards her in the distance.

Li Tong is very popular, and everyone who comes in contact with her thinks she is funny, fun-loving, generous and interesting. The aura between Li Tong's eyebrows and the flamboyance in his gestures are things Xiao Xiao cannot learn from, because only in this way will he be attracted to the interesting Li Tong.

Xiao Xiao was in a panic and stopped looking around. His hands were shaking slightly and he kept twisting the hem of his clothes. If she could, she hoped to find a crack in the ground to hide in and not appear in front of Li Tong. Negative emotions such as embarrassment, fear, helplessness, etc. were as confusing and blurry as a disturbed palette.

Xiao Xiao had no way to ignore Li Tong and just pass him by like a stranger. Since Li Tong said that the relationship would be normal from now on, why not just be a stranger.

In the end, Li Tong walked in her direction.

"Hi, Xiao Xiao." Li Tong greeted Xiao Xiao first, raising his chin and wearing a friendly and familiar smile.

Xiao Xiao hid her hands behind her back, clenched her fists and then unclenched them. She took a deep breath secretly. She heard her heartbeat speeding up, and finally responded to Li Tong pretending to be nonchalant. : "Hi!"

The sky is dark, and the sunlight is buried in thick clouds. The trees were still the same as before, and the gazes of passers-by were like sharp needles piercing Xiao Xiao's skin.

All the most sincere and pure emotions in the world are worth putting in a box and burying deeply in their hearts. When dreaming back at midnight, Xiao Xiao often dreams about the time he had with another good friend Yu Ling in high school.

At that time, she and Li Tong were just classmates and had a bunk bed relationship. All the memories are vividly jumping in her brain. The first appointment was not with Li Tong to go to college together, but with Yu Ling. At first, she really wanted to see the new world with her best friend Yu Ling. , but at the end of high school graduation, no matter how good they are, they have to learn to separate.

Xiao Xiao still remembers deeply: everyone went to the last party of her senior year of high school. Yu Ling did not sit at the same dining table as herself. She was talking and laughing with another girl. Xiao Xiao became jealous and ignored Yu Ling during this period. But after three rounds of drinking, Xiao Xiao, who was very drunk, sat next to her, his cheeks were red as if they were burned by fire, and he could smell the smell of barbecue and wine mixed with his body.

Xiao Xiao sat opposite Yu Ling, and opposite Yu Ling sat the girl. Xiao Xiao was like a child who had his toy robbed, and was extremely unhappy with the girl's every move.

She and Yu Ling are obviously better friends...

Yu Ling, who was always regarded as a brat by Xiao Xiao in the past, smiled like a big sister this time. Every word made Xiao Xiao feel like a gentle wind blowing through her hair.

Xiao Xiao still remembers what Yu Ling said, get drunk, come and eat some chewing gum!

It is unforgettable because it is treasured. Xiao Xiao kept recalling that night, and occasionally fell in love with each other. I feel a sore nose: It was such a wonderful time, I really miss this little girl Yu Ling.

The pomegranate flowers in May were blooming unbridled, Xiao Xiao saw them accidentally when he was picking up the express delivery. It turns out that she ignored so many things that could be focused on.

That red is the burning flame, that red is the flowing blood, that red is hidden in the dark green; a gust of wind rustles by, which is the proud and showing off laughter.

Xiao Xiao thought of a lyric: Growing up is a necessary evil for people.

Some things don’t have tutorials and answers, and they won’t tell people explicitly – this is wrong and you shouldn’t do it, otherwise you will be very sad.

Perhaps universities are here to learn these things for which there are no tutorials or answers. In her senior year of high school, it took Xiao Xiao a long time to get used to life without Yu Ling, but now she has to learn how to deal with alienation.

Xiao Xiao likes a sentence in "Dance! Dance! Dance!": You have to be a calm adult. Don't be emotional, don't miss me secretly, and don't look back. Live your own other life. You have to be obedient, not all fish will live in the same sea.

She used to be immature and couldn't understand it, but she simply thought this sentence was very artistic.

Now, she understands...

The teacher was explaining the topic on the podium, Xiao Xiao looked out the window, the maple trees with new buds were shaking in the white sunlight, and on the playground Pedestrians come and go.

She turned on her phone and looked at her friends' updates, and couldn't help but click on the previous chat history between her and Li Tong.

Li Tong said that our relationship will fade away from now on, and we will not be as close as before. Thank you very much before.

Li Tong said, even if I am wrong among friends, I will not take the initiative to apologize.

The scarred wound was cruelly removed again, and blood instantly emerged from the wound. Xiao Xiao smiled self-deprecatingly, why bother doing it to yourself!

Recalling how she felt when Li Tong sent such news.

Calm, relieved, helpless... these feelings are like a mixture of five flavors stuck in my heart.

Not everyone can quickly accept the coldness of an intimate relationship. For the first time, Xiao Xiao felt powerless, and for the first time, he was caught off guard in friendship.

When May was coming to an end, Xiao Xiao found the route to the May Rose Garden online. The place was a bit far away, so she got up early, took her backpack and an umbrella and went out without anyone else.

The gloomy weather was a little breathless. Going to the May Rose Garden requires a long ride and even a transfer. Xiao Xiao endured the discomfort of motion sickness and rushed to his destination.

Shortly after lunch, Xiao Xiao arrived at the May Rose Garden. After walking for a few minutes, I met several waves of people who were also visiting. Seeing them walking past her talking and laughing, Xiao Xiao moved her lips, and a bitter taste filled her mouth.

Xiao Xiao saw the scenery in Li Tong's photo: the European-style rose arch.

The yellow roses have not completely withered, and the buds can still be seen among the scattered branches.

A hole was poked into the thick clouds, and the sun rushed out, and the halo of light shone.

Xiao Xiao looked up, his eyes and nose were astringent. The May Rose Garden is beautiful and romantic.

Xiao Xiao picked up her phone and took a photo of a scenery similar to Li Tong's photo, opened her circle of friends and posted the news: I am here.

The roses in May are so beautiful that they make people feel helpless...