In fact, I never believe what others say about fate, but I am influenced by it. Just after meeting you, I hope this statement is correct. Your meeting with me is doomed. I don't know if all the encounters were arranged in an unguarded room and I met them when I was caught off guard.

In fact, in my impression, I am not used to letting others see these things, but now it is so big. It never occurred to me. Maybe in my heart, your appearance is like the sudden collapse of my acquaintance.

I remember the first real contact with you started from the school party that day, because of the tickets. You didn't come because you had something to pick up the ticket that day. Your classmate came to me and said to help you collect tickets. I don't know what disease I had that day, so I said to your friend, "Let her come and get it herself, or it will be gone." Of course, for yourself, you are like a baby in the department. How could you lose them? On your phone, I solemnly said that it can't be like this in the future. Actually, the ticket has been given to your friend. That was our first contact. Of course, you can say a word now, and the story really doesn't stop there.

Of course, you don't remember any of this. After all, time flies. I don't know. I'll write this down at the moment. I don't know how others will feel in the same situation as me, but for a person who is nostalgic for the past, memories are tantamount to adding fuel to the fire. If it is more appropriate, it is the sweetness of blood in his heart. But these are only suitable to describe me in the most ordinary days, and your appearance makes me have no routine here.

In the following days, in some evenings in our qq group, you will occasionally come out for a meeting, but you always don't talk much. The first time I saw you, I should have taken a photo as a souvenir after the successful conclusion of our activities. My first impression is that you are tall. I'm a little surprised! This is a clear memory in my mind.

I don't remember the reason why I got to know you. Sometimes I think the characteristic of human memory is to firmly remember what you want to forget, and then gradually forget what you want to remember at any time. It seems that this seems to be our unique common fault, and saying these words should be regarded as an excuse to forget ourselves.

But I still remember what we talked on qq every night after we got familiar with each other, as if I had imagined your expression for a moment, across the screen. Now I think time is really short. We lost touch after the winter vacation. I'm not sure we have the same reason. There are always various factors that affect the relationship between two people for a period of time, even if it is only because of a little illusion. And think too much.

-2-

When the time quietly enters 20 16, that is, in the new semester, to be exact, on my way to school, I will give you a comment when I see what you said in the space. You replied that you have been missing for a long time, the first sentence of the new year! I didn't tell you the reason, so I ignored it and prevaricated.

Chatting slowly like this, in fact, the relationship between two people is really wonderful. Unconsciously cold or casual familiarity is so simple and complicated. And my cold heart seems to have a flame again. I have expectations for where I want to go, but I have no joy. Strange idea, natural feeling.

Some people say that the word friend will really come into your life when we are thirteen or fourteen years old, and it will occupy an increasingly important position with time. So up to now, each of us has our own understanding of the world we live in, but I have never seen it clearly for you and me, but the story is doomed and can't be forced after all, so carefree has become all my explanations to comfort myself. During school, we talked more and more, but I always felt that there was an invisible obstacle blocking my approach.

The first time we met in the new year was at the regular meeting of the community, because the first issue of the social magazine was about to be published. I remember you sitting with your roommate that day. I didn't recognize you for a long time at first Then I want to know when the new couple will come. How could I not know that it was my own department? When I slowly react, should I say that I should be secretly pleased at that time? Excited. I don't know, but those emotions are all related to your appearance.

Maybe you won't know, I played a trick on myself that day, because the club was going to prepare for the cultural festival dance later, and I dragged you over, hoping to see you more at least in the future. Sitting next to you in the meeting, I really don't know what to say, but it's really good, that's enough.

Every night after that, we can talk more or less for a while. In fact, to be honest, I don't know what I want, but as long as I can feel that you are still there, it will be fine. We talked about what happened during the day, shared our favorite songs, and talked all over the world. Unlike me, you are really early. When I thought it was still early, you were already, in your words, trying to open your eyes when chatting with me. Hehe, I can only say good night to you. Yes, Huanhuan Pig, good night.

You never take the initiative to talk to me, so I can only talk to you. I don't want to think about whether it is good or not. I just didn't say a word to you all day before going to bed, and I felt very uncomfortable. If I still care who comes first and who doesn't talk, I have to thank you.

I remember seeing one of your signatures saying: others are waiting for the umbrella, and you are waiting for the rain to stop. A few days ago, I shared a song with you that I like very much. I listened all night after a heavy rain. I'm lucky, and you like it. I talked a lot that day, and I was really happy. I wrote these casually that night:

"When I am sure and understand that I can't live without you, I will tell you all your pain and tell you loudly that the heavy rain has stopped, so don't wait any longer.

-3-

Casual life, casual understanding, in an unguarded room, I met you.

Sometimes I always think, do you know my silence? Who have I portrayed in my heart in those moments when you and I were silent? I feel the eyes occasionally cast on you. But in such a noisy crowd, who can hear clearly?

The shadow of winter has gradually disappeared in the extinguished street lamp, leaving a tail that looks like a memory level is uneven and messy. Early spring is coming, and the rainy season is not far away, you know? When will the rain stop?

The weather forecast says it will rain tonight. I didn't tell you, and you won't know. Ten minutes before I wrote these words, I shared a song for you after a night of rain. You said you liked it from the beginning, listening to it sleep, very happy, very happy. The song says: Don't rain if you want to sleep.

So this night, will you be happy and satisfied, and have a good dream in the notes? Did you see in your dream that the long-awaited rain had stopped? Abandon the unused umbrella and welcome some dazzling sunshine! Then at that moment, I felt that those sad and lonely notes contained such deep expectations and longings.

I remember talking to you last night, and it suddenly occurred to me that we all had the same idea. You said it's enough to be happy and do what you like in the future, and you said it's good to be a teacher. Then I began to fantasize about what it would be like for you to be a teacher, but I'm really not as smart as you. I really can't think of it, my mind is a blur.

I never thought that there would be a person, a person I know, who could pursue something similar to himself, because there are always the worst people around me who have their own general direction, and I can only envy them. I also seriously thought about where I will be and what I will do in the future. But that's all I can get with all my strength. I don't want to go to a first-tier city, have a quiet town, and then live a simple life, do what I like and be free.

Just then, I met you.

-4-

I met you and said that others were waiting for an umbrella, and you were waiting for the rain to stop. Coincidence or fate. For me, who has never been lazy, I don't know much about reality, except that I suddenly don't want the rainy season to come so early, so I'd better not come. You've been smiling.

Or maybe one day in the future, you will feel that there is eternity in what you touch.

Just now, you and I may be dancing the same note gently in our ears, and rain and sunshine are dancing gently in our dreams. "

I'm afraid I'll forget these beautiful things, so I'll record them. You should not know that I am carefully collecting all your wonderful things.

To be honest, I haven't thought about the ending, and I don't want to think about those headaches. It's just, it's just that every night, I suddenly miss you. The first time you took the initiative to talk to me was yesterday, not for other reasons, but because we talked the night before yesterday.

I thought you were going to sleep, and then I asked you if you wanted to sleep. You said no, I said, I like listening to this, I like listening to what you say. I said, come on, I'll listen to you. Just send me a few words like this:

"You are handsome, humorous and charming."

I will reply to you:

"Xiuwai Bell Club and Keiko Lan Xin are beautiful and delicious."

You said:

"You love life, optimistic and responsible."

Me: I think you are good everywhere. When you said you were not a lady, I thought of a sentence and gave it to you. You are the most beautiful in my heart. Then you send me two photos of you. I watched it for a long time. I shared one of Yu Quan's most beautiful songs with you, but you didn't talk for a long time.

I haven't seen you say it for a long time; I listened to it twice. I will feel much closer to you. After saying good night to you, I think you should have gone to bed, so I say to you: If one day you can take the initiative to talk to me, I will definitely sing the most beautiful song for you ten times. As a result, you sent it to me alone when I was in class the next morning. I'm coming for you. Sing for me. I am dumbfounded when I think about it.

There are so many unexpected things, for example, when I was about to finish writing these, you appeared beside me in the back. Although I knew you would come, I don't know if you noticed my panic at that moment, hiding my secret like a child.

You are so smart, you will never know that you are in my heart all the time, even if you are sleepy just now.

Do you know all this?

I met you at first, and then you met someone else, but I was lucky to meet you.