April 1 2020 is the 7th anniversary of Leslie Cheung's death/KLOC-0. Every year, his fans hold a series of mourning activities, but this year, because novel coronavirus is not completely over, all the activities will be held online. This does not prevent us from remembering and worshiping Leslie Cheung. Everyone knows that Leslie Cheung died of depression. He chose to fall from a tall building at the age of 46, leaving only shock and consternation. Regarding the reasons for his depression, he said that he was not sure. He wrote in his autobiography:? I remember a few years ago, whenever I met a group of friends chatting and catching up, they would ask me why I was unhappy. I had never seen a happy face. I think I may suffer from depression. As for the source of the disease, I am not satisfied with myself, others and the world. ?

Some people say that his depression may be aggravated by announcing his love affair. At that time, the same-sex relationship in society will face a very big test and may be criticized by countless people around. And at that time, Leslie Cheung's agent didn't approve of his public love affair, but he still publicly showed his love at the concert of 1997, and dedicated the heart of a song "The Moon Represents Me" to his mother and his beloved Tang Hede. This bold act of showing love caused great waves in the social environment at that time. We can't imagine what kind of treatment Leslie Cheung has suffered and how much malice he has suffered. He even wrote in his suicide note: I have done nothing wrong. Why does the world do this to me? ?

In daily life, Leslie Cheung and Mr. Tang are chased by paparazzi. Most notably, his colleagues in Leslie Cheung and many people in the entertainment circle attacked and denied him. At the 34th Golden Horse Awards Ceremony on 1997, the producers first arranged a farce with ulterior motives, starring Wu Zhenyu, Wong Tze Wah and Zhang Zhiyuan. They kissed the people next to them with exaggerated expressions, and then they were pushed away, cursing disgusting, abnormal language and even making disgusting sounds, while the cameraman in the audience kept aiming at Leslie Cheung. Subsequently, a dialogue between the hosts Qin Han and Rene Liu revealed their disdain for Leslie Cheung. Qin and Han Dynasties said that they couldn't act out the love story between men, and Rene Liu echoed it. Me too? . They even criticized Leslie Cheung's career and acting skills, saying that his performance in Spring Break was his true colors. The audience just laughed, and the camera focused on Leslie Cheung eight times in one minute, but in the face of this desecration of his feelings and the denial of his actor's accomplishment, he just smiled gently. But we will never know how much he has been hurt!