I have always felt that I am not a sophisticated person. Although I have never had a good life since I was a child, I have always maintained my yearning and expectation for the future. I got married after graduation and entered a trivial family without experiencing the bitterness of the workplace. However, because I have no children for a short time, it is no different from when I was in love. Everything changes from the arrival of the child.
Before I had children, I always felt that I was in the best age of my youth, with the people I loved the most, and the future was worth looking forward to. Although my age is increasing year by year, it is my own chip and a testimony of my life. I fantasize about going to my favorite art exhibition, riding horses on the grassland and watching the sunrise by the sea. Many dreams of my youth are waiting to be realized.
However, as soon as the child was born, various expenses began to emerge, and wages only declined during the epidemic era. When the economy began to get tense, everything left me like a bubble. That day, I carefully calculated with a calculator, which diaper is more cost-effective. I know my youth is completely over. I began to understand what my parents thought was unnecessary before, and I began to understand what life is.
Youth is the best time in a person's life, but its existence is very short. When we are in it, we may not feel its beauty. After losing it, it will bring us endless nostalgia. I think we will all miss youth, but what we can do is not to let youth have too many regrets.
Youth is a wonderful time, but every stage of life belongs to us and every time is worth cherishing. Living up to every moment of life is our best explanation for ourselves.