I am a repeat student, and I feel that the year when I repeated my studies gave me a deeper impression than the third year of high school. That year, I failed in the college entrance examination, because my family was poor, and my family didn't agree with me to go back to school. Finally, with the support of my father, I once again embarked on the journey of college entrance examination. That year, I was in a regular class and a senior high school for three years. I was in a key class. There was a big psychological gap at that time. While I was studying hard, I suffered from chronic urticaria and was awakened by itching every night. To make matters worse, I was later diagnosed with hyperthyroidism, which was quite serious. At that time, I was still the monitor, and the learning atmosphere in the class was very bad. It was noisy every night, and my study plummeted during that time. In this way, during that time, I was under the pressure of study, health and work. Seriously, I had the idea of ending my life at that time. Of course, in the end, I still choose to face it bravely and solve it. I began to manage classes, communicate with teachers, take medicine every day, and go to the hospital for a follow-up visit every month. My grades improved little by little and I returned to my original height. When I am stressed, I will read some articles about chicken soup for the soul. In this way, I spent an extremely hard year and finally got in. Later, I discovered that that year was a turning point for me to mature, because it made my mind more mature and indestructible.