From an ordinary day, we began to love life. With the noise and stubbornness of the city, we never seem to stop, just three or five friends sitting together, talking about the past and the future, and wasting our time without attachment.
The slogan of yearning for life has always been: We yearn for life together.
It was friends who drifted away along the way, and those young dreams were blown away in material life.
"Life should have a lot of boring time, so that you can have time to think."
I remember one summer, my parents and I went back to our hometown. Wake up around six in the morning and walk out of the yard. I see big sunflowers blooming in my direction. At that moment, I was suddenly moved, as if life had no worries and I could live in the sun. It is a kind of vitality, with infinite vitality.
In fact, I pass by sunflower fields every day, but I just take a quick look and never stop. I am either busy on my way or busy watching menstruation.
Once life enters a state of idleness, the brain will make you think.
1July, 845 to1September, 847, American writer henry david thoreau chose to live alone by Walden Lake and spent two years writing a book called Walden Lake.
Now we are all holding mobile phones, so we are not allowed to have boring time, and we are not allowed to be bored to bring us benefits and thinking. Always eager to get a result, in fact, many times it is not satisfactory.
Lao Tzu said: thirty spokes, a wheel hub, when it's okay, there is a car. Think of it as a device. When it is useless, it will be useful. Carve the family into a room, and when it has nothing, it has a room. Therefore, thinking is beneficial, but thinking is not.
A wheel consisting of 30 spokes, in which the empty space can be used to install the axle, has the function of a car. A vessel made of clay is empty, so that things can be put in. This is the function of the vessel. Open the window to build a house. The house is empty. You can put things in it and live in it. This is the function of the house.
It is those empty and boring things that support everything we see and have.
The life we yearn for, let us think quietly and chat after dinner. I remember saying to a friend on a rainy day, "I really want to have a cabin in the mountains, just like now." Said I haven't contacted that friend for a long time.
"Every process carries everyone's sincerity, and we just need to wait for the happy ending after sincere precipitation."
I yearn for life because it can also be said to be a food program. Huang Lei's knowledge of food always makes people want to have a taste.
The food is very effective. I was depressed for a long time. Like a headless fly, I have no clue, I don't know what I am suitable for, and I don't know what to do next. All I know is that it is impossible now.
Whenever I start to feel anxious, I will cook something delicious, but it's not delicious.
Just some home-cooked meals, sometimes baking bread. Croissants, scallion cakes, pizza, these foods all have the same process, that is, they need to knead dough, and I am almost completely empty in this process. I don't know where my thoughts have drifted to the world, but my hands never stop. The whole person will be calm in the end, but I seldom eat everything I cook because I am afraid of being fat.
"Four rooms for dinner, but a bowl of fireworks." The world is working hard, and the best time is just that ordinary bowl of food. When I was a child in the countryside, farmers ate a bowl of sweet noodles in their small yard in summer evening. I still remember the sound of shout, which was the only thing worth waiting for after working all afternoon.
I remember that once my mother didn't have time to steam steamed bread, and the dough in the basin was always rubbed down by her, and then rubbed down again and again. As a result, steamed bread is surprisingly good, layer by layer. I still remember eating steamed bread layer by layer. I am very happy and satisfied.
"Time doesn't know how to rewind, and companionship is the deepest expectation."
Love doesn't last that long, and the person who has been by your side is the one who deserves to be cherished the most. Time is the most powerless thing in the world. You never know who you will meet. It may be the last time.
I have a great-grandmother who has been dead for a long time. When I was in college, she was taken to the city where I went to school by her son. Sometimes I take time to see her on weekends. Wrinkles had covered her face, but she was still in good spirits.
Every time I go, she always pulls me to lie down together. Her memory is amazing, so we lie in bed all afternoon, talking about things at home. Whose child got married and whose old man died. It was almost quiet that afternoon. When I went back to school, she watched me leave from the balcony.
My mother said that the death of an old man always leaves a shadow on future generations. The last time I saw her was in my hometown. When we walked out of the building, she looked at us from the balcony, waving and crying, very worried.
I remember my aunt who took care of her once said, "Grandma likes you to come. When you come, she is very happy all day and will roll noodles for you. "
We are waiting for her.
I used to be young. I always feel that the days are long and there are many friends. Later, I learned that few people can sit down and chat. Many friends circle, you don't want to blend in, so you learn to accompany loneliness.
It takes a long time, so we always need to wait, wait for a whole jar of sauerkraut to ferment, wait for a pot of braised pork to be soft and rotten, and wait for the lost mood to pick up again before we set off.
Just like Mao doesn't sing easily:
Before sunset, the setting sun melted into the river.
After visiting the night market, I was very satisfied with the harvest.
My friend called and said he was waiting for you.
We had endless topics when we met.
The dining table is in a yard full of flowers.
Slightly drunk, singing and laughing.
Never think about where to go tomorrow.
Because the wind is too warm tonight.
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